最爱的Ah hua：
最近Ah Hua觉得我不够爱你，其实我觉得Ah Hua是因为距离的关系，觉得我们的关系疏远了。只要我在你的身边，我想Ah hua就不会这样寂寞了。你最近常说我们之间没有心灵相通，可是世界上真的有心灵相通吗？我觉得你所谓的心灵相通只不过是因为两个人的生活经验有某些共同的地方，以至于他们在收到一些外界的刺激（讯息）时，头脑里的经验促使他们作出类似或相同的反应。心灵感应则是一种精神上的异能，一个人能够感应到另一个人的情绪与想法。我想Ah Hua说的心灵相通应该是心灵感应才对，这种能力是可遇不可求的。其实如果你知道并相信另一个人是真心的爱着你的话，又何必去在乎有没有心灵感应？因为无论那个人作的是什么，你都知道他是因为爱你而如此，这不就足够了吗？
每个人付出爱的方法都不一样。我选择的方法是默默的付出，不论Ah Hua 将来会如何的对待我。为了我们光明的未来，我现在必须作的是努力冲刺，尽量充实我自己，以便能够为未来作好准备。我也在寻找投资的途径，为以后孩子的教育费筹备。为了我们的未来，要作的实在是太多了，只是我没有向Ah Hua提起。我对Ah Hua的爱是肯定的，我的爱是小而稳定的火苗，虽然不热烈但却足够燃烧一辈子···
我不擅长模仿电视上的浪漫情景，也没有一幅看起来很俊俏的脸孔。我不会讨人喜欢的谈话技巧，更说不上精明伶俐。可是我相信爱是超越这一切之上的，爱不是甜言蜜语，不是讨人欢心的对待。爱是一种承诺，一个责任，一条必须两个人互相扶持，互相鼓励，互相谅解的道路。我相信我因为有了Ah Hua而变得完整，Ah Hua的活泼，可爱，任性与天真都是我所缺少的。我相信两个人在一起是互补的，那么两个人在一起才能变得完整无缺。
深爱你的Ah Beng 上
11月26日 晚上10时36分
Blowfish happen to read this letter. Although just a simple letter but the content very touching. Love is not about spike but about maintaining this relationship, feeling across time.
Miss tour guide mention this to blowfish before......
Miss tour guide:" u should find a guy who willing to sacrify for u under all condition"
Blowfish think in this reality world, ppl EQ is getting lower and lower most of time ppl will take care of ownself before think of others thus find a person who will sacrify for u is hard. That why blowfish think only parent will do this for us :D
Hope ah beng and ah hua life happily ever after :D
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
Ultimate goal -> 21KM
Nowdays blowfish friend complain hardly can get blowfish for dinner :-p
U know why???
Blowfish weekdays full with activities
Monday
5-6PM - Gym (fuyoo, monday gym always full with people but all uncle hai nothing to see inside so just concentrate running la :-p)
6-7.30PM - Yoga(Very enjoying this activities feel very relaxing but too bad learn at older age end up cannot bend :-p luckily nobody laugh at blowfish)
7.30-8sth - Badminton(play with colleagues, blowfish favourite activities
Tuesday
Quite free this day as blowfish just go gym in the morning no activities after work. Due to blowfish only have one day free in weekday thus normally blowfish will go out eat dinner with friends. Due to only one day in a week blowfish is free but friend is >1 thus need to advance booking. Most of blowfish friend want to faint when heard this :-p
SORRY, Blowfish really hope can dinner with u all but too bad Blowfish have a tied schedule everyday.
Wednesday
Morning - gym
Blowfish found that exercise in the morning is really good, helping keep our minds fresh :D
Evening - Badminton
Really like this badminton session where u can play your favourite sport meanwhile gather together with friends talking nonsense. Really enjoyable :D
Thursday
Morning - gym
Evening - Sometime go pasar malam
Blowfish really like go walk around with miss tour guide. Although go pasar malam only but blowfish easily spend >RM50 hai really can become queen of shopping d :-p
Friday = TGIF
Since is TGIF sure need to rest la, like newspaper say in one week we just need to exercise 3times more then enuf d :D
Saturday = Movie day
Blowfish really enjoy the sweet time put whole attention to the series movie :D number one favourite :-p
Once upon time blowfish dream is married a rich guy and watch movie everyday at home :-p but now guess this dream cant realize la. Nowdays all ppl need to work hai...... dream is still dream
Sunday = hectic day
Morning - Movie time, karaoke time :-p
Afternoon - Hiking at maxwell hill, blowfish sometime feel hate + like this hill. Hate is becox hiking really tiring especially at beginning part when you start sweating. Like is becox this hill
somehow able to make blowfish mind clear. Everytime blowfish feel down, after hiking all the motivation will back with blowfish :D
Still have some activities which still in waiting lists to fit into the weekday activities list such as swimming, taichi, squash.....
Still remember one word from friend that can describe blowfish current life "live life to fullest"
Hey, blowfish u talk so long what the relation of your daily activity with the ultimate goal ->21KM?
Actually blowfish just register for Penang bridge marathon thus plan to start train up blowfish stamina to meet this ultimate goal :D
Like our country slogan "Malaysia Boleh" change to "Blowfish Boleh"
U know why???
Blowfish weekdays full with activities
Monday
5-6PM - Gym (fuyoo, monday gym always full with people but all uncle hai nothing to see inside so just concentrate running la :-p)
6-7.30PM - Yoga(Very enjoying this activities feel very relaxing but too bad learn at older age end up cannot bend :-p luckily nobody laugh at blowfish)
7.30-8sth - Badminton(play with colleagues, blowfish favourite activities
Tuesday
Quite free this day as blowfish just go gym in the morning no activities after work. Due to blowfish only have one day free in weekday thus normally blowfish will go out eat dinner with friends. Due to only one day in a week blowfish is free but friend is >1 thus need to advance booking. Most of blowfish friend want to faint when heard this :-p
SORRY, Blowfish really hope can dinner with u all but too bad Blowfish have a tied schedule everyday.
Wednesday
Morning - gym
Blowfish found that exercise in the morning is really good, helping keep our minds fresh :D
Evening - Badminton
Really like this badminton session where u can play your favourite sport meanwhile gather together with friends talking nonsense. Really enjoyable :D
Thursday
Morning - gym
Evening - Sometime go pasar malam
Blowfish really like go walk around with miss tour guide. Although go pasar malam only but blowfish easily spend >RM50 hai really can become queen of shopping d :-p
Friday = TGIF
Since is TGIF sure need to rest la, like newspaper say in one week we just need to exercise 3times more then enuf d :D
Saturday = Movie day
Blowfish really enjoy the sweet time put whole attention to the series movie :D number one favourite :-p
Once upon time blowfish dream is married a rich guy and watch movie everyday at home :-p but now guess this dream cant realize la. Nowdays all ppl need to work hai...... dream is still dream
Sunday = hectic day
Morning - Movie time, karaoke time :-p
Afternoon - Hiking at maxwell hill, blowfish sometime feel hate + like this hill. Hate is becox hiking really tiring especially at beginning part when you start sweating. Like is becox this hill
somehow able to make blowfish mind clear. Everytime blowfish feel down, after hiking all the motivation will back with blowfish :D
Still have some activities which still in waiting lists to fit into the weekday activities list such as swimming, taichi, squash.....
Still remember one word from friend that can describe blowfish current life "live life to fullest"
Hey, blowfish u talk so long what the relation of your daily activity with the ultimate goal ->21KM?
Actually blowfish just register for Penang bridge marathon thus plan to start train up blowfish stamina to meet this ultimate goal :D
Like our country slogan "Malaysia Boleh" change to "Blowfish Boleh"
Friday, June 12, 2009
Colorful life
Yes among all the day in the week blowfish always looking forward for friday, U know why????
Blowfish can swim back to taiping sea and become > pig(sleep, eat) + watching movie.
Everything about work can throw behind think about it again on monday :-p (this the way to maintain stress free ma :-p)
Normally what blowfish do during weekend??? really only eat, sleep (....later body become like pig wo blowfish)
Blowfish sure la wont just eat + sleep somor sleep is not blowfish favourite, blowfish just like swim.
Why blowfish hobby not Zzzzz??? abnormal le most ppl hobby is zzzz :-p
This is due to during kids time blowfish always wake up on time by 7AM no matter school day or holiday. Blowfish doesnt like to take nap, u know la afternoon so hot if really sleep also always got bad dream thus blowfish eliminate it from blowfish activity list since primary school :-p prefer spend time watch movie then zzzz.
During kids time until 23years old blowfish always sleep <11AM. Kids time is due to blowfish stay at kampung thus normally all ppl sleep very early one so bo pian la if never sleep like very weird, heard all the insect sound(blowfish scare of G****T :-p).
Slowly this become a habit for blowfish. Uni time blowfish still maintain this but after work blowfish sleep time getting late and late : ( once online will stick in front of laptop until eye cant open only go to sleep. Aiks not healthy la.
Thus blowfish set a goal for herself to sleep <11PM everyday :D hope blowfish determination is good enuf la. For blowfish friend, please do not talk to blowfish after 11PM. U know la blowfish very talkative one, once talking wont stop one :-p
During weekend blowfish mom wont cook as this is the holiday for her(too bad blowfish not really have chance to eat home style food :'( but in order to let mom have more rest blowfish din make any complain just fetch them go eat outside :D (consider good daughter ho :-p)
Every saturday, blowfish will have breakfast with all aunty(relative) in shop. From there they will chat for hours. That why blowfish think her communication skills with all aunty+ uncle is very good. Blowfish practice this everyweek le. Hopefully this skills will help blowfish in future(communication with in law :-p this wat we call investment for future :-p)
Beside sleep + eat + watch movie, blowfish go to hiking on sunday around 1PM, hai blowfish getting darker d :'(
Blowfish go hiking with 3ku+wife+cousin. We got form a team one call "WATERMELON TEAM"
why call watermelon??? blowfish guess is because we always have watermelon for team to eat when u reach the top :) this is our motivation when climbing up the hill (Watermelon yum! yum!)
By saturday we all will feel scare of hiking, thinking of the distance can make your determination gone.
But on sunday no matter how still go la. Once reach there no choice will still climb to the destination : )
When reach the destination, there is a lot food waiting us :D
Beside watermelon, we have cake, junk food, tea, kekwa, kopi O. All the aunty very good in cooking le. They just give blowfish recipe how to cook karipup, kaya kuih, kaya but too bad blowfish mom don let blowfish near the kitchen no chance to really go try this out(actually lazy la :-p)
As conclusion, blowfish really like weekend. During weekend u can do watever u like but too bad weekend is too short. When think about need to work on monday, sunday blowfish will insomia :-p end up monday will look like panda :-p
Enjoy weekend all :D
Blowfish can swim back to taiping sea and become > pig(sleep, eat) + watching movie.
Everything about work can throw behind think about it again on monday :-p (this the way to maintain stress free ma :-p)
Normally what blowfish do during weekend??? really only eat, sleep (....later body become like pig wo blowfish)
Blowfish sure la wont just eat + sleep somor sleep is not blowfish favourite, blowfish just like swim.
Why blowfish hobby not Zzzzz??? abnormal le most ppl hobby is zzzz :-p
This is due to during kids time blowfish always wake up on time by 7AM no matter school day or holiday. Blowfish doesnt like to take nap, u know la afternoon so hot if really sleep also always got bad dream thus blowfish eliminate it from blowfish activity list since primary school :-p prefer spend time watch movie then zzzz.
During kids time until 23years old blowfish always sleep <11AM. Kids time is due to blowfish stay at kampung thus normally all ppl sleep very early one so bo pian la if never sleep like very weird, heard all the insect sound(blowfish scare of G****T :-p).
Slowly this become a habit for blowfish. Uni time blowfish still maintain this but after work blowfish sleep time getting late and late : ( once online will stick in front of laptop until eye cant open only go to sleep. Aiks not healthy la.
Thus blowfish set a goal for herself to sleep <11PM everyday :D hope blowfish determination is good enuf la. For blowfish friend, please do not talk to blowfish after 11PM. U know la blowfish very talkative one, once talking wont stop one :-p
During weekend blowfish mom wont cook as this is the holiday for her(too bad blowfish not really have chance to eat home style food :'( but in order to let mom have more rest blowfish din make any complain just fetch them go eat outside :D (consider good daughter ho :-p)
Every saturday, blowfish will have breakfast with all aunty(relative) in shop. From there they will chat for hours. That why blowfish think her communication skills with all aunty+ uncle is very good. Blowfish practice this everyweek le. Hopefully this skills will help blowfish in future(communication with in law :-p this wat we call investment for future :-p)
Beside sleep + eat + watch movie, blowfish go to hiking on sunday around 1PM, hai blowfish getting darker d :'(
Blowfish go hiking with 3ku+wife+cousin. We got form a team one call "WATERMELON TEAM"
why call watermelon??? blowfish guess is because we always have watermelon for team to eat when u reach the top :) this is our motivation when climbing up the hill (Watermelon yum! yum!)
By saturday we all will feel scare of hiking, thinking of the distance can make your determination gone.
But on sunday no matter how still go la. Once reach there no choice will still climb to the destination : )
When reach the destination, there is a lot food waiting us :D
Beside watermelon, we have cake, junk food, tea, kekwa, kopi O. All the aunty very good in cooking le. They just give blowfish recipe how to cook karipup, kaya kuih, kaya but too bad blowfish mom don let blowfish near the kitchen no chance to really go try this out(actually lazy la :-p)
As conclusion, blowfish really like weekend. During weekend u can do watever u like but too bad weekend is too short. When think about need to work on monday, sunday blowfish will insomia :-p end up monday will look like panda :-p
Enjoy weekend all :D
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
What makes a gal attractive
Blowfish get complain from unagi that for past few post blowfish keep on writing same thing :-p
Unagi: "eh.... write some other stuff lar, all article like same type of tone one. few time aso write about happiness, moving on, past bf"
Blowfish:"then wat blowfish should write??? eg??"
Unagi:"write la your exercise ke, buying swimming suit ke, ur boss, weird ppl around company, food in cafe, any pretty gal u see in office, global warming(blowfish: why global warming also come into pic :-p), new housemate"
Blowfish:"so hard one"
unagi:"then u write what makes a gal attractive la"
Blowfish:"But blowfish not yet qualify as a attractive fish wo :-p"
Guess unagi can faint talking with blowfish :-p
hmm let blowfish think wat make a gal attractive ..................
1. Self Confident
Blowfish guess this is the most important criteria for every gal. If a gal always think herself not good how she gonna look attractive??? We must appreciate what we have and feel good about it. Gals who have self confident always have a charming smile :D this conclusion blowfish get when blowfish look at her cousin. Her smile full with confident like everything in the world cant beat her down.
2. Behavior
Do u agree that if a gal have a good behaviour such as humour, caring, friendly, mature.........
Is a attractive gal???
Blowfish think behaviour is 2nd factor for a gal look attractive. Sure everyone like those gal who always think for other. Blowfish saw a lot gal look attractive not only cause she look pretty but also she have a quality in term of behavior :D
3. Appearance
Although most of ppl say appearance not important, the most important is the gal heart but somehow appearance play important role when u first meet a person. First time meet the person u don know how their behaviour sure u will only look at their appearance. Although not only pretty gal or cute gal can look attractive but normally pretty or cute gal will group under attractive category :-p
3. Dress Up
Like ppl say, god depend on the statue human depend on cloth. Guess get a cloth that suitable for your image is very important :D. Frequently u will found that last time your gal coursemate who look like so so but after she dress up u get impressed. U have this experience??? :-p
No wonder blowfish favourite is shopping :-p cox this is important element to make blowfish look attractive ma :-p luckily blowfish have miss tour guide who can accompany her go shopping. Sometimes we have same taste end up buy same cloth :-p
4. Make up
Emm blowfish know make up can make a gal look more perfect(make your small eye become big, make your face look like apple, make your lips look like a fruits :-p) but too bad blowfish doesnt have talent at this area :-p everytime make up will end up look like shit :-p thus blowfish believe natural look is the best :-p
Blowfish just buy a make up set from US hope blowfish make up skills can firm up her make up skills. Let wait and see when blowfish can turn become phoenix :-p(start dreaming)
5. soft+smooth+fair skin completion
Heard that guy like to look at gal certain part such as leg, face, Bxxxx :-p
Thus if u have a good skin completion as state above then congrat.
Although this is not a must criteria for attractive must blowfish guess if u ask any guy they will say this criteria is good to have hik2.
Alamak once again blowfish fail at this criteria :'(
Addtional info
6. funny + independent
This one is special request from unagi to add in :-p
unagi think that gal must have certain level of independent if too dependent to the guy will make the guy lemas :-p
But blowfish think as a gal, we must know how to take care ourself not depend on guy but if there is a person there for u to depend on will be great :D
Thus case by case scenario la think guy doesnt like too independent and too dependent gal.
Gals please pandai2 abit when to be independent and when to act dependent :-p
hmmm Think blowfish not really good in elaborates what make gal attractive la. Probably u can provide blowfish more comment so that blowfish can slowly move to this category :D
Thanks in advance :-p
Unagi: "eh.... write some other stuff lar, all article like same type of tone one. few time aso write about happiness, moving on, past bf"
Blowfish:"then wat blowfish should write??? eg??"
Unagi:"write la your exercise ke, buying swimming suit ke, ur boss, weird ppl around company, food in cafe, any pretty gal u see in office, global warming(blowfish: why global warming also come into pic :-p), new housemate"
Blowfish:"so hard one"
unagi:"then u write what makes a gal attractive la"
Blowfish:"But blowfish not yet qualify as a attractive fish wo :-p"
Guess unagi can faint talking with blowfish :-p
hmm let blowfish think wat make a gal attractive ..................
1. Self Confident
Blowfish guess this is the most important criteria for every gal. If a gal always think herself not good how she gonna look attractive??? We must appreciate what we have and feel good about it. Gals who have self confident always have a charming smile :D this conclusion blowfish get when blowfish look at her cousin. Her smile full with confident like everything in the world cant beat her down.
2. Behavior
Do u agree that if a gal have a good behaviour such as humour, caring, friendly, mature.........
Is a attractive gal???
Blowfish think behaviour is 2nd factor for a gal look attractive. Sure everyone like those gal who always think for other. Blowfish saw a lot gal look attractive not only cause she look pretty but also she have a quality in term of behavior :D
3. Appearance
Although most of ppl say appearance not important, the most important is the gal heart but somehow appearance play important role when u first meet a person. First time meet the person u don know how their behaviour sure u will only look at their appearance. Although not only pretty gal or cute gal can look attractive but normally pretty or cute gal will group under attractive category :-p
3. Dress Up
Like ppl say, god depend on the statue human depend on cloth. Guess get a cloth that suitable for your image is very important :D. Frequently u will found that last time your gal coursemate who look like so so but after she dress up u get impressed. U have this experience??? :-p
No wonder blowfish favourite is shopping :-p cox this is important element to make blowfish look attractive ma :-p luckily blowfish have miss tour guide who can accompany her go shopping. Sometimes we have same taste end up buy same cloth :-p
4. Make up
Emm blowfish know make up can make a gal look more perfect(make your small eye become big, make your face look like apple, make your lips look like a fruits :-p) but too bad blowfish doesnt have talent at this area :-p everytime make up will end up look like shit :-p thus blowfish believe natural look is the best :-p
Blowfish just buy a make up set from US hope blowfish make up skills can firm up her make up skills. Let wait and see when blowfish can turn become phoenix :-p(start dreaming)
5. soft+smooth+fair skin completion
Heard that guy like to look at gal certain part such as leg, face, Bxxxx :-p
Thus if u have a good skin completion as state above then congrat.
Although this is not a must criteria for attractive must blowfish guess if u ask any guy they will say this criteria is good to have hik2.
Alamak once again blowfish fail at this criteria :'(
Addtional info
6. funny + independent
This one is special request from unagi to add in :-p
unagi think that gal must have certain level of independent if too dependent to the guy will make the guy lemas :-p
But blowfish think as a gal, we must know how to take care ourself not depend on guy but if there is a person there for u to depend on will be great :D
Thus case by case scenario la think guy doesnt like too independent and too dependent gal.
Gals please pandai2 abit when to be independent and when to act dependent :-p
hmmm Think blowfish not really good in elaborates what make gal attractive la. Probably u can provide blowfish more comment so that blowfish can slowly move to this category :D
Thanks in advance :-p
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Happiness is a choice
Blowfish just found one nice blog :D
Once start reading it cant stop, the article is about happiness. It list out all kind of happiness that we experience in our life.
Blowfish still not yet find below happiness, trying to gather all this kind happiness :D
Happiness is having a shoulder to cry on.
Blowfish really hope to find a shoulder to cry on but now blowfish only have her cutie doggy with her plus winnie the pooh handchief :D good enuf to comfort blowfish until blowfish find suitable shoulder to cry on :D
Happiness is having someone to love and being loved
Blowfish love someone??? answer is .......... YES la
Blowfish love her parent :D although sometime argue cox different point of view but in bottom heart blowfish really love them.
Sorry mom if sometime blowfish rude, blowfish will try control own temper :D and Thanks for so understanding.
Happiness is making peace with past events
Blowfish really think that past is just a memory. Always refresh it wont cause any harm. But blowfish forget that this will hold blowfish from swim further down to the future and this might also gating factor for blowfish to live life to fullest. Probably blowfish dont think about forget about the past just accept the truth and move on. Fall down just something to make us aware about the mistake. Important is how we gonna stand up from the falling point :D
Blowfish sure can make peace with the past events :D never give up until life end :D
Happiness is forgive and forget
Blowfish know how to give forgiveness for those ppl that make blowfish sad. Blowfish just need sometime think from their side why they do this. After forgive, forget is for sure ;)
Important key point is when u get angry must walk away make your heart calm down dont let the anger control u. Until u sure your heart is calm, start think as 3rd party to access the whole scenario :D
Forgive ppl = let your ownself move to happiness :D
Happiness is letting go of the past and moving on.
Working on this :D
Do u all aware that actually happiness can be very simple, maybe u just see something u like then u will feel happy for it whole day. Guess most of the time we are the one who make happiness run away :-p
Like what CK say Happiness is a choice
Hope everybody can find their own happiness. Cheer!!!
Thanks CK for this meaningful sharing with blowfish ;)
Once start reading it cant stop, the article is about happiness. It list out all kind of happiness that we experience in our life.
Blowfish still not yet find below happiness, trying to gather all this kind happiness :D
Happiness is having a shoulder to cry on.
Blowfish really hope to find a shoulder to cry on but now blowfish only have her cutie doggy with her plus winnie the pooh handchief :D good enuf to comfort blowfish until blowfish find suitable shoulder to cry on :D
Happiness is having someone to love and being loved
Blowfish love someone??? answer is .......... YES la
Blowfish love her parent :D although sometime argue cox different point of view but in bottom heart blowfish really love them.
Sorry mom if sometime blowfish rude, blowfish will try control own temper :D and Thanks for so understanding.
Happiness is making peace with past events
Blowfish really think that past is just a memory. Always refresh it wont cause any harm. But blowfish forget that this will hold blowfish from swim further down to the future and this might also gating factor for blowfish to live life to fullest. Probably blowfish dont think about forget about the past just accept the truth and move on. Fall down just something to make us aware about the mistake. Important is how we gonna stand up from the falling point :D
Blowfish sure can make peace with the past events :D never give up until life end :D
Happiness is forgive and forget
Blowfish know how to give forgiveness for those ppl that make blowfish sad. Blowfish just need sometime think from their side why they do this. After forgive, forget is for sure ;)
Important key point is when u get angry must walk away make your heart calm down dont let the anger control u. Until u sure your heart is calm, start think as 3rd party to access the whole scenario :D
Forgive ppl = let your ownself move to happiness :D
Happiness is letting go of the past and moving on.
Working on this :D
Do u all aware that actually happiness can be very simple, maybe u just see something u like then u will feel happy for it whole day. Guess most of the time we are the one who make happiness run away :-p
Like what CK say Happiness is a choice
Hope everybody can find their own happiness. Cheer!!!
Thanks CK for this meaningful sharing with blowfish ;)
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Tear in the deep sea
Blowfish ex just add blowfish in his facebook. When blowfish saw his name really happy :D at last we are connected.....
But soon the happy feeling overtake by sad......
Once again blowfish experience the heart break feeling. One thing good swimming in the sea is when u cry all the tear will merge with the sea water and nobody will aware of that.
why blowfish sad??? suppose blowfish have no feeling for this stupid fish who swim away long2 ago.
Blowfish ex bf already get married. His wife is china gal. Why is china gal???
Blowfish still remember he start to act cool to blowfish after he back from china. Why tat time he don want to admit that he already have other gal in his heart but just blame blowfish for this unsuccessful relationship??? Blowfish really blaming ownself for >one year and even make a silly decision to punish ownself for those reason he gave. Everyday feel regret cox unable save this relationship on time never know that this relationship on risk. Still hoping he will swim back one day. Although all friend tell blowfish he wont back but blowfish still sturborn and keep on waiting.
What blowfish can say to him?? blowfish must act wise just say 祝福你.
He reply that 祝愿每天开开心心 but do he aware he already take away blowfish happiness???
Why when blowfish very motivated time he must come in and stab blowfish once again???
Blowfish really tot blowfish unable shed any tear but blowfish wrong......
his wife somemore come add blowfish. What she plan to do??? see how blowfish suffer?? or want to show blowfish that blowfish is the looser??
Feeling being betray everytime blowfish look at their pic+comment it like a knife stab on my heart.
Blowfish really feel thankful to the god to let blowfish know the truth and not continue left in regret. Although reality is always cruel but it better then let u stay in a dream. Dream that u create to protect yourself.
Now review back really not understand why blowfish always think ex is perfect. If view as 3rd party this guy is not handsome at all. guess blowfish really just look at passion but he really have passion??? blowfish don know guess in this round gamble blowfish really lost a lot but in return blowfish gain a valuable class. Still remember prior break he sms blowfish ask can we break for a while, can blowfish accept him back in future. Aiks think back this guy really selfish probably he in dilema don know his relationship with the china gal can work or not just want put blowfish as backup. Why blowfish still let ownself stay in suffer for one year???
Blowfish will protect ownself start now onwards wont let other hurt me anymore.
Dream damage, it time to wake up and move on. Like wat the song blowfish always listen it say that
Love is not everything for life
Blowfish will make sure blowfish is strong enuf after wake up tomorrow.
Blowfish, i will allow u to sad for only one day and expired by today 12AM.
Gambatte blowfish!!!
Should blowfish hate the china gal or the ex??? probably the answer is no, forgive ppl is the best way to make your life better :)
Look at the picture he really look xing fu in love with the china gal. What else blowfish can say.....
祝福你 this time blowfish spell this out from bottom heart
Blowfish know wat to do....
Just let it go
But soon the happy feeling overtake by sad......
Once again blowfish experience the heart break feeling. One thing good swimming in the sea is when u cry all the tear will merge with the sea water and nobody will aware of that.
why blowfish sad??? suppose blowfish have no feeling for this stupid fish who swim away long2 ago.
Blowfish ex bf already get married. His wife is china gal. Why is china gal???
Blowfish still remember he start to act cool to blowfish after he back from china. Why tat time he don want to admit that he already have other gal in his heart but just blame blowfish for this unsuccessful relationship??? Blowfish really blaming ownself for >one year and even make a silly decision to punish ownself for those reason he gave. Everyday feel regret cox unable save this relationship on time never know that this relationship on risk. Still hoping he will swim back one day. Although all friend tell blowfish he wont back but blowfish still sturborn and keep on waiting.
What blowfish can say to him?? blowfish must act wise just say 祝福你.
He reply that 祝愿每天开开心心 but do he aware he already take away blowfish happiness???
Why when blowfish very motivated time he must come in and stab blowfish once again???
Blowfish really tot blowfish unable shed any tear but blowfish wrong......
his wife somemore come add blowfish. What she plan to do??? see how blowfish suffer?? or want to show blowfish that blowfish is the looser??
Feeling being betray everytime blowfish look at their pic+comment it like a knife stab on my heart.
Blowfish really feel thankful to the god to let blowfish know the truth and not continue left in regret. Although reality is always cruel but it better then let u stay in a dream. Dream that u create to protect yourself.
Now review back really not understand why blowfish always think ex is perfect. If view as 3rd party this guy is not handsome at all. guess blowfish really just look at passion but he really have passion??? blowfish don know guess in this round gamble blowfish really lost a lot but in return blowfish gain a valuable class. Still remember prior break he sms blowfish ask can we break for a while, can blowfish accept him back in future. Aiks think back this guy really selfish probably he in dilema don know his relationship with the china gal can work or not just want put blowfish as backup. Why blowfish still let ownself stay in suffer for one year???
Blowfish will protect ownself start now onwards wont let other hurt me anymore.
Dream damage, it time to wake up and move on. Like wat the song blowfish always listen it say that
Love is not everything for life
Blowfish will make sure blowfish is strong enuf after wake up tomorrow.
Blowfish, i will allow u to sad for only one day and expired by today 12AM.
Gambatte blowfish!!!
Should blowfish hate the china gal or the ex??? probably the answer is no, forgive ppl is the best way to make your life better :)
Look at the picture he really look xing fu in love with the china gal. What else blowfish can say.....
祝福你 this time blowfish spell this out from bottom heart
Blowfish know wat to do....
Just let it go
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Motivation :D
This week blowfish feel so de-motivated swim alone in the sea.
hmmm... cannot continue like this else blowfish will start swim back to the past :-p
While driving to work, Blowfish will open one chinese song(please don ask blowfish wat the song title :-p Blowfish don know :-p)
The song will help to motivate blowfish......
Opening this song now(la!la!la!)
Some of the meaningful lyric (after translation)
When fail in something, it ok to feel sad but never give up. Dont waste time stay in regret of past. Dont always look at the past, limit yourself......
Must be someone who never mengaku kalah
Yea! this is the spirit Blowfish must have :D
When decide do something must accomplish it. If today cant achieve that we still have tomorrow. Never say Give UP
Really like this phrase. Whenever blowfish feel frustrated will start open this song, tell myself tat never give up = determination. Blowfish find tat most of time human feel hard to accomplish their own mission is due to self limitation. They will always think the finish point really far2 away from them but in actual if we set little milestone, each time reach milestone we will surround by happiness and this encourage us to continue the effort.
blowfish apply this when go hiking.
The final destination is quite far normally blowfish will feel want to give up when blowfish swim to the first pondok :-p (really no stamina la). Blowfish start put milestone divide the whole journey to 4pondok. when reach 1st pondok, blowfish will feel happy and start move to second pondok until blowfish reach the destination :D
Although hiking just a small example but blowfish believe if we able apply this to daily work. Success in the hand for sure :D
Blowfish just took a test in facebook about what is criteria for bf....
The result really match what blowfish think. Want to know what the result hik2.....
Let blowfish translate it and share it here.
What blowfish really care is not about now but in future. Thus blowfish set criteria for bf only have passion. Blowfish really think passion is a key point for one to success in life. probably now the person not yet success in life but if blowfish can see the person with passion blowfish still willing to work together with him swim to the target. Guess this wat we call investment.........
你很看重對方的「經濟能力」，不同的是你比較看重他（她）的「未來性」，就像是紅拂女夜奔李靖一樣，看對了就算沒錢你也會捲舖蓋馬上跟著跑人！
hmmm... cannot continue like this else blowfish will start swim back to the past :-p
While driving to work, Blowfish will open one chinese song(please don ask blowfish wat the song title :-p Blowfish don know :-p)
The song will help to motivate blowfish......
Opening this song now(la!la!la!)
Some of the meaningful lyric (after translation)
When fail in something, it ok to feel sad but never give up. Dont waste time stay in regret of past. Dont always look at the past, limit yourself......
Must be someone who never mengaku kalah
Yea! this is the spirit Blowfish must have :D
When decide do something must accomplish it. If today cant achieve that we still have tomorrow. Never say Give UP
Really like this phrase. Whenever blowfish feel frustrated will start open this song, tell myself tat never give up = determination. Blowfish find tat most of time human feel hard to accomplish their own mission is due to self limitation. They will always think the finish point really far2 away from them but in actual if we set little milestone, each time reach milestone we will surround by happiness and this encourage us to continue the effort.
blowfish apply this when go hiking.
The final destination is quite far normally blowfish will feel want to give up when blowfish swim to the first pondok :-p (really no stamina la). Blowfish start put milestone divide the whole journey to 4pondok. when reach 1st pondok, blowfish will feel happy and start move to second pondok until blowfish reach the destination :D
Although hiking just a small example but blowfish believe if we able apply this to daily work. Success in the hand for sure :D
Blowfish just took a test in facebook about what is criteria for bf....
The result really match what blowfish think. Want to know what the result hik2.....
Let blowfish translate it and share it here.
What blowfish really care is not about now but in future. Thus blowfish set criteria for bf only have passion. Blowfish really think passion is a key point for one to success in life. probably now the person not yet success in life but if blowfish can see the person with passion blowfish still willing to work together with him swim to the target. Guess this wat we call investment.........
你很看重對方的「經濟能力」，不同的是你比較看重他（她）的「未來性」，就像是紅拂女夜奔李靖一樣，看對了就算沒錢你也會捲舖蓋馬上跟著跑人！
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