Monday, May 3, 2010

What i can do???

Suddenly feel like want to swim to a sea that doesnt have any other fish in there only have blowfish there. Today blowfish really piss off her best friend MR unagi. BLowfish know that unagi trying to help her editing her presentation but blowfish just show no mood when he explain to blowfish. End up piss him off.

Yes blowfish know it blowfish fault. But now blowfish more like blaming herself why never appreciate the opportunity she have. When morning time unagi told her what to change she spend whole afternoon thinking how to enhance the slide but yet blowfish really nothing much to talk on the presentation trying hard to squize something in feel stress, feel worse, feel down, feel doubt is it blowfish really want to submit this for unagi review sure will end up being say no effort again but if write something that blowfish don know later on stage blowfish will facing problem........
Struggle whole day end up decide just submit.

Waiting Unagi to online but scare to ping him scare he will say the presentation is worse and as per expected, the presentation is not meeting the requirement and unagi is calling blowfish to give her explanation. blowfish suddenly no mood and just say OK OK for all unagi comment and all this piss off unagi. Blowfish know it blowfish fault as unagi earn nothing helping blowfish edit yet still need to deal with blowfish no mood tone.

According to blowfish division, blowfish is fish that not good in detail, always might miss out some important point and blowfish agree. Blowfish always like to move fast end up will find error here and there and end up busy here and there fixing the shit create by ownself. Like in today presentation not the blowfish doenst check just blowfish miss detail again.......
When unagi point out blowfish heart say "ops" but don want to agree that it blowfish fault =.= blowfish tot blowfish already change but seem like blowfish still remain.

Yes now blowfish feel scare whether she will lost her best friend or not yet blowfish feel scare to IM him. Don know what to do.........

5 comments:

1-Red said...

ic...this is the "not good in detail" u mentioned..
but i think this still ok la, just can take some time to make urself better, not too big problem though :)

乐鱼 (Happy Fish) said...

Friend will choose to accept you and think for your good.Honest and sincerely talk with him, he will "bao rong" you. dont worry!

PS =! play station said...

1-red
yes i not detail always do thing fast2 and miss out all thing :p then sometime don want admit that i am wrong this i think need to change.
Happy fish,
Yaya after i say sorry to him, he ok d but i really teruk la sometime doesnt over rule by my emotion i tot i change d but seem like i din go anywhere i still PS that panas baran.

乐鱼 (Happy Fish) said...

Law of attraction - think of what you want..and unconsciously you will be there ;)

PS =! play station said...

happy fish,
Trying to, i more like last time when i so concentrate on nian jing + sports. Now life like abit mess must find way to calm down my heart