New year first day :)

After waiting for so long at last new year reach d.
first thing to do after wake up on 1st day of new year for sure is to dress up nicely and then visit relative house our POR procedure.
This year PS have a get a yellow dress for 1st day of new year :)
First time PS make up during new year as PS have brought a lot make up stuff but never use it because PS not good in make up :-p
PS try many time drawing the eye liner still fail end up give up la just put eye shadow :-p really no skill need more improvement :)

After make up, next thing is to tie hair :)
PS just watch one movie recently the heroin hair so nice thus follow her style la :)
PS quite like this hairstyle :)

Make up, hair, dress already done next thing to do is just to put on all the bling2 such as earling, necklace......
At last PS is ready take some picture for memory then start moving to relative house.
wishing all ppl GONG XI GONG XI and get a lot2 ang pau hik2 now PS bag is full with ang pau d :)
later might join ppl gamble somemore hope PS have some luck here :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL :)

Birthday celebration for miss tour guide

Happy Birthday Miss tour guide : )
for those who know miss tour guide remember to send your wishes to her. Her birthday on 17Jan19xx :-p detail date please ask her :-p
Prior her birthday we already book her for dinner on 16Jan.

why not book her on 17Jan???
aiyo cannot la this important day we must left it to her BF to celebrate with her ma : )

Date : 16Jan
Time : 12sth PM
place : miss tour guide house

On friday, PS and miss tour guide both get half day leave : ) sure many ppl asking wat we do :)
make a guess.......
hehe if gal gather go out sure go shopping la what else :-p
Reach pg prangin mall by 1sthpm first thing to do is eat our lunch lo, we go PS favourite shop eat her favourite tom yam fish rice : )
POR place for meals if PS go to prangin mall (shop name : oasis)
After fill up our stomach, both of us start our shopping day : )
actually abit tension also as US already shop a lot now back to malaysia still continue the trend : (
After few hours both of us already get few bag on our hands :-p tension pun tension la buy first :-p

At 6PM, we start move to restaurant for birthday celebration.....
At first team tot want go to RIB but too bad the shop not open that day thus HS suggest to go for nyonya food (hot wok).
After place order we all wait for Mr KS see to arrive as usual PS still argue with him when meet.
Argue about what??? don know just argue :-p
After eat all the nice nyonya food, time to give birthday gal present hehe!!!
Guess what we had for her :-p(tips PS is the one who go buy the thing very embrassing o.... :-p)

teng!teng!
sexy sleeping wear :-p
when PS see KS so curious about what inside nearly laugh la at the same time YS request KS to open the present :-p
oh my god......
luckily KS din fully open it else haha :-p
After open the cover KS pass the present to YS to continue explore what inside when YS take out the present the ang mo next table all laugh :-p
Paiseh miss tour guide not purposely tease u one :-p

Next destination : RedBox
Both miss tour guide and PS always singing during travelling thus we already plan to go redbox to show our talent : )
once get the microphone then PS never let go d :-p really keng ko kam kok
We all sing non stop from 8-12 hehe.
Last song we sing sure is birthday song la ; )
Happy Birthday Miss tour guide, may your dream come true :)

Distance

What PS trying to share today?
Do u ever wondering why 2person will shout at each other when they get angry???

u know why???
1. Lost our "cool" and turn to "hot"
2. trying to convince ppl that we are right?
3. trying to express our feeling of not happy about other/something?
4. feel angry cox of the statement is correct but our heart dont want to admit the truth?
5. maybe cox of hormon fluctuation for a gals?
6. many more unknown reason.....

happen to read one article about this.....
Why we need to shout to each other eventhough the person is just next to us?

This is because when we are angry, our hearts drift apart. To mask the distance we felt, we instinctively shout instead of speak.
That why when both party is angry better just close the topic and discuss it later when our heart is close once again by that time all the person can easily get what the other half trying to tell.

Distance between heart is not measureable, but the sad thing is when the person sit beside u but yet both heart is apart.
How to eliminate distance??
PS think the only way is understanding, communication......
Both heart get apart when they have different perpective about something communication and calibration very important.
For sure u don want to talk to somebody who not understand u right?
But sometime arguement is good at least after argue both person can know each other better.

Recently PS and her best friend also always argue. Feel like PS best friend no more understand PS but yet he still think he understand PS well. PS try very hard to tell him this not what PS think but too bad now still at communication state.

Meaningful.....Love(part 2)

continue.......

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

Quite agree with this statement if u love somebody u should accept all part of your other half and not try to turn them into someone that is ideal for u else u will cause them suffer. The best lover is the one who will accept what ever u is but they will always communicate with u. 2way communication is very important to maintain a relationship. Holding hand grow up together : )

Love is not about 'it's your fault, but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you', but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'

Simple thing but different way deliver it will have different effect, instead of pointing finger find who wrong why don just admit that we are wrong sorry isnt so hard to say out : )
I'm right here probably a simple word but this make ppl feel warm. Make ppl feel that their heart is part at right place. probably just simple action such as be there for your other half when they facing difficulty maybe u just provide tissue or shoulder is enough for her. just be there for he/her when they need you :)
Understanding is also another important criteria, everybody have their own reason for doing something if u willing think from their side it not hard to understand why ppl behave like that. Dont always judge ppl from your own point of view.
At last we should feel thankful to god because let we meet all ppl, each ppl is unique we can learn
a lot thing from other.

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

Love is something that happen naturally, probably this feeling already happen but u still not realize it :-p
Love might hurts ppl but life is full with hope should not stop at point where u fall must learn how to stand up : )
Love is special when u give to someone that really know how to appreciate it and not to the wrong person (maybe not wrong person just somebody that not suitable)

Start learn how to love your parents before u really learn how to love somebody else : ) as they are the one who provide all love they have to us since we born.
Happy learning :-p

Meaningful.....love (part 1)

Today PS happen to read one meaningful article about love......

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.

The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

This phrase sound easy to understand.......

Heartbreaks is just a sad feeling but when we tune our mindset for sure one can overtake this kind of sadness.

But memory is the one trying to hold us to move on :-p so naughty.....

Think most ppl understand the theory but when facing heartbreaks they will still let the cut go deep.

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you lov e is unhappy with you.

If u love somebody do ensure that the person u love is life happily : ) although he/she not with u but as long they happy we should feel happy as well. No point keep the person who heart no more with u else both party will feel suffer. When everything is fade just wish your other half happiness, he/she just not the right one for u everything is fate :)

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

hmm quite correct, if u love somebody must let the other half know. Dont always assume that ppl will know what u think. Love hurts when someone breaks with u and u don know the reason everything in Xfiles but the real reason behind is not important anymore. Even u know the reason the end result is still the same why don just let go....

1st day in malaysia

Time like flying, PS already back to malaysia for few days di.
On the way back to malaysia PS really feel sad as PS have a lot fun time in US.
Whole journey back to malaysia PS spend time Zzzzzz :-p as the day before PS and miss tour guide never sleep chatting whole night thus once on flight sleep soundly.
At first PS and miss tour guide decide to celebrate new year and will order wine however once our head touch the seat cannot wake up di :-p only drink bloody mary.
first time PS drink bloody mary, nearly vomit as they put too much tomato sos inside ei yack trying very hard to finish half of it without vomit it out.
No more BLOODY MARY for PS :-p

Our flight reach PG by 9.30AM, Thanks EC kon for fetching PS from airport else PS sure dying there with 4 big bag :-p
Due to PS need to go to company on friday thus PS need to spend her new year in KM.
Dont know why some how PS not really like stay in KM when holiday thus PS plan to dress up nicely and go to butterworth for movie : ) don want to waste new year like that only.
Without further delay, PS heading to sunway carnival.
first day driving in malaysia PS already start #(@%&(
PS saw the parking place first and put signal di but one aunty just simply take it isss why so no manner one. PS stop there and look at the aunty for few minutes :-p but din do anything la just %##%#(@
After parking car, PS go to buy movie ticket. din have any idea watch which movie thus just simply buy BEDTIME STORY after pick place tat is consider nice(middle and far from screen) PS start having her lunch at noodles station. Kari mee is the first thing PS eat in malaysia somehow deep in heart PS really miss US live.

Movie time.......
First enter cinema, a group of youngster sit 3 seat away from PS. Feel weird watch movie alone start feel regret......
End up both side of PS is malay guy, PS sit in middle (omg :-p) but the movie is nice some part very funny.
After movie PS went back home really no fun go out alone. After back home continue Zzzzzz until miss tour guide call PS to get her belonging from PS.

Till now PS still miss US life, nowday PS really healthy always sleep <10.30PM and wake up at 7AM as PS house din have streamxy.
Blood pressure also back to normal (123,81) :) hmmm need to keep up this.

lower end of sinusoidal

From past one week PS going thru lower end of sinusoidal wave........

What happen???
1) meet an accident PS hit ppl car while parking at chicago fire restaurant folsom : (
That time PS very tired as everyday go for training from early morning till at >6PM thus when parking time not realize that PS so close to other car suddenly PS heard @#$%^ ops.......
First thing to do when PS realise PS hit ppl car sure run la(malaysia style :-p) but after think PS finally decide to drop a note to the owner to appologize and provide them PS car plat number and hertz contact so that they can claim the loss from hertz.
PS feel great as PS did the right thing.
If PS ran away that time sure PS will feel guilty now and will exprience nightmare.


2) Badge lost
Since WW49.5 PS lost badge till now still cant figure out where is the badge end up everyday go to work need to require for temporary badge : (
Let look at bright side at least one more ppl know PS : ) now the security can recognize PS di everytime saw PS, he will straight give temporary badge to PS :)
Still hope by DEC30 PS able to find badge else PS might need to submit form to get new badge and fine RM50 : (


3)Life mess up with new Test program implementation
Early this week PS have new Test program from folsom division, PS is very confident with the new TP end up data show that it din log some parameter correctly then only find out all the problem is caused by one stupid command in the TP grrrrr!!!! (-1)
Due to this incorrect datalog, PS need to instruct ppl stop running the lots : (
Luckily all PS counterpart is really good and understanding.

4)my expenses charge to wrong cost center
yesterday only find out that all the claim that PS done is charge to wrong cost center end up PS need to send mail notify boss as this ate up department budget : ( really feel sorry to PS boss
PS really don know that there is option to change the cost center :-p never done this before.
Luckily PS boss tell PS, he will excuse PS for this time but future PS need to be more careful about this.
phew!!!!

There is more and more minor bad luck PS go thru :-p
Luckily all of it no big impact else....... :-p
PS really need to say Thanks to Miss tour guide when PS feel down miss tour guide always know how to comfort PS and know how to cheer PS up.
Even though Miss tour guide din do anything but PS still can feel her support : )
Thanks Miss tour guide u are PS angel. muaakkk!!!!
Beside Miss tour guide, PS think PS best friend also help PS alot give PS alot speech till we both argue and start angry each other :-p but as usual after argue friend back la POR process : )
When PS think back all the incident, is it really bad luck or it cause by human???
End up PS just can get one conclusion.......
PS is big prawn head on and off will do something that is stupid :-p but all this full up every chapter of PS life : )