偶尔

偶尔好想什么都不做就这样的浪费时间。

偶尔好想跟着心里所想的迈进奈何习惯跟随别人脚步的我时常违背心中想法背道而行，尽量满足别人的要求但心就越来越觉得不快乐。

偶尔好想不管别人会怎样想，随心所欲的忠于自己奈何习惯自我压抑的我，还是没能忠于自我。

偶尔好想侧下所有的责任好好的休息享受当小女人被人呵护，独立的背后是孤单不是吗？？？

偶尔好想放下一切到处流浪体会不同的地方风情但这一切需要好多的勇气而这我正好缺少的。

偶尔好想把自己大骂一场为何经过了这些年来还没学会放下，还是为了小事计较还是不明白妥协的道理，不明白坚持会造成的不快，不明白以和为贵，做人该圆滑些，随便些，因为不是每件事都只有黑与白的存在，别忘了灰色地带的存在。

偶尔好想为自己筹谋些什么但胸无大志的我真的想破了头皮还想不出我该做些什么让自己更好，习惯性把一切交给命运。无言呀！！！

偶尔好想让自己的生活更有规划拼命地为自己安排满满的行程让自己透不过气来太闲就爱胡思乱想，太忙又觉得无法呼吸，原来学会找平衡点也是一种学问，而我还在寻找着那平衡点。

偶尔好想向前走探搜但害怕受伤害的我时常让所有的情节在思绪里泛滥也不向前踏步，让一切止于天马行空。

偶尔好想叛逆一下体会一下不再管世事的眼光。但原来叛逆了我还是不开心因为我不懂那里才是我的终点。叛逆只是为了发泄内心的不忿，发泄后还是没法走出框框。

偶尔好想找一个没人的地方住下来但世上真的还有世外桃源吗？若有的话我有真的能那么幸运找到吗？

偶尔好想去揭开未来到底是怎么样的，迷信的我偶尔也会去求求签了解了解未来。得到好的签就开始怀疑真的吗？我有这样幸运吗？得到坏的签就开始悲观起来。人呀就是种矛盾的动物嘛！！！当然不包跨你在内了啦放心 =p

对对我懂你想说什么，我就是闲着没事做在这儿胡说八道。 7小时等飞机真的是很折磨哦。

Long or Short

It been two years blowfish never cut short her hair. Blowfish is have keep long hair since small and she only cut short her hair twice in her life time =p one time during Uni time and another one is back to 2007.

Why blowfish never cut short hair???

Since small all cousin having long hair and mom will help us tie our hair nicely. Still can remember all the style that mom help blowfish tie =p due to mom tie hair skill is not that good so by standard 6 blowfish start to tie herself =p (don laugh when u see standard6, due to blowfish have a thick hair really hard to tie it =p, u know la little gal ma don expect too much)


Ever since blowfish know how to tie hair she really like to learn how to tie new hairstyle follow the movie she watch =p don ask why as blowfish simply have interest in that. So blowfish keep a long2 hair until waist and can play around design hairstyle that blowfish like. Blowfish like those old fashion hair like in han dinasti =p due to this interest abit abnormal so normally blowfish only tie at home for sake of fun.


Blowfish never think of cut short her hair until uni time, she really get bored with her long hair. After taking long assessment + accumulate courage she go to cut short hair.


Why long assessment???
As u know blowfish have a round2 face really scare that short hair will show ppl the weakness(round2 face). However really boring with long hair + hair drop end up blowfish close her eye sit there and let the guy cut her hair.


End result = acceptable but yet everybody comment that short hair really show that blowfish have moon shape face =.= end up blowfish swear that in her lifetime wont cut short her hair anymore =p


Keep her hair for 1years ++ to get long, in order to make sure she wont get bored with her long hair so she perm her hair. At end of uni time blowfish din dare to simply tie her hair anymore really shy2 as a lot of ppl know blowfish due to this =.= and yes until now they still can remember blowfish due to her hairstyle.

First year in Uni, this hairstyle make ppl remember blowfish till now......

Start2 working, perm her hair to get a mature look =p guess more convincing ppl rather than tie hair right =p

Still remember that blowfish swear wont cut short hair anymore and here we go, she cut her hair short again due to boring la, hair loss la, want to try new thing la and bla.... bla.... bla....

Yaya Blowfish know blowfish is kind of fish like always change her thinking time to time =p

Tadaaa... Short hair version. Actually blowfish like this hairstyle but too many ppl comment say not nice and here we go blowfish keep back long hair. Change from straight hair to curl hair and now maintain.

Think it more like a cycle for blowfish. Cycle: Long -> straight -> Tie -> perm -> short feed back loop =p Now blowfish have perm her hair guess u all know what blowfish will do next =D

happy mother day

Happy mother day everyone.....
This year blowfish unable to celebrate mother's day with mom, guess sure mom boring there cox all her son and daughter is far2. Last time whenever mother's day POR blowfish will buy a cake for mom and buy a present for her secretly eventhough every year do the same guess secretly still means some surprise right??? =p hopefully. Blowfish heart feel full when see mom smiling when blowfish show her the surprise.

Blowfish think a celebration on mother's day is not really important as everything is more like a commercial thing. The most important is how u treat your mom and take care her in daily life. Blowfish feel sorry as blowfish is too far to take care mom and only can call tell mom that blowfish is very happy here everything is great to make mom less worry(eventhough blowfish know mom will still feel worry about her little gal that far2 away).

Each time call mom will start with:"how are u there? how your work stress or not? how your skin allergy ok or not" this routine wont change. Guess mom know blowfish well she know blowfish easily get stress, easily lost patient thus she worry her little gal in US not happy. Blowfish know all that thus blowfish try not to complain anything in front of mom just say everything is good, work like honeymoon, always travel everything is convenient.

Blowfish feel bad as well as unable to take care parents for half year. Normally blowfish will go home everyweek and accompany parent. Even just stay at home but yet i think that more than enough right. Old ppl just hope to see their children all around even children whole day watching movie =p. Every weekend blowfish will bring them out for dinner and shop grocery all this become routine. Now blowfish away for so long guess they sure cant get used to it. But no choice in order to earn more $$$ really need to sacrify abit.

Before blowfish fly to US, blowfish see mom hand pain cox of too dry yet she still do all the housework. Blowfish just ask to use mosturizer. When blowfish in US and hand get too dry and pain yet still need to do all the housework blowfish suddenly feel that actually all mom really sacrify a lot for family. In order to make sure the house is comfortable mom work from morning to night, in order to make sure her children not starve (especially for someone who have stomach wind)mom prepare food >3times a day and need to consider all the junk food for the children as well, in order to make sure children have a tidy look especially for those sensitive skin like blowfish mom will wash all the cloth till white and shine, in order to make her child skin recover faster every morning prepare a fresh orange juice for her and many many more.
Suddenly feel like crying.......
Yes blowfish miss her mom and her home. Really need to say thanks to mom who take care blowfish without feel tired and blowfish would like to say sorry as always make mom worry.
Blowfish love u mom however blowfish is typical gal who too shy to show her love. Blowfish just try her best to make sure her mom happy.

What i can do??? Cont'

Past one week blowfish feel down as feel scare of lost her best friend and feel stress with work and also ppl in US. Suddenly blowfish EQ drop to 0% doesnt want to talk with ppl just want to hide herself in somewhere there is nobody there. Sigh gal tend to have this kind of moody time.... and yes blowfish is one of them.

After hormone back to normal level, think back all the incident really feel that blowfish over react......For unagi case, actually he trying to give advice how to improve the presentation but blowfish take it negatively. Unagi just want blowfish appreciate the chance that blowfish have however blowfish take it as unagi say blowfish presentation very worse but that not the case unagi just want blowfish spend more time to make thing 100% perfect. Haiz when moody time heart tend to close up and doesnt not listen to ppl. End up blowfish start think all those not related topic like unagi angry with her la, unagi no more friend with her la. Now think back really feel sorry to unagi. Luckily he always patient with all blowfish mood and never really take this seriously. Blowfish feel so lucky to have him as friend who always help and giving blowfish advice. And yes blowfish doesnt lost this best friend.
New interpretation for best friend: a friend who always there for u, always listen to u, always support u no matter what(eventhough we sometime diff opinion)....

Yesterday blowfish lost her temper again cox of small matter.....
Story:
Blowfish follow group of 5 going to outlet last month and we agree to divide the petrol however the driver doesnt want to count it as he say it only small $$$ so we never bother about it. Until this week we plan to go outlet again he actually say that blowfish must go and must drive blowfish car and blowfish agree on this and comment that can give out car but she don want drive as not familiar with the route. However this plan being ding dong x2. So blowfish assume that this plan is not working. End up by 10sth of that night another gal ping blowfish say that organizer is expect blowfish go outlet tomorrow and bla... bla... bla.... a lot of story there which sound like organizer say that blowfish take advantage of him last time tis time must pay back. Blowfish listen to all this word and get piss off as blowfish already say she willingly let out the car why organizer still say until blowfish don want to take turn? Somor if organizer expect blowfish to drive he should communicate it to blowfish write cannot just assume right? Blowfish really feel confuse why business trip ppl earn less $$$ not calculative but opposite relo earn more $$$ and ppl become more calculative???
Start feel confuse for this easy matter.
Talk to unagi blowfish get some input and realize that blowfish too fast jump to conclusion and always listen to what ppl say.
Talk to miss tour guide, her opinion make blowfish feel comfort and no more confuse.

Thanks all for being patient to blowfish and help her fight her moody week :D

I wish....

While walking at Alamo(san antonio) last2 weekend, we see one wishing well there. Blowfish amazed by the over 100years tree.
Why amazed? This tree being move from somewhere to Alamo(cant remember from where =p don expect lazy fish to remember everything la =p) and if not mistaken it being move to Alamo by 1941. This tree being move as the originator want to prove to ppl that this can be done thus i think this tree might older than 100years. It branch really heavy and need to use thing to support it. Feel amazed as this tree have such long live even after change environment, weather....
Guess this is the spirit that we must learn from this tree to withstand all the life challenges.

There is a well next to the tree. However this well being closed d for what reason blowfish not sure. Seeing a lot coin down the well, surely blowfish don want miss the chance to make a wish.
What blowfish wish???
Certainly blowfish cant tell u all else if it cannot be realized how wo???
If u all willing to help her realized the dream than blowfish will happily share it with u :D
Dont worry blowfish dream is something easily can be achieved :D

Miss Independent

When u see this title what u will think of???

Miss have >1 meaning =p

Miss = Cik, 小姐，tang ke chi

Miss =kenang, 想，(not sure the term in indian =p)

So Blowfish u try to talk about the Miss independent or "Miss" independent?

Previously before go travel blowfish receive a Tshirt from friend and on the Tshirt printed Miss independent without think blowfish straight think the meaning is miss(想）Independent. For those wondering how the Tshirt don worry for sure blowfish wont let u keep wondering....

Once again blowfish so fast make conclusion without think any futher. Until one day blowfish watching singing contest and listen a song call "miss independent" only blowfish get to think miss independent also can means gal who is independent.

Too fast jump to conclusion will end up cant make a proper judgement. Beside that blowfish easily listen to ppl word and without massage the level of truth of the word and jump to conclusion haiz....... Most thing no right or wrong just different ppl different opinion and different thing that they particular. Think blowfish just need to learn not take thing too serious and make thing easy =D.

Blowfish really think she must change this always see thing from 360degree and more nasional when making judgement. Less talk think more.

US life is tuff as blowfish is all alone that why start to have emotional time + sensitive feeling however i do hope blowfish can swim thru all this and become a better person.

Lesson of the day

Since blowfish travel to US always feel stress, uneasy........
Why???
Before travel......
Feel worry to work with US ppl as from previous product have bad experience with them. Still remember that time blowfish still new to this area and feel afraid as know nothing luckily blowfish have other counterpart that is quite helpful and help blowfish build up the skill. For this new product blowfish need to work with same group of US ppl =.= feel worry as last time they really good in taichi just don care everything. The highest record blowfish work in floor from 5AM till 7PM......
Scary....

Reach US......
First few week in US blowfish like go thru honeymoon as blowfish just need to read thru all document familiar with the product with the US people work on the pattern part. However this sweet time pass very fast, after they up two of the pattern they straight throw all thing to blowfish and PG division =.= and they give reason for us to learn. Blowfish agree this the fastest way learning + grow depend how u handle this pressure. Blowfish successfully up one of the pattern and now moving to another one. However blowfish doesnt have luck on this new pattern and the due date is next tuesday =.= Start to feel pressure while don know what else she can do......

During today meeting.........(lesson of the day)
Manager start asking about the progress, due to PG division is busy handling hardware setup with module folks end up he actually request the US division do the pattern and without realize he make a statement kind of say that Us division doesnt share detail in front management......
Sweat***
The US division come and lecture him and tie blowfish in. In actual US division have put the file there just PG division not aware end up miscommunication happen causing this gap.
As conclusion: Dont simply say out a word that might sound like accuse ppl else can really can ruin thing.

U jump i jump

Last weekend blowfish follow her friend go to a river side next to her apartment. We plan to go there picnic and some of friend even plan to play water there. But due to blowfish having allergy so blowfish doesnt plan for that.

While preparing food blowfish counterpart is there with a large pizza. Aiks pizza one of blowfish favourite eventhough blowfish always having stomach problem after eat it but when counterpart offer without think blowfish grab one and eat happily :p (blowfish just a tam ciak fish la :p).

After get everyone gather, we start moving to our desire destination. In order to get a better spot for picnic event, we need to walk around 1hours ++ go to upstream. Due to morning time, blowfish go gym for 35mins so leg really feel abit no energy somor need to walk under hot sun......
Luckily after 1hours 30mins we reach the spot that is quite nice. Nice in sense of water is clear, full of rock nice spot for picnic, less ppl provide a peaceful place for those ppl like us who doesnt plan to jump into the river. Peaceful in sense of sitting there closing your eye listen to the rythm of flowing water, feel the water flow by leg. Suddenly feel very relax. Due to some of the gang is lazy to go further so when we find this nice place we need to walk back 30mins to find them and bring them to this nice place. Blowfish and colleagues wife just sit there while their husband go bring the other half ppl to join for picnic.
Wait and wait ........
1hour pass. Blowfish start to feel boring, eye start to feel sore, stomach start to hungry, start to feel sleepy, start to worry is it they lost somewhere. At last the gang reach there and all of us start our lunch. Some of them cant wait to jump into the water, blowfish only can sit there see ppl playing around with her tired body. Thus blowfish find a place to lie down and try to have some rest as blowfish feel like going to have running nose+ eye sore really feel sick.

Suddenly one colleagues challenge blowfish, why rest there if blowfish jump to the river he will jump too. A bet on "i jump u jump" happen. Don know why without thinking blowfish straight jump into the river with her track suit and the left the guy in shock and he no choice and need to jump into the water (guess sure he get scold by wife after that :p)

Since get wet d, so just enjoy herself there but the water is really cold. Really hope can go home faster and rest but due to blowfish don want turn ppl down blowfish just soak in water and her eye is get better :D.

Around 5PM time to go home, YEAH........
The bad part is no towel, no cloth for change, need to walk 1hours ++ in this wet + heavy cloth in order to get into car =.=
A crazy day but don ask blowfish why as blowfish never think about it just jump that why blowfish colleague is say that blowfish is type of fish that do thing without think =p kind of correct. Is it good or bad ??? depend if do without thinking for those risky thing guess blowfish can die faster than usual =p for small thing guess no harm kua.

What i can do???

Suddenly feel like want to swim to a sea that doesnt have any other fish in there only have blowfish there. Today blowfish really piss off her best friend MR unagi. BLowfish know that unagi trying to help her editing her presentation but blowfish just show no mood when he explain to blowfish. End up piss him off.

Yes blowfish know it blowfish fault. But now blowfish more like blaming herself why never appreciate the opportunity she have. When morning time unagi told her what to change she spend whole afternoon thinking how to enhance the slide but yet blowfish really nothing much to talk on the presentation trying hard to squize something in feel stress, feel worse, feel down, feel doubt is it blowfish really want to submit this for unagi review sure will end up being say no effort again but if write something that blowfish don know later on stage blowfish will facing problem........
Struggle whole day end up decide just submit.

Waiting Unagi to online but scare to ping him scare he will say the presentation is worse and as per expected, the presentation is not meeting the requirement and unagi is calling blowfish to give her explanation. blowfish suddenly no mood and just say OK OK for all unagi comment and all this piss off unagi. Blowfish know it blowfish fault as unagi earn nothing helping blowfish edit yet still need to deal with blowfish no mood tone.

According to blowfish division, blowfish is fish that not good in detail, always might miss out some important point and blowfish agree. Blowfish always like to move fast end up will find error here and there and end up busy here and there fixing the shit create by ownself. Like in today presentation not the blowfish doenst check just blowfish miss detail again.......
When unagi point out blowfish heart say "ops" but don want to agree that it blowfish fault =.= blowfish tot blowfish already change but seem like blowfish still remain.

Yes now blowfish feel scare whether she will lost her best friend or not yet blowfish feel scare to IM him. Don know what to do.........

When Happiness = 100%

After storm there always sunny day really a true phrase to descibe life. Storm is the one who act as bad person to push a person to next step as it help a person to grow up, to think more wisely, to learn about something we call "life". Most ppl such as blowfish will tend to lost patient during this time. Most time blowfish lost patient due to scare blowfish will lost something due to the storm. End up blowfish like try to stop the sand from slip out from her hand, the harder she try the more sand she lost. Guess just open the hand let thing happen the way it need to be then blowfish can get happier. This the part blowfish trying very hard to learn as u know la let go easy to say but hard to do guess all ppl in this world have something that they don want to let go in certain extend.

Last week blowfish being going thru storm lot of thing screw up(as usual if bad thing happen it will happen in series and make blowfish lost her mind) plus in going to "sick" mode(due to the overnight pizza aiks no more overnight stuff) really push blowfish bad x1000 mood. Luckily blowfish have patient best friend to listen to all her complain :-p and also lotsa other friend that drop by send regards to blowfish somehow blowfish really feel warm and would like to express deep THANK YOU for all of u. Thanks for patient with blowfish during her emo time because of u all blowfish have the courage to swim thru the storm and doesnt feel that blowfish fighting the storm alone :D

Think blowfish feel stress as everyone that around her is couple2 suddenly really feel lonely, feel tired and wish to rest at some place yet blowfish doesnt have anything other than work, work and work. When work area full with shit then blowfish start to feel tension :-p Luckily today everything is start to trend to good side. The thing that bother blowfish being solved and blowfish really feel proud of herself, learn new thing and able to write pattern and decoder this push blowfish happiness to 100% :D
Blowfish Gambatte!!!

Camera

Nikon camera has been accompany blowfish for ages(>5years) recently the screen start to have black dot however it still perfectly doing it job snap a nice picture. All friend that see this ancient camera is laughing and wondering the black dot will appear in the picture or not :-p and blowfish need to explain2 and explain2 each time blowfish ask ppl help blowfish snap picture (this the part potong steam la).

Reason not to buy camera:
As u all know blowfish is kind of fish that like to keep all thing that meaningful for blowfish. Even this camera is aging d however blowfish still think it the best camera and picture took with it is best among other camera.Thus till now blowfish doesnt go for new camera.

What this camera means to blowfish???
This camera is 2006 birthday present and this the only thing that blowfish have now that still in good condition other than this all gone d. Sigh guess blowfish just frame this camera and put into museum easier :-p

Second reason, if want to buy might as well go for DSLR as now DSLR is the trend however DSLR is too bulky. Thus blowfish heart cant determine want to buy DSLR and take the trouble carry this big fella along when go travel or just go for the normal sa kua camera as price different by 1K. Sigh once again u all can see blowfish is a kind of fish that always cant decide what she want :-p

Third reason blowfish refuse to get new camera is blowfish not type of fish that like to snap picture of building or event but like to pose and being snap picture :-p thus having good camera but nobody help to snap picture doesnt serve the purpose as well :-p

hmmm, up to this point guess blowfish already have answer whether want to buy camera or not :-p Guess just wait till Nikon Camera officially burn out only blowfish will really go buy another camera. God please bless Nikon Camera long life........

Trip to San antonio

Blowfish just back from 2days 1night trip to san antonio. Really tired yet for this moment blowfish just refuse to dock to the bed to meet datuk chow(if got prince different story la sure hurry jump to the bed meet prince in my dream :-p)

From this trip blowfish not only spend a lot of $$$ but also let a lot of blood flow out(p/s not cox PMS la). Our trip to san antonio primary destination is to visit wildlife experience the real africa feel around us. When we first enter the wildlife park, we see a giraffe.Somehow the male and female giraffe is being seperated. The female giraffe is too busy eating her food and no time to bother us that trying to make noise to attract her. Male giraffe don seem like trying his best to impress the female giraffe however all the effort cant fight with the food temptation :-p really pity Mr giraffe. Due to our gang is eagerly want to take pic with Mr giraffe so they go and punch some leaf as bail to attract Mr giraffe and took picture with it and this strategy really successful but the whole process really funny.

Wildlife park : 16.50usd
After playing around with giraffe, we start our journey to experience the real wildlife inside car. While driving, a lot of animal on the roadside near to the car so that ppl can feed them. Blowfish trying to feed them as well. However blowfish too scare, when the long horn is near to blowfish blowfish start feel scare and try to close the window however brain is act away too fast than blowfish hand end up OUCHx1000 blowfish hand(previously trying to throw food to long horn) is stuck while window is cruely swap thru it =.=. If u ask blowfish is it pain, blowfish cant answer as her hand no more feel and she just feel that blood is flowing. Since blowfish din have anything with her to apply on the wound so just let it be since it already pain till no feel d. Sigh how to wash hair with 1finger injured that the Q flash thru blowfish head.
All the animal very cute but too bad blowfish cant enjoy it with this stupid bleeding finger. However blowfish still manage to snap some cute2 animal pic. The most funny animal is the donkey, they open their mouth big2 for u to throw in food into their mouth. Let blowfish share the pic once blowfish have it :-p

San antonio River Walk
Blowfish really like the atmosphere in River walk, feel very relax with the wind blow to our face. We have a boat ride and during that day there is fiesta time and we manage to see their parade. Nice event :D
Night time due to request from our MR president, we went to a PUB. Blowfish doesnt bring visa along with her end up need to show the ID from her country luckily the guy still let blowfish go in. The pub really full with ppl and have 3different kind of dance floor. Blowfish is too shy to join the gang thus just buy a beer stand aside enjoy herself suddenly feel want to get drunk let all the problem just go away but too bad blowfish not type of fish that can easily get drunk.
In such romantic city, guess really suitable for those couple but not blowfish.

Still got lotsa feeling want to share here but now is abit late d guess blowfish better go sleep and hope for better tomorrow.

Sick

Blowfish been to US for one month d, quite like US life everything is so easy + conveniet. As usual if blowfish too free, blowfish start to feel stress. Blowfish have lots of work however don know why blowfish just doesnt have mood to work or to move :( really hate this state. One voice in blowfish heart start to question blowfish and try to push her further.

After being push by heart blowfish start to force herself to list down a to do list at least can follow the list and clear all task one by one. The more blowfish listed down the more headache blowfish get :S.

1. Blowfish miss out a lot of detail such as check apartment when move in and report all the damage stuff, sigh blowfish doesnt do that and see several thing not in good condition crossing finger the apartment ppl is considered and wont simply charge blowfish.

2. US ppl required ppl who on relo like blowfish to submit all neccessary document for taxation purpose however till now blowfish doesnt receive any mail from them and from what blowfish understand from friend there is a long list to do. sigh what blowfish can do le other than waiting the person response on blowfish taxation status.

3. At work area, everything is good just blowfish not really like spend whole day reading document without any hands on. End up blowfish read and read, read and read, mood also getting down and down :S start worry for nothing. Worry for the product schedule, worry about future, worry about what next =.= gal really like wondering and end up in deep shit mode.

See gal really cannot let them too free till trigger them wondering end up sick.......
Sigh only one word blowfish can say about herself is padan muka :-p

Guess blowfish start to feel down is due to blowfish feel that herself always no stand always afraid that ppl will angry with blowfish end up choose to be follower and doesnt dare to raise the question in her mind. Unless that person really piss off blowfish else blowfish will keep quiet and follow what ppl say. Sigh trying to improve this but yet blowfish scare blowfish will make ppl angry so guess better stay alone happier.

Emotional day.....
Maybe cox blowfish start to miss her parent, start to miss malaysia, start to miss her far2 friend who know her well at least in front of them blowfish can be herself.
But life is about facing all thing alone right? Ppl can give opinion yet we the one make the choice.
After today, tomorrow will be better.

Gal vs Guy

Recently blowfish realize a lot thing about relationship as ppl around blowfish all come with family. This trigger blowfish to think a lot. Relationship is something that really need effort in maintain it, even u have deep feeling for the person but no proper way manage the relationship apparently everything not gonna work, if work also one party will be suffer.

As 3party blowfish really see thing more clear, some thought on the incident that happen around blowfish :D
Story 1: Husband need to lie to wife to avoid them from nagging.
One day we went to asian market but the husband doesnt tell the wife that he following us to asian market end up the guy really worry as we drag quite long somor go for dinner. The guy keep think of excuse what to tell the wife.

Hmm, sometime blowfish really think gal is the one who causing the guy din dare to tell the truth as when they tell the truth time what they get just nonstop nagging and they somor need to think way to make u happy.

Story 2: If there is love even imperfect become perfect in the eye of love one.
When blowfish travel with one couple to Dallas, the husband suddenly make emergency turn end up the gal keep on nagging on this in front of us and the guy just keep quiet let the gal scolding him. Suddenly blowfish feel pity with the guy. From morning till night if got chance the gal will tease the guy on this item and the way she say more like scolding =.= blowfish just pretend sleeping there :-p

Blowfish really salute the couple as the guy can withstand the gal nagging him from whole day somor in front of his friend somor, think this guy really like this gal but isn't quite suffer if continue like this long term :-p so blowfish think the phrase that "in eye of love one imperfect is just nice for them"

Don know why more and more blowfish look around, blowfish really think sometime gal really make the guy too tired. Trying to be a understanding gal if can this is the good way to help maintain good relationship don make until the guy is too tired.

Junior

Yesterday blowfish planning to jump to bed before 11PM so by 10.15PM she already start to say 99 to all her dearest friend and prepare her mood to zzzzz and play chess with datuk chow. U know la quality sleep will contribute to beauty and help u stay young :-p eventhough all ppl know this but yet we always think time is not enough rather sacrify our sleeping time to do some other stuff like surfing net, chit chat, watch movie.......

ops..... runaway from main story line pula :-p
Once blowfish dock to the bed, ring!ring!ring! phone ringing =.= who calling blowfish at this time aiks $%#@ no choice so blowfish jump from her bed run to kitchen and pick up the phone tot her Kulim friend calling her. Once pick up the phone, the guy from other side speak english(eh this sure not her kulim friend else sure talk chinese one) guess who call blowfish???

Somehow blowfish have 6sense that her uni junior call her and bingo she get it right :-p(so proud with her 6sense :-p). Blowfish junior is currently studying PHD in university texas. Blowfish count2 >8years blowfish never in contact with this junior till recently he come and add blowfish in facebook and happen to know that he also studying in texas. Ting!!! chance for free tour guide this is what flash thru blowfish mind hiak2.

Last week by right her junior should come and meet her for gathering however due to blowfish doing her shopping in outlet so blowfish doesnt see his message luckily he never get angry with blowfish :-p

Chit chat2 thru phone happily as free air time(so good la this system), talking current life, Uni life, gossip junior news, talking US stuff while talking time pass and blowfish eye is getting heavier and once blowfish see the watch OH NO 12.30AM d aiks blowfish miss her sleeping time again. Junior offer to bring blowfish around this week but once again blowfish have activities with Kulim folks :-p hopefully junior don mind :-p

我很好那么你呢？？？

忽然在飞机上听着cindy的歌就好想动笔，好想纪录些什么，好想捕错捉那已失去的那一个人，那一个人的好，那一个人的身影。人说时间可以让一切事情冲淡但为何我还是觉得那人是无可取代的，虽然过了好久好久但这一部分的记忆让我时常想起。虽然心有想念，好想再联络他，想问他过得好吗？和另一个她过得幸福吗？奈何我什么也不能做因为不打扰是我选择祝福他的方式，也是我唯一可以做的不是吗？
离开我要比从前快乐。


好奇怪，我时常觉得世上没有第二个他适合我。现在的人谈恋爱都讲究“快”真的看不到他们的真心（但之前我真的看到吗？之少我是这样觉得）。我这个人就是这样都喜欢被先入为主的感觉主宰。好想就此放弃记忆中的他，好想找个可以照顾我的人可我害怕结果还是一样，害怕被伤害的我就此停留在原地默默期望属于我的他出现。

停在原地的我把自己锁在死角里，我在想若我遇到了不错的人选我想我该试着去接受。 因为我觉得在寻寻觅觅中我们最想得到的就是一个陪我们走的人，一个当你累了抱你，聆听你的心声的人，然而我准备好了吗？我不懂。。。

属于我的幸福是否在不远处？？？

Austin life = Cooking life

Nowday blowfish life is pretty occupied compare when she in her little sea far2 in kulim. In US, blowfish no time go gym as the weather + bed here is super nice every morning blowfish is trying very hard to wake up. Even alarm being set to 7AM but end up the poor phone need to keep ringing for N time till 8AM only blowfish force herself wake up. If that is weekend then deng blowfish will sleep till the sunray say hi to blowfish :-p

Everyday blowfish will need to go work and do debug work in lab. Guess the worse thing work in lab is that we cant drink water when needed and need to come out from lab at level 2 go to level 4 cube and get few sip of water. Aiks guess work in this company too long influence by it culture: complain.....

Everyday blowfish will try to go home before 6.30PM so that blowfish have enough time to cook. From preparing, cooking, cleaning blowfish need at least one hours. Blowfish is kind of fish quite particular in food. If u ask blowfish to only have one dishes with rice blowfish rather choose to skip meals :-p end up everyday blowfish need to cook at least 3dishes for herself =.= haiz.

Today blowfish back to home by 6PM and start her cooking. blowfish have lotus soup, stim egg and also fried luncheon meat. The soup taste good, the egg stim perfectly suddenly blowfish feel so happy, enjoy her dinner :D
Think blowfish like cooking as she can plan what to cook, how to cook however she really don like the cleaning work and the oily feel luckily here not hot weather else she will out of mind again :-p

Piss off

Blowfish is kind of easy piss off fish as she doesnt have patient however she try her best to change this attitude and give more patient to thing that happen around her. But too bad no matter how good blowfish try to be blowfish still fail. Early2 morning see one stupid ppl(sorry blowfish try to behave but reallly out of mind now :-p) come and kind of criticize blowfish. Not that blowfish cant accept ppl comment just the comment he make doesnt make sense and sound like he just want to scold blowfish for fun.

Conversation in blowfish facebook.......
Blowfish : aiks bring camera but never bring data cable how to transfer picture la :(
Blowfish friend : bla..... bla....... (telling blowfish how to solve this and we basically talking crap there :-p u know la gal always like to complain eventhough they know what to do)

Out of sudden..... One stupid guy which is blowfish landlord come in and comment this:
Landlord: Echo Mark's comment: Exactly, just a cable, how much would that cost you? Do you have to make a mountain out of a molehill? If really so poor, don't even have money to buy a cable, then just come back. Don't spoil Asian people reputation there.

Blowfish wondering, she so far away from rental house how she step her landlord tail??? why he reply in so sarcastic way?
Deng!!!! This really spoil blowfish mood to the max as blowfish feel that blowfish is innocent facebook is for ppl to go there relax talk crap with friend. Why landlord need to take it so serious? if he really don like blowfish post he can just ignore it instead of reading it.

So once reach home and see blowfish friend online, asking her to help reply this rude ppl post and blowfish really feel proud of her friend by looking the way she reply really high EQ :D nice and straight to the point.

Blowfish friend : hey everyone, just take a chill pill. what has a camera cable got anythin to do with Asian reputation and being poor? thats a harsh accusation... relax la...

Eventhough blowfish sound not mature in handling this but who care....
Don forget blowfish is from scorpion horoscope don ever piss her off else better watch out :-p(always sound fierce like tiger but in actual like a cat not even dare to reply blowfish landlord comment need to ask her friend to help her)


For final solution, blowfish block him from see all blowfish status update hopefully he wont be so free come and comment blowfish facebook again. All this make blowfish feel down, wondering is it landlord really hate blowfish, is it blowfish need to move, what blowfish do till landlord hate her so much?(sigh, feel unlucky for the person who need to face this kind of moody ppl, eventhough blowfish sometime moody but blowfish wont ever go offence ppl :-p)
Again blowfish feel lucky as there is friend to listen to her complain and help her whenever need, ouch so nice have this kind of secure feel :D

Final Question blowfish want to ask: if a dog bark at you, will u bark back???

First day in Austin

After taking >25hours flight at last blowfish safely reach austin. With the help of the cab blowfish get to her apartment but the fees for cab is super expensive 37USD :( ouch is it over charge???

Blowfish so lucky to have neighbour from malaysia and helping blowfish to open up the lock + moving the heavy luggage(~30Kg). Night time blowfish was out to shop for all grocery. A tired day blowfish would say so once blowfish dock the bed blowfish can really sleep soundly zzzz.....

The next day blowfish still able wake up at 7AM and proudly announce that blowfish doesnt jetlag :-p After wake up first thing blowfish do is cooking, look at the stuff that available in the fridge blowfish really doesnt have much choice somor blowfish cooking skills is limited edition :-p
Blowfish take out brocoli, ikan bilis+hotdog and plan to cook one dish that similar like what we cook for spagetti just blowfish pair it with rice instead of spaggetti :-p
Overall taste acceptable (:-p now only blowfish know actually she not really particular in food intake :-p)

With help from blowfish neighbour, blowfish reach office on time and start meeting. The office structure, lost in the office for N times luckily ppl there is quite helpful + friendly guide blowfish here and there. Start to feel lucky :D somor blowfish meet a lot malaysia friends there make blowfish feel not that lonely.
After meeting blowfish start to feel the jetlag effect :( so sleepy and feel abit headache(abit fever) luckily it get better after lunch. During lunch blowfish pick her car at hertz and guess what car she get .......
Blowfish get Versa(latio sport) yeah!!! blowfish like this car as it fuel consumption quite reasonable however blowfish no confident to drive here alone. Haiz getting not independent again.....

Night time after back home, cooking time again. This time blowfish out of idea what to cook d, just simply take out carrot, potato, ikan bilis end up all thing fried don know what is the final dishes blowfish wish to have. End up carrot pair with egg, potato + ikan bilis cook become curry favour potato. End result taste not bad just the weather here too dry blowfish hand is impacted so everytime cook will feel pain -.-

first day story end here.......
Hopefully blowfish will have pleasant stay here :D

I believe I can FLY

It been a long time blowfish doesnt have update in this blog, sigh blowfish is too busy preparing herself for fly on the sky :-p (u know la not easy for a fish to fly ma as they only know how to swim :-p)

From last year blowfish looking forward for this travel however when the travel date is getting closer and closer blowfish start to feel worry. Guess this worry due to blowfish feel unsure about the new environment that awaiting blowfish. Even there is a lot factory ppl there yet blowfish still worry as blowfish is kind of fish that look like easy mix around but in actual blowfish is quite shy. Somor blowfish not really close to those ppl travel to Austin somor all of them is in pair, if blowfish join seem like become lamp post le. Hai guess blowfish will be alone in her apartment for next 6months. Think the positive way, blowfish will be earn lotsa $$$ after this trip guess this the only reason for blowfish to feel happy.

Blowfish really miss the time where by miss tour guide together with her in chandler. Can visit many place with guide from miss tour guide. Guess blowfish is kind of lazy fish, lazy to plan for trip if got ppl plan she just swim along :D. Feel happy to have one good friend like miss tour guide, become blowfish online map, shopping kaki, chatting kaki, 88 kaki :-p
It fun if we can meet friend that kind of have same interest with us :D

3more days to leave the land that blowfish always complain(spirit of blowfish company to complain if u feel that is not right). The time u have it u don think it precious but the time when u need to leave it u will feel reluctant to let go- human nature right!!!
Blowfish will miss malaysia, miss malaysia food, miss malaysia ppl, miss malaysia friend, miss the driving time with so "good" traffic...........
Beside that blowfish think blowfish will miss the sweet time talking crap with all her friend always argue about nothing or go round and round but back to original point :-p

Not forget to mention that blowfish will miss her badminton friend, badminton is the time where by blowfish can release her stress(even most ppl comment that blowfish is ganas :p

Blowfish will MISS everything here, luckily now we got technology we still can contact each other daily. Remember to keep in touch with blowfish ya else blowfish really can grow mushroom in country that far2 away from here :S

Thanks :D

Blowfish is going thru her difficult day for past one weeks. Guess all this happen due to blowfish lost patient easily. Blowfish tot she improved d but when facing multiple issue only she realize that not the case. Blowfish still will feel uneasy, feel scare, feel not secure, feel unsure. Been trying hard to tell herself that everything is ok this just passing period. Life is always up and down nothing so big deal

In this hard period blowfish feel glad as she feel that there is lotsa ppl around her that care about her. Thanks :D feel warm deep in heart :D. Below is several story that blowfish wish to share here.

Early morning blowfish friend ping her. Tell her that he happen to read her blog and drop by to tell blwofish that nothing so big deal. This is life always up up and down2 and offer to provide blowfish tissue(blowfish request that thru blog :-p)
Thanks ya appreciate it :D

Another person who cheer blowfish up is her best friend MR unagi. His joke really make blowfish laugh :-p (Thanks for always know how to make blowfish smile when she in :( time )
Blowfish :"aiks see no light le" (no light = no hope)
unagi:"switch on the light la" (walau answer so selamba but quite true la, no light just open the switch why think so much le, think blowfish is the one make everything complicated)
Blowfish:"But no electric le"
unagi:"luckily i am electrical engineer"
Blowfish:"But now no electric wo, u are electrical engineer also cant do anything :-p"
unagi:"But i can design the circuit for u using battery one"
A simple conversation which bring meaning plus cheer blowfish up :D
Somor blowfish have special offer from him to go starbuck online(for work on visa + settle company issue) get free drink there.(drink can claim from him, hiak2 so nice got free drink)

Not forget to mention that miss tour guide moral support go lunch at blowfish favourite place MCD :D a nice meal can really cheer ppl up. Moral support is something that u don need to say anything but u can feel that a person is there to support u :D
Kamsia2

Many more ppl drop by lazy to write long2 d. Share other time :D

Chasing gal rule

Since blowfish need to wait till 3AM for the lot to accomplish thus blowfish take this chance to update more and more story that form in blowfish head(for quite sometime d :-p, but too lazy to write up)
Hmm what story blowfish should talk about?

Recently chatting with a guy friend he told blowfish that he make a wish during chap goh meh that he will have gf this year he also ask blowfish how to ensure that the gal will fall in love with him. Since ppl so look up at blowfish so blowfish start to act like a expert and explain to him what blowfish think.

Rule#1
Don ever show to the gal that u are desperate. Why???
u only make the gal think that any gal come also u will take, if u intended to chasing her then u will die faster than usual :-p cox no Sincerity here.

Rule#2
Don ever let the gal know u trying to chase many gal at same time. Why???
If u let her know u chasing many gal at same time means u not really like her just like a fisherman that using jala one time get all fish. Make her think u not sincere and she is nothing special just like other fish that u try to catch one time. Even u not loyal type but in front of the gal pretend abit la else u will being erase from the list.

Rule#3
Most gal like to hear those sweet thing but make sure when u say it out time it sound like a truth for her :-p. Most gal like to ask will u do this for me?? will u do that for me?? Please pretend say yes :-p cox most gal wont really go troublesome someone that they like. So say YES wont bring harm. So simple but useful way to get gal heart :-p

There is many2 rule but blowfish only list this 3 for her friend as she think this relevant for him :-p hope he don mind.
Do u think blowfish is potential to become advisor???
please say yes la Remember Rule3 :-p

Speechless

Sometimes blowfish really in bad luck mode cannot really escape from it. When in bad luck mode everything usually wont give error will start to prompt error :(

Bad luck story for blowfish start from the day before 1st day of new year where by her car is out of battery (cox she forget to switch off sth) this one nothing so big deal just waste abit $$$ then can settle. 2nd bad luck happen on the 1st day of new year where by there is one motor that din stop during red light and hit front park of blowfish car. Blowfish tell herself everything is ok nothing big deal thing that can settle by $$$ don need think so much. Happy go lucky for 14more days and

Second accident happen where by a lady hit blowfish car behind. Luckily blowfish car din get serious damage just scatch on the bumper side and panel is bengkok abit. Blowfish really piss off by her relative. When the incident happen she call to ask for opinion on how to settle this end up call tis one will ask me call other one. Ding dong2 end up no conclusion so blowfish follow the person who is towing company advice to go report police and claim for the losses on the lady car insurance. Next day only blowfish know in order to claim ppl insurance u need to pay >700 plus2 (buy police report, photo, ask the insurance fella come and take picture) :(
Then only the relative say even pay it u need to wait very long in order to get the claim back the money ( what the heck, since u know this why in the first place u never tell blowfish and let blowfish miss the chance to settle offline and get RM100 now blowfish earn nothing but trouble and spend repair $$$ all by her own.)
Sometime blowfish really think the world is changed. Last time all ppl willing to help each other but now ppl waiting to see u step into the hole :( luckily blowfish friend still there to give her advice. Thanks a lot really appreciate it :D u all enlight blowfish day :D

Story about the car is end (hopefully really end) now start the story on career. Blowfish have chance to travel to US for half year so she so happy and start with all the visa application. Who know the embassy so "efficient" ugrade their system to online system and the online system is so "effective" where by it will always hang. Blowfish already try to fill in the form N times in 3days time however never success(what blowfish can say, just be patient and continue trying). Blowfish friend tell her that the BKM to get thru all this is to fill in the form midnight thus blowfish plan to stay up late tonight to fill in the form. And yes blowfish really stay up midnight now is 1.32AM and blowfish is still in floor solving issue crossing finger the lot performance is healthy. Meantime blowfish go to fill in Visa and so lucky the system is under maintenance.
Once again blowfish feel speechless.

Suddenly feel like no energy to fight the bad luck just let everything bad happen blowfish believe soon all this will gone. The worse thing is while fighting the bad luck blowfish is alone. Really feel like want to cry not that blowfish is weak just blowfish need a medium to release the stress but too bad blowfish doesnt have courage to cry in the public. Suddenly feel that at this moment if there is shoulder or ear or a person to give blowfish tissue will be great too bad blowfish is still alone hoping god will bless her somehow.

Good luck blowfish, don give up.

slow vs fast

During pai tian kong time, blowfish help her mom prepare stuff for praying at night. While chatting mom tell blowfish that she see improvement on blowfish in term of her attitude. Blowfish also observed that. Since when all this start to happen???

Flash back the old memory guess everything start when blowfish fall down badly after break with ex bf. Why blowfish say so???
Blowfish think that time blowfish having everything that she want including love, carrier and start to moving fast and never slow down and look at the person beside her or care about them only focus on ownself. Until allergy attack blowfish and blowfish feel abit hopeless and guess this make her abit emotional, asking why all this happen to her never learn to accept it as part of life. Until ex leave blowfish only blowfish slow down her movement and start to think back and realize her mistake. Even all ppl tell blowfish that it not blowfish fault is ex fault cox ex fall in love with other gal but blowfish really think if that time blowfish willing to spend more time with him everything will change. This put blowfish in huge regret. But thing that past wont come back so just take the lesson :D
So blowfish really say Thanks to the god, as god show blowfish her mistake, guide her to be a better person. So in other way blowfish really feel being bless by god :D

Allergy bring blowfish to a temple where blowfish get know to buddishism. Start to believe in karma. Start to learn slow down look around, start to learn to appreciate life, appreciate everybody around me. However blowfish doesnt totally change la, still easily get piss off especially during driving time. Currently work in progress to improve :D

Just now blowfish piss off with the restaurant service(serve food very slow other table that come later than blowfish already get food d but blowfish still doesnt have her somor most of her friend finish their food d) so the waiter getting complain from blowfish after complain blowfish start to feel regret as we shouldnt create problem to others la. Aiks as usual blowfish act faster than the brain =.= aiks improvement needed.

Really think blowfish getting mature in this 2years times, but blowfish happy with this change and welcome it :D
Blowfish, always remember to slow down your speed, interact with the ppl around u.
Jia you jia you

Neighbour

Suddenly thinking of writing story about blowfish neighbour.........

Neighbour age around 40years old, since blowfish family move there he start to come our shop. Talk to blowfish or blowfish mom, at first blowfish doesnt feel anything wrong since he is her neighbour so blowfish still will talk to him. However blowfish start to feel weird as this guy will only come to our shop whenever blowfish around. Some time he will come to our shop just to buy candy and stand there look at blowfish =.=

At first blowfish doesnt bother by this but across time(approximate 2years - continuous effort) blowfish start to lost patient with this guy. Really feel disturbing as he not only peek at blowfish but keep on trying to talk to blowfish =.=
Asking questiong not a problem but problem is most of the time his question make ppl feel speechless don know how to answer :-p for eg..
neighbour : 1. why u wear so sexy today? Harlo wear singlet only also call sexy ar =.=
2. How your mood today?

So now whenever blowfish see this fish swim to her house compound, blowfish will hide behind the stone(in room :-p). If neighbour cant see blowfish then only he will go home. Then he will bring a lot stuff for blowfish mom, mom also headache thinking what to give back in return :-p

Hopefully, neighbour just like to look at blowfish and doesnt have other meaning but blowfish really salute him can continue like this for so long. Wish him find his love one soon then blowfish doesnt need to hide here and there whenever back to shop. Cross finger.

Happy new year :D

14feb2010 is a good start for tiger year. This year is combination of new year and valentine. Blowfish feel happy this year eventhough there are several thing bother blowfish prior the cny but all this doesnt impact blowfish mood :D

Let blowfish share the story here :D
12feb2010:
First day back to malaysia from cambodia, blowfish become very dark :S aiks near new year become dark how to turn out pretty??? Night time mom asking blowfish to fetch her to market to buy all new year stuff, when blowfish start her car, the car seem like no response. Oh No battery die again??? :( luckily there is still shop open tat time and the guy come and help blowfish change the battery ouch my $$$$
That time blowfish abit down d, weather so hot, skin so dark, battery not working, aircond not cool enough :-p all combination really make blowfish get crazy, luckily blowfish have her best friend to listen to her complain. Thanks MR best friend.

13feb2010:
It was a busy day where by whole day blowfish need to help her mom to do all the preparation for night steamboat and pray. Busy is one thing but the weather is really drive blowfish crazy.
But guess the best way to keep ourself cool is calm down the more we feel cannot tolerate with the weather the more we feel hot :D
If everytime we can think the other way round guess the world will be peaceful.

14feb2010:
First day of new year + valentine. Some how blowfish really feel lonely when see all ppl in pair or in group. Blowfish doesnt have friend here as her family just move to new area and she lost contact with all her secondary school mate. Stay at home whole morning feel boring just watch movie together with father. Till afternoon only go to relative house get ang pao. All cousin there is younger than blowfish guess there is generation gap thus we doesnt have much conversation. Since nothing to do so blowfish just join those uncle/aunty gamble but this year blowfish gamble luck no good end up lost around RM50 but it worth la cox it help blowfish pass the time :D

Night time blowfish going to 2ku house for steamboat, there blowfish meet cousin who almost same age with blowfish so happy at last can find some ppl to talk2. Due to blowfish have allergy thus blowfish doesnt join the steamboat and mom have specially cook food for blowfish :D yummy2.

Forget to mention here that, got one stupid motor doesnt stop at red light and hit blowfish car @#$!$!! but deep in heart blowfish feel lucky as the motor owner doesnt get injured else....... don know wat to say. Now blowfish car get scratch at the front bumper, blowfish request the guy to fix but the guy seem like try to ignore blowfish :S no choice la blowfish need to fix it herself $$$$ again. Ouch blowfish bonus just fly away like tat only :S

There is more and more story blowfish wish to share but blowfish is too busy from past few week hope coming week blowfish can have chance to update.

Overall blowfish feel happy(even there is some small2 kacau2 thing :-p)for this tiger year and looking forward to get more and more good thing in this year. Wish u all good luck too.
Happy new year :D

Guilin Trip #1

After long hour of hectic life that blowfish go thru recently at last blowfish pack everything and swim to somewhere far2 away from work, far2 away from everything that bother her.

On 21Jan, Swim....................
After thousand of hours at last blowfish reach her destination place - China GUILIN
First reach there, blowfish really feel boring as along the road from airport to the hotel blowfish see a lot of old houses which being abandon(荒凉). Suddenly feeling abit down as blowfish is kind of fish tat like（热闹）city view whereby we can see a lot ppl walking around. Probably blowfish just afraid to be alone need to see a lot of ppl around blowfish eventhough blowfish just at the corner of the crowd.

Luckily when the van reach the town, the guilin town look exactly like all those big city. Busy and full of building. When reach the hotel, the receptionist very friendly guide us on the famous spot of guilin. Look at her friendly smile, deep in blowfish heart she still don want believe that china got good ppl :-p(even mom scold blowfish should not cox of one black spot then categorize that whole paper is bad quality).

First day blowfish+family go to emperor housing area(江靖王府), blowfish really like to visit all those historical building listen to all story on their culture. That day is whole day raining day really potong steam la =.=

Entrance fees: 80RMB

From the picture, the tree that grow around the building really look like dragon craw, dont u think so. Really amazing. Behind the building is a small mountain where by in term of feng shui very good as providing protection(靠山) to the house owner. The mountain is located middle of the guilin city and if we climb up there can see the whole guilin city but too bad blowfish family doesnt let blowfish do that as raining day will have safety issue to climb the hill :(

Night time we go for river cruise around guilin area, night time everybody feel very cold. Blowfish body sensor really slow abit as she still feel can take it meanwhile other already put on 3-4 cloth :-p

Entrance fees: 130RMB

River cruise on the 两江四湖 really nice, we can see those lighting effect on the ling long ta and the bridge along guilin city. Only one thing potong steam is the couple keep on shouting whenever see the scenery =.= adui they cannot just diam2 hugging there without making all the noise polution :-p

22th Jan, continue swimming around to yang shuo(阳朔）
Blowfish so proud and go teasing all ppl :-p who know the next day blowfish start to regret :-p
Second day we go for Li river cruise, the misty scenery(due to rain) really nice but the bad part is if want to see all the nice scenery u need to stand under the rain and strong wind. Blowfish start shivering as she only wear one jacket and one singlet :-p. After go add one more jacket, blowfish stand on outside the ship and start to snap picture. Nobody help blowfish snap picture so no choice just ask the china guy help to snap picture for blowfish. But the guy strongly disagree to use blowfish camera cox cant get the misty effect thus he use his XLR and help to snap picture for blowfish(damn paiseh troublesome ppl :-p but blowfish is too desprite to snap picture with those beautiful scenery la so don care). The china guy promise to send picture to blowfish via mail. Hopefully he wont forget that :D

P/S: all the uncle tot blowfish is student asking whether she on holiday :-p and call her 丫头, Blowfish proudly announce her age and see all uncle cant believe face :-p(first time blowfish think it good to have round2 face :-p).

Li river cruise(漓江) fees: 330RMB

There are 4 main scenery that we can observe along the river cruise(not sure whether blowfish remember all correctly please forgive her if she give wrong info :-p)
1) mountain that contain rock that look like a lady carry a children waiting for husband(望夫石)

2) mountain where by u can see a lot of horse picture on the rock(some ppl can see 9horse(then congrate u are consider 状元(intelligent ppl)) - my brother say he see 10 horses :-p not sure wat this means :-p

3) mountain where by u can see the horn of goat - in fact actually blowfish and other china uncle think it more look like cat ear or rabbit ear or bear ear (not sure :-p but definely not goat horn :-p)

4)if u have RMB 20 please view the picture of the scenery u can find it along the Li river cruise :D

All this scenery make blowfish feel that if blowfish have a house at the river side and live life like tat should be very wonderful :D

After end river cruise, we heading to yang shuo another town that very famous for the nice scenery. Reach yang shuo by 1PM, tour guide suggest us to go to one of the village to view commorant fishing and also for bamboo riding along the river to enjoy the relaxing enviroment.

However additional 200RMB required, Aiks........ all $$$ but no choice la else later we have no activity whole afternoon.

When reach the village, rain still continue it trend. We cant do any activities there due to the river water flow very fast very dangerous to carry on bamboo ride beside that commorant show also being cancel due to the water too dirty causing commorant cant catch the fish. End up the tour guide give us chance to take picture with the commorant(important tips: don look into commorant eyes when holding the bamboo else the commorant might think u are.....(fish) then what gonna happen u can imagine it....... :-p

Since all the activity being cancel due to the bad weather, the tour guide replace the trip to 世外桃源.

Why this place being call as 世外桃源(heavenly area)??? As this place is quite hidden, we only reach the native area after sail thru a cave. U never imagine that there is something over the cave. But nothing much in this item as blowfish think it too commercialize. Other than the cave sail path nothing really impress blowfish.

When blowfish reach yang shuo hotel, >40% of body is wet. Wet body meet strong wind = Freezing cold. The cloth that blowfish carry also get wet due to the rain :(
grrrrr......... the hotel aircond somor sot2 cant work properly end up whole night blowfish feel cold luckily the hotel give blowfish 2 blanket else guess blowfish will die there :-p

To be continue.........

Full + Warm

Suddenly feel down, just go to old rent house and collected item from my ex housemate. He already leave here and pursuit his dream in SG. More and more ppl leaving, blowfish getting less and less friend.

Blowfish use to be alone since kid time since blowfish brother stay with grandma only blowfish stay with mom. Talking and play alone, sometime really feel reluctant to go out from own world and welcome the world to her little aquarium. Feel like blowfish stay in aquarium where by blowfish can only swim at her own area while looking at outside world. Hoping to join the other fish meanwhile feel afraid.
Aiks as conclusion if u have children please make it come as pair, at least they can have sibling to chat, to share all the feeling.

All this while, blowfish mom play role as mother and friend role :-p
Most of the story blowfish with share with her always have gal talk with her, think if one day blowfish need to married to other place sure she wont get use to it.

Chinese new year is near the corner, blowfish mom start to do clean up but she doesnt allow blowfish to help :-p just ask blowfish go room open air cond and rest. Really feel touch la, in return blowfish cook spagetti for her. At first mom doesnt want to eat spaggetti as last time blowfish subsitute the spagetti with maggie mee end up taste worse :-p. Luckily this time the taste very good and mom also agree on this :D

While helping mom hang curtain, she request blowfish to show her as she worried if one day blowfish married nobody will help her on that.
Mom: "better i learn how to put this else later u get married nobody help me :S"
blowfish:"now only know your daughter important le :-p"
Trying to hang the curtain......... but due to getting old her eye hard to see all the point to put together mom give up and say.....
Mom:"Next time even u married can u come back home on CNY and help me hang this :-p once per year"
Mom don worry blowfish will always take this job till u old :D

This week blowfish will attend miss tour guide wedding, mom see blowfish neck is empty and give her a necklace :D feel stress also later blowfish lost the necklace again cant imagine :-p(just lost one gold necklace). Mom do offer to buy new necklace to blowfish but blowfish refuse to use her money and buy la since blowfish earn $$$ d think shouldnt use mom money la.

As conclusion last week blowfish heart feel very full + warm. Father keep on bug blowfish to eat, somor purposely wake up early to prepare orange juice for blowfish :D and keep on checking is it blowfish bring all the stuff like wallet and handphone.

Blowfish really feel lucky to have them as her parent.
LOVE u mom's +dad's

Hen's Night

GOOD NEWS : MISS TOUR GUIDE getting married this coming saturday.

Our miss tour guide is getting married next week thus before her status change from Single to Sold Out, we must celebrate for her :D.

Start planning gathering for miss tour guide during badminton session, chatting with all the invited ji mui on the games for the bridegroom. Really exciting discussing all the games. Hehe all the bridegroom heng dai better watch out or bride us else......

Inviting same group of ppl + some of miss tour guide colleagues go out to have dinner at butterworth steamboat(soup make from milk). Get really good response from all, Miss tour guide really good in networking :D so many ppl support this activities :D

Steamboat shop name zhi wei, after go thru the traffic jam we reach there on time and slowly one by one is reaching the place. Start our makan2 session, really enjoy the atmosphere where by a group of ppl chatting, playing with children( baby gal and boy from colleagues, super duper cute :D, start to miss the baby gal la ).

After makan2 session by right, we plan to go clubbing but most of ppl who already have family one doesnt want to join so.......
We change our plan to go watch AVATAR. Blowfish and miss tour guide have been talking about this movie since last few week but both also too busy to go watch. Avatar really a great movie, Blowfish really think if pandora really exist in this world blowfish wish to stay there forever. AVATAR is one of the movie that blowfish think worth to watch for this year :D
If u not yet watch highly recommended to watch this.

Really looking forward for that day la. Blowfish always like to join wedding event, can feel the happy environment for the new couple :D.