During pai tian kong time, blowfish help her mom prepare stuff for praying at night. While chatting mom tell blowfish that she see improvement on blowfish in term of her attitude. Blowfish also observed that. Since when all this start to happen???
Flash back the old memory guess everything start when blowfish fall down badly after break with ex bf. Why blowfish say so???
Blowfish think that time blowfish having everything that she want including love, carrier and start to moving fast and never slow down and look at the person beside her or care about them only focus on ownself. Until allergy attack blowfish and blowfish feel abit hopeless and guess this make her abit emotional, asking why all this happen to her never learn to accept it as part of life. Until ex leave blowfish only blowfish slow down her movement and start to think back and realize her mistake. Even all ppl tell blowfish that it not blowfish fault is ex fault cox ex fall in love with other gal but blowfish really think if that time blowfish willing to spend more time with him everything will change. This put blowfish in huge regret. But thing that past wont come back so just take the lesson :D
So blowfish really say Thanks to the god, as god show blowfish her mistake, guide her to be a better person. So in other way blowfish really feel being bless by god :D
Allergy bring blowfish to a temple where blowfish get know to buddishism. Start to believe in karma. Start to learn slow down look around, start to learn to appreciate life, appreciate everybody around me. However blowfish doesnt totally change la, still easily get piss off especially during driving time. Currently work in progress to improve :D
Just now blowfish piss off with the restaurant service(serve food very slow other table that come later than blowfish already get food d but blowfish still doesnt have her somor most of her friend finish their food d) so the waiter getting complain from blowfish after complain blowfish start to feel regret as we shouldnt create problem to others la. Aiks as usual blowfish act faster than the brain =.= aiks improvement needed.
Really think blowfish getting mature in this 2years times, but blowfish happy with this change and welcome it :D
Blowfish, always remember to slow down your speed, interact with the ppl around u.
Jia you jia you
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