Thursday, July 16, 2009

习惯

习惯每天早晨上健身室。
没法啦!这都是为了前阵子自暴自弃的结果让体重,胆固醇飙升,现在就得咬紧牙根调养身体务必把病毒赶得远远的。

习惯每个周五回家。
若没法必须留居林我就再也提不起精神,居林真的那么恐怖吗???
可能没有吧,只是若不回家,心中忽然感觉到有一个无法填满的空洞, 而这空洞就是寂寞感的来源。觉得只有我一个人在一个小房间面对着四面墙, 悲哀啊!!!
看来我还是避免独自一个人留在居林不然又会开始胡思乱想。

习惯每周日爬山。
对于爬山真是又爱又恨。当爬得汗流峡背时,心中难免会诅咒几百回, 当完成任务时,心中有说不出的满足感。慢慢的漫步走下山是种享受,听树叶掉落的声音,听溪水流动的声音,听昆虫的声音,闻着树发出的树香, 看这一片绿色的森林,心中感到异常的平静。

习惯想念那模糊的影像。
若此时叫我告诉你谁存在这影像里,我只感觉到模糊的背影和一种永不复回的甜蜜与苦涩回忆。
每回单独一个人时那模糊的背影就会出现挥之不去。越是想念那熟悉又陌生的背影就会越来越模糊,假以时日我相信这背影会慢慢的消失。那时侯可能会有新的影像让我想念。

习惯珍藏旧事物。
若问我是否是个怀旧的人,答案-〉是的,我百分百怀旧。
我是否应该把所有旧情书烧毁,好几次说让妈妈把它烧毁但每回心中总是会感到非常的不舍。收藏着这些信但再也没勇气去翻看它,信中的讯息还历历在目但一切已人事已非。 心中除了感到无奈还是无奈。

听说

听说有一个男生默默喜欢一个女生长达3年之久。
听说这男生从3年前邂逅这女生就觉得这女生是这公司最美的女生(大概就是人们所说的一见钟情)
听说这男生默默守侯这女生但却始终拿不出勇气向女生示爱。
故事发展到这阶段,两人就有如玩着猜谜游戏。

本人之看法:
注:这纯粹是本人的想法不代表故事中的主角也有相同的想法。
男方:
不敢采起行动原应无它只是怕唐突佳人,在没百分百确定女方的意愿,怎么也不敢表白生怕会被拒决连朋友也做不成。唯一可以做的就只是默默守侯,默默付出希望佳人会有一天会感觉到他的存在,然后有美好的结局。
虽说我好欣赏这类男生,世上真的有这类无条件付出的人吗???
(我相信有这一类的人因为我遇上了,只能说谢谢)
虽说表白可能失败但至少可以明白佳人的想法。若佳人有相同的感觉那恭喜恭喜,若相反那也无碍至少了解佳人的想法。

女方:
居然男方没表示那就是说人家只当你是朋友咯不必费心。虽说连盲人都看得出男方的底牌是什么,但男方不说难道要女方说吗??? 若实情与猜想有出入那丑就出大了。所以无论如何一定要男方先开口才说出心中想法。若真的迷惑了就躲起来想想。但做女生的还是别太过于敏感这样会少为自己自造麻烦。
简单的道理:每说就等于没什么,继续做朋友。

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Story1,2,3,4,5

Really find that recently blowfish always talk about life wonder is it blowfish getting older start like to give lecture or blowfish getting more wise in thinking process. Thus today doesnt want to write anything about thinking just a daily story update :D

Story1
Happen to talk with friend thru IM few days ago........
Friend:" how life??"
blowfish:"go read my blog la, blowfish got update there"
Friend:"really everyday sport??
blowfish:":D ya la"
Friend:"sound very systematic :-p"
blowfish:"wah so diplomatic ar want to say dull say la"
Friend:"actually want to say robotic"
Suddenly think that blowfish life really become more routine sometime really feel life is dull.
But like what blowfish share previously blowfish just wish to life simple life, no up and down in life, no gain thus wont experience the pain of lost.
Hope life is robotic but body don become robotic need to tune it thru exercise :-p

Story2
Blowfish:" how life?? got wife d, any different compare to previous???"
Friend:"still the same, when u want to become ppl wife???"
Blowfish:"nobody want me wo so no choice la just can be ppl daughter for time being"
Still remember ppl say god create human in pair, u will meet your pair when the time come :D
Blowfish strongly agree with this, right timing right people then happy ending.

Story3
Congratulation for lao weng, his house got new family member :D
Wish small bb grow up healthy, full with happiness.

Story4
Blowfish mom just back from hongkong, she call and complain that relative all afraid of her(not her la blowfish think they afraid of H1N1) :-p just ask her to quanrantine herself for one week before go meet any ppl. Even blowfish also din dare to go home :-p(joking la, blowfish just go back during weekend only tat time ngam2 one week quanrantine :D)

Story5
Yesterday while waiting shuttle to go other factory plant, suddenly a car stop by offer to fetch blowfish go there. Blowfish know this guy(just see before la :-p). Go in the car sure start introducing process :-p. He comment that the way blowfish play badminton really ganas doesnt match with her appearance :-p this one blowfish know. Many ppl being bluff by blowfish appearance. Actually blowfish not soft type gal la don tertipu by her appearance :-p
know another new friend :D