Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Tear in the deep sea

Blowfish ex just add blowfish in his facebook. When blowfish saw his name really happy :D at last we are connected.....
But soon the happy feeling overtake by sad......
Once again blowfish experience the heart break feeling. One thing good swimming in the sea is when u cry all the tear will merge with the sea water and nobody will aware of that.

why blowfish sad??? suppose blowfish have no feeling for this stupid fish who swim away long2 ago.

Blowfish ex bf already get married. His wife is china gal. Why is china gal???
Blowfish still remember he start to act cool to blowfish after he back from china. Why tat time he don want to admit that he already have other gal in his heart but just blame blowfish for this unsuccessful relationship??? Blowfish really blaming ownself for >one year and even make a silly decision to punish ownself for those reason he gave. Everyday feel regret cox unable save this relationship on time never know that this relationship on risk. Still hoping he will swim back one day. Although all friend tell blowfish he wont back but blowfish still sturborn and keep on waiting.

What blowfish can say to him?? blowfish must act wise just say 祝福你.
He reply that 祝愿每天开开心心 but do he aware he already take away blowfish happiness???
Why when blowfish very motivated time he must come in and stab blowfish once again???
Blowfish really tot blowfish unable shed any tear but blowfish wrong......
his wife somemore come add blowfish. What she plan to do??? see how blowfish suffer?? or want to show blowfish that blowfish is the looser??
Feeling being betray everytime blowfish look at their pic+comment it like a knife stab on my heart.

Blowfish really feel thankful to the god to let blowfish know the truth and not continue left in regret. Although reality is always cruel but it better then let u stay in a dream. Dream that u create to protect yourself.

Now review back really not understand why blowfish always think ex is perfect. If view as 3rd party this guy is not handsome at all. guess blowfish really just look at passion but he really have passion??? blowfish don know guess in this round gamble blowfish really lost a lot but in return blowfish gain a valuable class. Still remember prior break he sms blowfish ask can we break for a while, can blowfish accept him back in future. Aiks think back this guy really selfish probably he in dilema don know his relationship with the china gal can work or not just want put blowfish as backup. Why blowfish still let ownself stay in suffer for one year???
Blowfish will protect ownself start now onwards wont let other hurt me anymore.

Dream damage, it time to wake up and move on. Like wat the song blowfish always listen it say that
Love is not everything for life
Blowfish will make sure blowfish is strong enuf after wake up tomorrow.
Blowfish, i will allow u to sad for only one day and expired by today 12AM.
Gambatte blowfish!!!

Should blowfish hate the china gal or the ex??? probably the answer is no, forgive ppl is the best way to make your life better :)
Look at the picture he really look xing fu in love with the china gal. What else blowfish can say.....
祝福你 this time blowfish spell this out from bottom heart
Blowfish know wat to do....
Just let it go

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Motivation :D

This week blowfish feel so de-motivated swim alone in the sea.
hmmm... cannot continue like this else blowfish will start swim back to the past :-p
While driving to work, Blowfish will open one chinese song(please don ask blowfish wat the song title :-p Blowfish don know :-p)
The song will help to motivate blowfish......
Opening this song now(la!la!la!)
Some of the meaningful lyric (after translation)

When fail in something, it ok to feel sad but never give up. Dont waste time stay in regret of past. Dont always look at the past, limit yourself......
Must be someone who never mengaku kalah

Yea! this is the spirit Blowfish must have :D

When decide do something must accomplish it. If today cant achieve that we still have tomorrow. Never say Give UP

Really like this phrase. Whenever blowfish feel frustrated will start open this song, tell myself tat never give up = determination. Blowfish find tat most of time human feel hard to accomplish their own mission is due to self limitation. They will always think the finish point really far2 away from them but in actual if we set little milestone, each time reach milestone we will surround by happiness and this encourage us to continue the effort.

blowfish apply this when go hiking.
The final destination is quite far normally blowfish will feel want to give up when blowfish swim to the first pondok :-p (really no stamina la). Blowfish start put milestone divide the whole journey to 4pondok. when reach 1st pondok, blowfish will feel happy and start move to second pondok until blowfish reach the destination :D

Although hiking just a small example but blowfish believe if we able apply this to daily work. Success in the hand for sure :D

Blowfish just took a test in facebook about what is criteria for bf....
The result really match what blowfish think. Want to know what the result hik2.....
Let blowfish translate it and share it here.
What blowfish really care is not about now but in future. Thus blowfish set criteria for bf only have passion. Blowfish really think passion is a key point for one to success in life. probably now the person not yet success in life but if blowfish can see the person with passion blowfish still willing to work together with him swim to the target. Guess this wat we call investment.........
你很看重對方的「經濟能力」,不同的是你比較看重他(她)的「未來性」,就像是紅拂女夜奔李靖一樣,看對了就算沒錢你也會捲舖蓋馬上跟著跑人!