Friday, December 12, 2008

Frog under well

A frog who live at well for decades he really enjoy his life there however he always wondering how outside world look until one day he meet Mr turtle. Mr turtle told him that sea is somewhere nice where he can find many exciting thing there which he cant find at well. After heard comment from Mr turtle, Mr frog decide to leave well and travel to sea to see outside world.

Mr Frog start his journey, after go thru all the hard time at last Mr frog reach sea but he found that actually sea is not the place which suitable for him as the water nutrien is damaging his skin.
After long process only Mr frog realize that the most suitable habitat from him is the well thus he travel back to well and live life happily there.

When PS read this story, PS think it simple and easy but yet it very meaningful.
Why PS said that???
Previously PS act like MR frog keep on wondering how outside world is and forget to appreciate what PS had when PS get what she want and that time only PS realize PS already lost something that is really precious to PS(well). PS is not lucky like Mr frog able to go back well and life there happily what PS can do now is appreciate what PS have now : )

Life is a journey where we gain all the experience. We might fall down but as long we never give up and continue trying for sure we can find the beauty of life ; )
Across time experience will help a person to become mature and wise and memory is the one who enlight our life.

Remember to appreciate what we have now : )
Make sure no regret in future : )

If life gives you a lemon, make lemonade

A water bearer in China had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which he carried across his neck. One of the pots had a crack in it, while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full.
For a full two years this went on daily, with the bearer delivering only one and a half pots full of water to his house.
Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments, perfect for which it was made.
But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, & miserable that it was able to accomplish only half of what it had been made to do.
After 2 years of what it perceived to be a bitter failure, it spoke to the water bearer one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, and because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house."
The bearer said to the pot, "Did you notice that there were flowers only on your side of the path, but not on the other pot's side?
That's because I have always known about your flaw, and I planted flower seeds on your side of the path, and every day while we walk back, you've watered them.
For two years I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate the table. Without you being just the way you are, there would not be this beauty to grace the house"
Moral: Each of us has our own unique flaws. We're all cracked pots. But it's the cracks and flaws we each have that make our lives together so very interesting and rewarding. You've just got to take each person for what they are, and look for the good in them.

Monday, December 8, 2008

4th day in folsom

Date:8DEC2008
Time:6AM

Today PS woke up early as yesterday PS sleep at 8PM :-p
First thing to do after wake up sure is open music (POR process :-p) then start chatting with malaysia friend.
Go gym at 6.45AM for 20min : ) sound healthy right hik hik hangat2 tahi ayam aje :-p
After that go for a breakfast and start travel to intel around 8sth as PS never go to FM5 abit afraid PS will late for meeting pattern division.
PS is punctual person always on time ; )
Reach pattern division cube by 8.45AM but he still not around think he still on his way to come office.
PS pattern division is very nice guy. He never use car just use bicycle to work and heard ppl said that he never watch tv just reading newspaper. PS really wondering how he look like :-p
At last at 9.30AM he come to meet PS and start the sharing with PS.

So happy today PS can learn a lot new stuff but in a way PS feel stress as some stuff PS still not yet familiar when think about boss expectation PS start to feel worried : (
Suppose back to hotel PS tell herself to start look at pattern and start work on it but hai once reach room she start chatting till now : ( sound so hopeless :-p aiks

Today don know why PS feel abit sad, is it becox of the weather here whole day no sunlight full with mist or her hormon level go to low side.
Guess PS really afraid being lonely as whenever she alone she will start miss somebody.....
Is somebody there living happily? Will he think of PS?
aiks cannot continue like this else PS will repeat the sad cycle again.
later if PS best friend read this sure PS will kena marah :-p

Comment from PS best friend he like to read PS share about thought than story about the sightseeing :-p but PS just a simple gal not really have a lot of thought what PS share is just what PS experience in life. Still remember Miss tour guide told PS it good for PS experience the big wave during young so that PS can learn how to stand up after fall down.
PS never worry about fall down in life as from there we can gain a lot experience and let our thinking go to next level.

Recently PS really feel worried that PS will lost what PS have today as previously whenever PS life go to upper side of sinusoidal wave PS will lost sth think PS really impacted by the weather di aiks PS need more sun to enlight PS day. PS keep telling herself that if that thing belong to u it will never leave u and if it not really belong to u then some how u will lost it. so don need bother so much else will make life harder : ) just enjoy every moment of life.
Should not mix past tense with present tense to make life happier : ) PS still learning this
Gambatte PS : )

Sunday, December 7, 2008

3rd day in folsom

Date: 7DEC2008
Time: 10am

First time PS woke up late during weekend since she came to US, feeling so great but PS still look tired as she not get used to the new environment :(
Now PS eyes look like mice small + red + black circle down the eyes :( aiks

First thing PS do after woke up is IMing her bf(best friend) to get today intineary :-p
At first PS plan to go either Apple hill or Napa velly but bf told PS that now nothing to see there so PS change plan go to sacramento state capitol.

Without further delay PS go took breakfast.
After ate breakfast PS go took car, however when she press the remote seem like the car not auto unlock. PS try several time still didnt get any response from the car end up PS ask help from old uncle. After check only found out that PS forgot to turn off the light yesterday end up it causing the battery die......
: ( once again prove PS is ......
PS call hertz to help her jump car luckily PS car working after the guy jump the car for 10min.
PS din dare to switch off the engine so straight start journey to Sacramento
First destination: State Capitol (Sacramento)
State capitol museum is 23miles away from courtyard, PS reach there by 12.37PM after pay parking fees for 2hour. PS start journey exploring state capitol.
Today State Capitol have marathon there, PS saw many youngster jogging around the street due to weather very cold most of them is shivering.
PS try to stop some visitor help PS snap picutre with state capitol but most of the picture not nice. Some focus on PS only no building as background, Some pic took when PS not yet ready end up PS give up just snap building picture. Think PS photo taking skill not bad :-p as many ppl stop PS to help them snap picture :) so happy able to help couple of ppl snap their group picture : )
Inside the museum, there is musical performance and PS really amazed by the building structure. u can go to below link to take a look of the picture ; )
http://capitolmuseum.ca.gov/
Beside visiting state capitol museum, PS also do a lot sightseeing around state capitol area.
Opposite state capitol there is one big church, the building look very unique and a lot ppl is going for prayer that time.
Without realize PS already spend 2hour at state capitol, time for PS to move to 2nd destination.
On her way to take car, one handsome guy look at PS and smile with PS : )
PS smile back to that guy and continue walk to parking area : ) hik!hik!
2nd Destination : Folsom Outlet
Shopping is a must in this US trip but after go thru thanks giving PS really no mood to shopping anymore. PS really good never buy anything today ; ) PS think that Folsom outlet is not really cheap compare to chandler. Same item with both FM and CH outlet but FM outlet price is 50% higher than CH outlet.
Since no mood to shopping PS just stop by MCD there have her lunch :-p MCD again..... POR meal during travelling :-p

3rd Destination : Sutter st









while driving to sutter st, PS stop by railway station and there is train go thru it. PS have chance to snap nice picture : ) After past the railway station PS reach sutter st.
PS just park car at road side and start walking around......
PS hear a loud xmas song and a lot xmas decoration there. a lot ppl skating at the open area with xmas song in a moment PS tot is xmas di :-p
All building at sutter st have it own style but most of it is old building and being decorate with xmas item












There is museum at sutter st but due to PS reach there >4PM PS miss the chance visit the museum : ( but nevermine PS already find out the operating hour for the museum can go there if PS back from work early : )
At first PS tot sutter st is like cowboy town but after go there PS think it more like old style building not really look like cowboy town : )

4th Destination : Dovewood ct, Orangvale
What PS do there?
PS bf told PS that the housing area got xmas decoration thus PS go there before go back hotel since it only 4.45PM when PS leave sutter st.
When PS reach there, PS saw almost every house have it own xmas decoration very nice.
PS start photo taking section.......









At first only few house open the light, got few house decoration look very nice. PS snap each of the decoration. PS really like the atmosphere there xmas song, Santa claus, deer, snow(fake one la :-p) too bad no present there else sure PS will grab one :-p
Around 5.15PM sky getting dark more and more house is start open the light and more and more ppl come there bringing children to see all the decoration.


When sky get dark hard for PS to snap picture for all the decoration as PS camera really outdated di 3years old : ( PS try very hard only able get some nice picture.
Due to PS snap a lot picture today camera battery indicator start show low thus PS just go back hotel and plan to go there again weekday after work to snap more nice picture.
Today PS really tired as din sleep well last few day time to go to bed now else tomorrow the pattern divison share the pattern training sure PS will fishing there :-p
Good Night zzzzzz