Full + Warm

Suddenly feel down, just go to old rent house and collected item from my ex housemate. He already leave here and pursuit his dream in SG. More and more ppl leaving, blowfish getting less and less friend.

Blowfish use to be alone since kid time since blowfish brother stay with grandma only blowfish stay with mom. Talking and play alone, sometime really feel reluctant to go out from own world and welcome the world to her little aquarium. Feel like blowfish stay in aquarium where by blowfish can only swim at her own area while looking at outside world. Hoping to join the other fish meanwhile feel afraid.
Aiks as conclusion if u have children please make it come as pair, at least they can have sibling to chat, to share all the feeling.

All this while, blowfish mom play role as mother and friend role :-p
Most of the story blowfish with share with her always have gal talk with her, think if one day blowfish need to married to other place sure she wont get use to it.

Chinese new year is near the corner, blowfish mom start to do clean up but she doesnt allow blowfish to help :-p just ask blowfish go room open air cond and rest. Really feel touch la, in return blowfish cook spagetti for her. At first mom doesnt want to eat spaggetti as last time blowfish subsitute the spagetti with maggie mee end up taste worse :-p. Luckily this time the taste very good and mom also agree on this :D

While helping mom hang curtain, she request blowfish to show her as she worried if one day blowfish married nobody will help her on that.
Mom: "better i learn how to put this else later u get married nobody help me :S"
blowfish:"now only know your daughter important le :-p"
Trying to hang the curtain......... but due to getting old her eye hard to see all the point to put together mom give up and say.....
Mom:"Next time even u married can u come back home on CNY and help me hang this :-p once per year"
Mom don worry blowfish will always take this job till u old :D

This week blowfish will attend miss tour guide wedding, mom see blowfish neck is empty and give her a necklace :D feel stress also later blowfish lost the necklace again cant imagine :-p(just lost one gold necklace). Mom do offer to buy new necklace to blowfish but blowfish refuse to use her money and buy la since blowfish earn $$$ d think shouldnt use mom money la.

As conclusion last week blowfish heart feel very full + warm. Father keep on bug blowfish to eat, somor purposely wake up early to prepare orange juice for blowfish :D and keep on checking is it blowfish bring all the stuff like wallet and handphone.

Blowfish really feel lucky to have them as her parent.
LOVE u mom's +dad's

Hen's Night

GOOD NEWS : MISS TOUR GUIDE getting married this coming saturday.

Our miss tour guide is getting married next week thus before her status change from Single to Sold Out, we must celebrate for her :D.

Start planning gathering for miss tour guide during badminton session, chatting with all the invited ji mui on the games for the bridegroom. Really exciting discussing all the games. Hehe all the bridegroom heng dai better watch out or bride us else......

Inviting same group of ppl + some of miss tour guide colleagues go out to have dinner at butterworth steamboat(soup make from milk). Get really good response from all, Miss tour guide really good in networking :D so many ppl support this activities :D

Steamboat shop name zhi wei, after go thru the traffic jam we reach there on time and slowly one by one is reaching the place. Start our makan2 session, really enjoy the atmosphere where by a group of ppl chatting, playing with children( baby gal and boy from colleagues, super duper cute :D, start to miss the baby gal la ).

After makan2 session by right, we plan to go clubbing but most of ppl who already have family one doesnt want to join so.......
We change our plan to go watch AVATAR. Blowfish and miss tour guide have been talking about this movie since last few week but both also too busy to go watch. Avatar really a great movie, Blowfish really think if pandora really exist in this world blowfish wish to stay there forever. AVATAR is one of the movie that blowfish think worth to watch for this year :D
If u not yet watch highly recommended to watch this.

Really looking forward for that day la. Blowfish always like to join wedding event, can feel the happy environment for the new couple :D.

New vision to welcome 2010

Today is new year eve think must start think what blowfish want to achieve in 2010 to keep blowfish move on :D
Like what ppl say life is shine cox of dream.

Hmm.....
What dream that blowfish want to pursuit?

In career wise, guess blowfish don know what she can do anymore just let god guide her to the path she suppose to be :-p
Eh blowfish why sound like no motivation for career one???
After 3years of working experience, blowfish really think in workspace we just need to execute our work make sure it done and dont be busy person or trying to step other to go up else end up will get bad karma(really see example of this)
Hehe!!! beside that blowfish think god always give what blowfish need, help to develop her, send her angel(unagi) to guide her what to do.
So why worry about career le :-p

In family wise, blowfish hope all member in her family is healthy and wealthy :D (only 2wish think not too greedy ho :-p)

In love wise, guess it's time to move on. If found suitable one blowfish will make sure she sold out in 2010.

In Health wise, guess blowfish want to start back all the exercise effort again next week already stop exercise for so long abit worry weight will bouncing back la :-p
By end of 2010, if got chance blowfish really wish can go hike kinabalu mountain else when getting older more hard to have the determintation go hiking.

Review back 2009, blowfish feel proud of herself. Eventhough no big achievement but blowfish give herself 80% mark as blowfish really think she live life to the fullest d :D
Hopefully blowfish can continue this trend in 2010 :D
Gambatte blowfish

Tonight is new year eve, guess everybody got their own new year eve celebration plan. Blowfish will follow the POR, watch movie in front TV and shout together with everyone in the TV when then countdown for 12AM and look at the fireworks from TV :D

Happy NEW Year All, wish u all the best for 2010 :D

Good luck

Suddenly blowfish heart feel very pain for wat reason she don know. Is it for somebody that she say she no more care?
Really no idea just suddenly feel whole body no energy, doesnt have any mood to do anything.

What happen blowfish? what bothering u?

Today the gal call cindy(zhu hui) MSN with blowfish again, start with all bluffing story till blowfish browse her MSN profile pic confirm she is blowfish ex wifey only find out she is bring blowfish around the garden. Blowfish really sad, why in this world there is so many lie?
Blowfish just want everything to be simple, u tell me the truth and blowfish just believe it and don need guess when u talking the truth when lying.

Cindy say she doesnt have any bad intention but just want to be blowfish friend but do she aware that in this world there is some ppl that will never become your friend? Why she need come and disturb blowfish life just be her friend? Really for friend only?

Blowfish doesnt hate her cox blowfish understand one relationship doesnt work not only cox by 3rd party. The relationship itself having issue. Blowfish really confuse why cindy win blowfish ex d, still come here and say want to be friend only what her intention? really be a friend? or ???
Blowfish don know............

Feel cry but when blowfish ask back myself why need to cry no answer, guess it is very stupid to being influence by those ppl that doesnt means anything in our life. Blowfish feel so sad, heart so pain is it in this world no more truth, everything is just about lying?

Blowfish really feel funny, why 2gal need to go fight for one guy, there is so many good guy out that there, why need to fight each other for one stupid person. Even without guy, blowfish still able to take a good care of herself. The one that blowfish love is die on May 2008, already bury him into heart. The one that in this world just another guy that blowfish don know.

Hopefully they will get happiness but blowfish doubt as relationship which full with lie will apparently......

Anyhow blowfish still wish them good luck.

Confuse

Out of sudden, a gal name zhu hui aka cindy come and add blowfish in MSN. At first blowfish tot this gal is her friend cousin that need to contact blowfish for help thus without doubt blowfish click accept.

After confirm she not blowfish friend cousin, blowfish start to notice that this name very familiar hmm checking in mind where blowfish see this name........

Taada!!! this name is my ex bf punya wifey le.
Issss..... what the hell this gal come and add blowfish???
blowfish:" are u teck chyi gf?"
zhu hui:" no, who is TC?"
blowfish:" u from china"
zhu hui:" wow u so smart"
blowfish:"u from what state?"
zhu hui:"hang zhou"
blowfish:"are your name 朱慧?"
zhu hui:" ya, u really clever la"
blowfish:" then how u get my address?"
zhu hui:"i searching and found u feel that ur face same like my uni teacher"
blowfish:"u know wat, your name,place of stay is same like my ex bf current gf"
zhu hui:"is it maybe his gf is my younger sister zhu juan"

hmm blowfish really confused this gal info all match with what blowfish ex bf wifey info why she claimed she don know him......
Should blowfish believe her? or blowfish just think too much d everything is just coincident???

Blowfish telling this story to unagi.....
Blowfish:".........(telling story)......"
unagi:"haha...just laugh about it la,if she single pls let her know got guy here highly recomended"
Blowfish:"if u really on with her then u will lost one friend,so please choose"
:-p sound abit fierce, somehow deep in heart blowfish don like china gal
This wat we call prejudis, yeah blowfish know but too bad cant help herself.
Kesian unagi :-p

幸福的距离

在寻寻觅觅中，我时常在想幸福，距离我有多远???
再深一层的想，扪心自问到底怎样我才会觉得幸福?
是否上天再给我多些我就会觉得快乐，就觉得幸福?
是否我没好好的珍惜我所拥有的东西，所以不幸福?

做个比例，我时常觉得患上皮肤敏感是一件好惨的事，但有好多人在外面在生死关头争扎都不放弃反而积极面对人生，珍惜赚到的每一天。反观我每天为了敏感而消极，真的不象话 :-p ，真该好好反醒。

其实我觉得我拥有的实在好多好多，上天真的对我不薄。
它给我：
一个温暖的家 - 一个把我照顾的无微不至的妈妈，每回想妈妈撒娇时我都会会心一笑， 好喜欢逗妈妈每回她都会被我逗得又气又笑, 大概我在妈妈眼里是永远长不大的小坏蛋.

一个稳定的工作 - 其实好喜欢我现在的工作，压力是必然有的但每回完成一个任务，心里就会觉得满满的，好有成就感，可能在别人眼中，它并不是什么大事但对我来说，这是对我努力的肯定。

一班与我臭味相投的猪朋狗友 - 好庆幸上天让我遇见一班谈得来的朋友，可以一起聊天，一起运动，一起购物，一起说东南西北， 一起做好多好多的事情。真的想说声谢谢你们，你们让我的生活有色彩。

这一却已足够让我觉得幸福，幸福的距离并不远，只在你愿不愿意让幸福向你步近。

Photo session from spike

Last weekend blowfish have photo session with her colleagues. Spike never tell blowfish he going to blowfish hometown for visit end up last minute call blowfish at 8AM and ask her become his tour guide =.= blowfish still blur2 le.
Aiks, blowfish never bring back any cloth la simply wear la. Then bring him to maxwell hill but nothing up there :-p end up he request blowfish to become his model and have photo session with blowfish.
Quite like the photo take by spike. Too bad that time blowfish doesnt have enough sleep end up got panda eye :-p + din cincai wear cloth only =.=
Let share it out here :D
Blowfish like this picture, from this angle blowfish body look small :-p(eventhough in actual no la :-p). Blowfish also like the way spike photoshop this picture :D
This wat ppl call professional ma at least got minor edit.


Ppl say 回眸一笑 for pretty gal is enough to killz a person. Don know this pose can successfully do this effect or not :-p (hmmm..... Blowfish start dreaming again)


Blowfish really sacrify herself le, sitting on the dirty rock luckily the effect not bad else spike prepare being killzzzz by blowfish :-p
During shooting this picture, there is one guy from KL keep on look at blowfish, blowfish so shy.
That guy somor ask blowfish friend whether blowfish is a model :-p (so happy dont blek la let blowfish syok sendiri a while)
Blowfish like this picture MOST.

Spike like this picture most as he say the picture which look nice is the one that ppl don think u not purposely pose for photo taking purpose. Under hot sun take this picture, blowfish somor need to act like she admiring the flower :-pWow! now only blowfish know her muscle quite big :-p