Wednesday, December 2, 2009

遇见

还记得朋友说当你觉你无法走进女生的心里,只应那女生没给你机会,就算你再努力也是枉然。
其实我不是很赞同他的说法,若你没尝试过你又怎么肯定对方适合你???
一见钟情好多时候被好多因素影响,
列如:优美的环境,动听的音乐,鸟语花香的邂逅,这些因素都会造成错觉。
所以还是从朋友做起最好,大家互相了解,互相包容,一起品尝酸甜苦辣, 若那人真的适合你再开始也不迟。

若你是最求萨那情感的人,我相信一见钟情比较适合你。
刹那的火花好美,但如何维持火花就变成另一各问题。好多情侣都分手下场,无法忍受那日复一日的生活甚自觉得一个人过会比较好。

若一切都有朋友作起,两人学会珍惜对方,但 感情 》 爱情。
一对可以互相扶持,不离不弃的关系是我最向往的。 但在这时代人是如此的现实,真的会有真爱吗??? 我怀疑。。。。

虽说现在的我也很现实但我还是会期待和属于我的另一半的相遇。

Monday, November 23, 2009

Wondering

What blowfish wondering???
Can anyone tell blowfish?? Is it blowfish look like a dump fish, easy to get via fishing???

This the story which trigger blowfish to think:
A unquantified fish swim near blowfish. A friendly fish like blowfish (please tahan yourself from muntah :-p) easily make friend with this new unknow fish.
In technology era, networking via facebook is one of the daily activities.
From there u can get a lot of first hand news.

This unquantified fish status is set to in a relationship thus all the while blowfish is chop him as ppl bf however this fish really weird. He keep on tell blowfish the status just for fun purpose. Blowfish really go and believe him at beginning. Until blowfish saw his picture with his so call gf hugging pic :-p then only blowfish realize this guy is lie.
(According to blowfish best friend, guy normally will lie, they will only set "in a relationship" cox of the other half is forcing them :-p don know true or not but quite make sense)

But all this none of blowfish business just blowfish wondering why this unquantified fish keep on trying to cheat blowfish. As a friend blowfish don like ppl keep on try to cheat blowfish somor try so hard to make blowfish believe that he is single =.=

The most2 funny part is he told blowfish that in his facebook the one he call LPo is his brother Law Po =.= harlo your brother is also in blowfish friend list le somor his name is andrew how to turn become Law po. Deep in heart blowfish start to @#$%%!!! but still maintain polite, ppl don want to admit wat we can do. Just ignore la.

Blowfish just try to be friendly if this fish keep continue this trend think better just block this fish. isss........ Hate ppl treat blowfish like blowfish is low IQ or ppl call terencat akal.
Maybe blowfish look blur2 from outside but blowfish isnt that blur tho.

充实的一周

上个星期真的过得好充实。我逐一把我的梦想实现, 原来达成梦想是一件让人兴奋的事。
我所谓的梦想并不是创造什么伟大的发明,而是单纯的完成自己所定下的目标。

我终于完成了槟岛马拉松。
看是不可能完成的任务,在完成的那一刻,心不禁为自己鼓蹈。
21公里, 要说长,不长,要说短也不短。 由岂是对我们这些头一遭的人来说决对是非常挑战。
在比赛未开始前,一边驾车,一边摇头, 一边盘算待会要如何完成这不可能的任务。
该跑多久,该走多久才能在限定的时间完成这马拉松并赢取奖牌。
想着想着,心中开始觉得害怕,开始觉得怀疑,怀疑我真的能办到吗???
未免心中的毅力被思想左右, 我对自己说我不需要怕只要尽力了无法达到予期的效果也不要紧只要懂得欣赏过程就好了。

抱着这想法, 我放慢脚步,好多人超越我, 好胜的我真的花了好多力气说服自己别被别人影响。
别被别人的脚步声引响自己的脚步。
在过了不久,我发现之前超越我的人都开始漫步,好高兴可以慢慢的超越好多人。
我想这精神也可以用在我们日常生活中,别什么事都更别人比较,我们须懂每个人的长处不同,在欣赏别人的当儿何不也欣赏自己的优点。就算是缺点,只要肯花心思去改变我们看到另一个景象。

在跑的当儿,好多思绪在脑海中闪过。
列如之前演讲的画面,之前跑步的速度,盘算着于我现在的体力我大概自能跑一个小时接下来该怎么好呢?? 等等的问题。
为了不让大脑继续涂搽我的思绪,我只好望海,望路, 看人(主要是看有没有帅哥)。

跑呀!跑呀!我终于到了我心中所设下的第一站(桥中央),好想停下来但觉得体力还可以支持下去,心中又开始设下新的目标。就是这些小目标一直推动我向着这目标前进,每达成下目标我都会为自己鼓掌。
就这样一步一步把不可能变成可能。
加油喔!!! 佩丝但愿你在日常生活中一直有这股热诚。

Thursday, November 19, 2009

我們要找尋最愛的,還是最合適的?

十月,秋天來臨的時候,有位朋友讀了dj的網誌,
這樣問我:「為什麼最愛與最適合的,不能一同存在呢?」「步入禮堂的另一半,不是自己最愛的人?」------
他讀了這篇文章。自己最愛的人是否也能是最適合自己的人?
當然可以,只是機率不大,能真正遇上人,你們真幸運,所以,你們一定要幸福給大家看喔!
不過,大部分的人,並不是這麼幸運的。
人們總是貪心,尤其是當人們年輕時,對於愛情,更是貪心,有時明明遇到心裡很愛、跟自己也很合適的,但當你開始考慮,是否要跟眼前這男生或女生共度一生時,卻還想著未來是否會遇到更好的、更愛的或更合適的,所以,我們觀望、我們拖延、我們等待,直到最後,對方累了、倦了,不願意再繼續陪你等下去,然後,我們錯過了。

而人們總是要等到錯過了,才會恍然大悟,原來,我是這麼喜歡對方,對方跟自己又是這麼的合適。但矛盾的是,若我們沒錯過心中那完美情人,而選擇跟她在一起,那麼,我們也無從比較以前的戀人,跟未來遇見的,何者比較愛?何者比較合適?

因為錯過,在心中留下遺憾,讓她在你心裡,變得更加美好。但當你選擇跟她在一起了,那麼,在你心裡,可能會有種遺憾,你可能會一直想著,若當初我沒跟她步入禮堂,那麼,未來我是否會遇到更好的、更愛的或更合適的?

這樣看來,不管是否錯過心中最完美的那個人,我們都不會感到心滿意足。
錯過了,覺得遺憾;擁有的,卻不懂得珍惜。

「那麼,我們到底要找尋最合適的,還是最愛的呢?」這位朋友在文末這樣問dj,
於是,我為了回答她,寫了這篇文章。

其實,不管找尋最愛的或是最合適的,都是可以的,若你還年輕,未來的歲月還很長,那麼你可以試著找找看既愛又合適的,如果你夠幸運,能夠遇上兼具兩者的另一半,那時候,請你一定要緊緊的抓牢他,別讓他跑掉。

不過,大部分的情況是,適合自己的,不是自己最愛的,最愛的,卻又不合適。
但假如真的很愛,你可以想辦法讓彼此合適,不是嗎?即使到最後並沒有成功,你也已經認真的努力過了。
相對的,若覺得彼此合適,也能試著去喜歡對方,因為不試試看,你怎麼知道,他不會是你的最愛呢?步入禮堂的另一半,不是自己最愛的人?為什麼,我會加上問號?因為,當步入禮堂那時,或許心裡會想起以前的某個身影,而感到些許遺憾,當下,你身邊的另一半,或許不是你最愛的人。但步入禮堂之後,過了三年、五年或十年,或許,你的遺憾,就會一點一滴的消失了,因為那時,你與你的另一半,經過這些年的相處、相互扶持、患難與共,不知不覺中,他早已成為你的最愛。

KID

Suddenly blowfish feel that she at the top of the world....
Why? what happen blowfish?

Blowfish participate on KID(kulim innovation day) event today present on her project. Feel nervous from morning 8.30AM till 3PM as she the last presenter for the innovation event. Looking at all other presenter, their thing look so superb. Deep in blowfish heart, she know she wont win this year (sign of no self confident). Luckily blowfish friend + best friend keep on motivate blowfish tell blowfish that "U CAN".

After listen to 7presenter idea, blowfish know that blowfish have very little chance to win thus blowfish just want go up and just present for her project without put any hope :-p with this mindset blowfish heartbeat back to normal. Calmly go up the stair and present her project.

When finish presenting, judges start to ask blowfish question. First question blowfish already cant answer =.= blowfish really no idea what the judges trying to ask blowfish :-p luckily the judges very good, he say if i din go to so depth is ok :D

After judges question, it time for audience to raise question for blowfish. Suddenly all the audience very active post >2 question for blowfish luckily blowfish able handle it.


When go to time for announcing the result, blowfish pray that she can get second prize although blowfish know she not qualify :-p $$$ le everybody also want right :-p
First running up prize not fall to blowfish :S aiks abit sad ......
Come to first prize winner blowfish already tot want to leave the hall but based on emcee description seem like the winner is.........

BLOWFISH
YEAH! YEAH!YEAH!


Yes blowfish win the unexpected prize :D feel really happy. When boss congrate blowfish time, he suddenly tell blowfish that blowfish need to continue this trend next year as blowfish already be the winner for 2years must at least win 3times =.= hope he just joking else die la blowfish need to scratch head and think of new project.

习惯了寂寞

一天天重复的生活
一天一天忙碌着
熟悉的 陌生的 都会擦肩而过

一天天寻寻觅觅着
一天一天等待着
属于我
属于我 很简单的快乐
该不该那么执着
这一份爱怎样才能寄托

习惯了这样的寂寞
习惯了这样的生活

我期待一个人 能够保护我
我期待一个人 能和我分享快乐
属于我们的 寂寞的快乐 ...

Disclaimer: this is lyric from one song which i think quite nice thus would like to share with u all.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

random thought

Several thing blowfish think of update. At first think want to write in chinese but too lazy to sit in front of laptop ping yin all the word and disturbing friend to help blowfish guess what word blowfish want to write and help blowfish ping yin it so think write in english still the fastest solution :-p

LOVE
If u think blowfish will write about ex again then u are wrong :-p, after talking about ex for so long time, it time to let story end la. Last weekend blowfish just take out all the letter and burn it, when burn the letter blowfish doesnt feel anything thought blowfish suppose to feel sad or sheed some tear but blowfish burn all the love evident just like tat :D
No heartbreak feel, No tear come out, No shaking hand when throw the letter to burn :-p
Sure all wondering why blowfish suddenly got courage to burn it???
Blowfish just think if keeping all the letter will hold u back then why keep it although in future u look back all this letter u will laugh but still blowfish think way to forget one thing is just eliminate it from your life :D

=.= blowfish thought u say u don want talk about ex anymore :-p why still talk long2 here???
The title love here actually refer to mother love. Recently really touch by mom. Can feel her deep2 love for her children.
Mom: Now i got nothing to worry except u, please take care yourself really sad see u suffer for allergy.
Blowfish: (Deep in heart blowfish feel warm can see mom really feel worry for blowfish. Aiks blowfish promise will try control the diet and make herself healthy)

Guess mom really worry blowfish feel stress, she sponsor blowfish to fix car, every weekend also got extra money :D Mom don worry la, blowfish din feel stress. It time for blowfish to learn how to control the cash flow.

Dont worry mom, your little gal is independent enough to withstand all the storm, even fall down she will able to stand up again. This the blowfish spirit: Never give UP!!!
Love u mom hope that blowfish can make u feel happy and don feel worry for blowfish, blowfish will take a good care of herself.
Thanks for all the love that u gave blowfish. Blowfish feel greatful for having u beside blowfish :D

*** Seriously think this entry should write in chinese so that can better describe the feeling deep inside blowfish heart.

Birthday celebration
Many ppl asking blowfish what she do during birthday???
Typically she doesnt do anything just go for lunch with colleagues and go dinner with best friend.
Get lotsa wishes from friend at facebook, email.
Dont know why blowfish not really like her birthday cox every year her wishes never come true even though the wishes just a simple one.
Luckily this year no birthday cake for blowfish so she don need make a wish :D
Thanks everyone for the lovely wishes.

Marathon
PG marathon event is held this weekend, Blowfish really hope can finish the journey in specific time and get cert for it. A series of training being done, jogging for one hour (end up walk like zombie :-p) , badminton, hiking + gym. Hope with all this training, blowfish stamina is enough to keep her running for 3hours. Cross finger blowfish can finish the run.
Thinking of marathon is fun however there are some minor techical issue :-p
Registration start at 2.45AM, bridge close by 12AM. If blowfish drive to PG by 11PM, where blowfish should go lepak to wait for the event???Feel reluctant to go disturb friend make them awake in midnight =.= still thinking.........
Luckily blowfish have nice division that offer blowfish to camp at his house :D
Problem solve, PG bridge Blowfish coming :D

KID
please don mistaken this as Kids aka children. KID here refer to kulim innovation day. Blowfish paper being selected for presentation. Last year blowfish paper buta2 win first price hoping this year same thing will happen but looking at the other paper title all sound like so xxxx how to fight la. Just try her best la. Blowfish got advantage also as got support from her best friend :D which really help her a lot in term of giving blowfish idea how to write good presentation, give blowfish motivation :D Thanks really appreciate it.
Wish blowfish good luck for this KID event :D

Feeling
Still happy swimming alone in the sea with her fish friend. Guess blowfish is kind of fish that suitable swim alone. She can enjoy the sweet time :D
However in order to keep blowfish from feel lonely guess blowfish need to set new target or dream for herself to busy with.
Hmm dream, this the tuff part. Blowfish really dont know what she want to achieve........
Let blowfish think2 tonight.

Life is wonderful let appreciate every moment we have. Eventhough we might suffering now but blowfish strongly believe after taste the bitter everyone will taste the sweet part of life also.