最爱的Ah hua：
最近Ah Hua觉得我不够爱你，其实我觉得Ah Hua是因为距离的关系，觉得我们的关系疏远了。只要我在你的身边，我想Ah hua就不会这样寂寞了。你最近常说我们之间没有心灵相通，可是世界上真的有心灵相通吗？我觉得你所谓的心灵相通只不过是因为两个人的生活经验有某些共同的地方，以至于他们在收到一些外界的刺激（讯息）时，头脑里的经验促使他们作出类似或相同的反应。心灵感应则是一种精神上的异能，一个人能够感应到另一个人的情绪与想法。我想Ah Hua说的心灵相通应该是心灵感应才对，这种能力是可遇不可求的。其实如果你知道并相信另一个人是真心的爱着你的话，又何必去在乎有没有心灵感应？因为无论那个人作的是什么，你都知道他是因为爱你而如此，这不就足够了吗？
每个人付出爱的方法都不一样。我选择的方法是默默的付出，不论Ah Hua 将来会如何的对待我。为了我们光明的未来，我现在必须作的是努力冲刺，尽量充实我自己，以便能够为未来作好准备。我也在寻找投资的途径，为以后孩子的教育费筹备。为了我们的未来，要作的实在是太多了，只是我没有向Ah Hua提起。我对Ah Hua的爱是肯定的，我的爱是小而稳定的火苗，虽然不热烈但却足够燃烧一辈子···
我不擅长模仿电视上的浪漫情景，也没有一幅看起来很俊俏的脸孔。我不会讨人喜欢的谈话技巧，更说不上精明伶俐。可是我相信爱是超越这一切之上的，爱不是甜言蜜语，不是讨人欢心的对待。爱是一种承诺，一个责任，一条必须两个人互相扶持，互相鼓励，互相谅解的道路。我相信我因为有了Ah Hua而变得完整，Ah Hua的活泼，可爱，任性与天真都是我所缺少的。我相信两个人在一起是互补的，那么两个人在一起才能变得完整无缺。
深爱你的Ah Beng 上
11月26日 晚上10时36分
Blowfish happen to read this letter. Although just a simple letter but the content very touching. Love is not about spike but about maintaining this relationship, feeling across time.
Miss tour guide mention this to blowfish before......
Miss tour guide:" u should find a guy who willing to sacrify for u under all condition"
Blowfish think in this reality world, ppl EQ is getting lower and lower most of time ppl will take care of ownself before think of others thus find a person who will sacrify for u is hard. That why blowfish think only parent will do this for us :D
Hope ah beng and ah hua life happily ever after :D
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
Ultimate goal -> 21KM
Nowdays blowfish friend complain hardly can get blowfish for dinner :-p
U know why???
Blowfish weekdays full with activities
Monday
5-6PM - Gym (fuyoo, monday gym always full with people but all uncle hai nothing to see inside so just concentrate running la :-p)
6-7.30PM - Yoga(Very enjoying this activities feel very relaxing but too bad learn at older age end up cannot bend :-p luckily nobody laugh at blowfish)
7.30-8sth - Badminton(play with colleagues, blowfish favourite activities
Tuesday
Quite free this day as blowfish just go gym in the morning no activities after work. Due to blowfish only have one day free in weekday thus normally blowfish will go out eat dinner with friends. Due to only one day in a week blowfish is free but friend is >1 thus need to advance booking. Most of blowfish friend want to faint when heard this :-p
SORRY, Blowfish really hope can dinner with u all but too bad Blowfish have a tied schedule everyday.
Wednesday
Morning - gym
Blowfish found that exercise in the morning is really good, helping keep our minds fresh :D
Evening - Badminton
Really like this badminton session where u can play your favourite sport meanwhile gather together with friends talking nonsense. Really enjoyable :D
Thursday
Morning - gym
Evening - Sometime go pasar malam
Blowfish really like go walk around with miss tour guide. Although go pasar malam only but blowfish easily spend >RM50 hai really can become queen of shopping d :-p
Friday = TGIF
Since is TGIF sure need to rest la, like newspaper say in one week we just need to exercise 3times more then enuf d :D
Saturday = Movie day
Blowfish really enjoy the sweet time put whole attention to the series movie :D number one favourite :-p
Once upon time blowfish dream is married a rich guy and watch movie everyday at home :-p but now guess this dream cant realize la. Nowdays all ppl need to work hai...... dream is still dream
Sunday = hectic day
Morning - Movie time, karaoke time :-p
Afternoon - Hiking at maxwell hill, blowfish sometime feel hate + like this hill. Hate is becox hiking really tiring especially at beginning part when you start sweating. Like is becox this hill
somehow able to make blowfish mind clear. Everytime blowfish feel down, after hiking all the motivation will back with blowfish :D
Still have some activities which still in waiting lists to fit into the weekday activities list such as swimming, taichi, squash.....
Still remember one word from friend that can describe blowfish current life "live life to fullest"
Hey, blowfish u talk so long what the relation of your daily activity with the ultimate goal ->21KM?
Actually blowfish just register for Penang bridge marathon thus plan to start train up blowfish stamina to meet this ultimate goal :D
Like our country slogan "Malaysia Boleh" change to "Blowfish Boleh"
U know why???
Blowfish weekdays full with activities
Monday
5-6PM - Gym (fuyoo, monday gym always full with people but all uncle hai nothing to see inside so just concentrate running la :-p)
6-7.30PM - Yoga(Very enjoying this activities feel very relaxing but too bad learn at older age end up cannot bend :-p luckily nobody laugh at blowfish)
7.30-8sth - Badminton(play with colleagues, blowfish favourite activities
Tuesday
Quite free this day as blowfish just go gym in the morning no activities after work. Due to blowfish only have one day free in weekday thus normally blowfish will go out eat dinner with friends. Due to only one day in a week blowfish is free but friend is >1 thus need to advance booking. Most of blowfish friend want to faint when heard this :-p
SORRY, Blowfish really hope can dinner with u all but too bad Blowfish have a tied schedule everyday.
Wednesday
Morning - gym
Blowfish found that exercise in the morning is really good, helping keep our minds fresh :D
Evening - Badminton
Really like this badminton session where u can play your favourite sport meanwhile gather together with friends talking nonsense. Really enjoyable :D
Thursday
Morning - gym
Evening - Sometime go pasar malam
Blowfish really like go walk around with miss tour guide. Although go pasar malam only but blowfish easily spend >RM50 hai really can become queen of shopping d :-p
Friday = TGIF
Since is TGIF sure need to rest la, like newspaper say in one week we just need to exercise 3times more then enuf d :D
Saturday = Movie day
Blowfish really enjoy the sweet time put whole attention to the series movie :D number one favourite :-p
Once upon time blowfish dream is married a rich guy and watch movie everyday at home :-p but now guess this dream cant realize la. Nowdays all ppl need to work hai...... dream is still dream
Sunday = hectic day
Morning - Movie time, karaoke time :-p
Afternoon - Hiking at maxwell hill, blowfish sometime feel hate + like this hill. Hate is becox hiking really tiring especially at beginning part when you start sweating. Like is becox this hill
somehow able to make blowfish mind clear. Everytime blowfish feel down, after hiking all the motivation will back with blowfish :D
Still have some activities which still in waiting lists to fit into the weekday activities list such as swimming, taichi, squash.....
Still remember one word from friend that can describe blowfish current life "live life to fullest"
Hey, blowfish u talk so long what the relation of your daily activity with the ultimate goal ->21KM?
Actually blowfish just register for Penang bridge marathon thus plan to start train up blowfish stamina to meet this ultimate goal :D
Like our country slogan "Malaysia Boleh" change to "Blowfish Boleh"
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