U jump i jump

Last weekend blowfish follow her friend go to a river side next to her apartment. We plan to go there picnic and some of friend even plan to play water there. But due to blowfish having allergy so blowfish doesnt plan for that.

While preparing food blowfish counterpart is there with a large pizza. Aiks pizza one of blowfish favourite eventhough blowfish always having stomach problem after eat it but when counterpart offer without think blowfish grab one and eat happily :p (blowfish just a tam ciak fish la :p).

After get everyone gather, we start moving to our desire destination. In order to get a better spot for picnic event, we need to walk around 1hours ++ go to upstream. Due to morning time, blowfish go gym for 35mins so leg really feel abit no energy somor need to walk under hot sun......
Luckily after 1hours 30mins we reach the spot that is quite nice. Nice in sense of water is clear, full of rock nice spot for picnic, less ppl provide a peaceful place for those ppl like us who doesnt plan to jump into the river. Peaceful in sense of sitting there closing your eye listen to the rythm of flowing water, feel the water flow by leg. Suddenly feel very relax. Due to some of the gang is lazy to go further so when we find this nice place we need to walk back 30mins to find them and bring them to this nice place. Blowfish and colleagues wife just sit there while their husband go bring the other half ppl to join for picnic.
Wait and wait ........
1hour pass. Blowfish start to feel boring, eye start to feel sore, stomach start to hungry, start to feel sleepy, start to worry is it they lost somewhere. At last the gang reach there and all of us start our lunch. Some of them cant wait to jump into the water, blowfish only can sit there see ppl playing around with her tired body. Thus blowfish find a place to lie down and try to have some rest as blowfish feel like going to have running nose+ eye sore really feel sick.

Suddenly one colleagues challenge blowfish, why rest there if blowfish jump to the river he will jump too. A bet on "i jump u jump" happen. Don know why without thinking blowfish straight jump into the river with her track suit and the left the guy in shock and he no choice and need to jump into the water (guess sure he get scold by wife after that :p)

Since get wet d, so just enjoy herself there but the water is really cold. Really hope can go home faster and rest but due to blowfish don want turn ppl down blowfish just soak in water and her eye is get better :D.

Around 5PM time to go home, YEAH........
The bad part is no towel, no cloth for change, need to walk 1hours ++ in this wet + heavy cloth in order to get into car =.=
A crazy day but don ask blowfish why as blowfish never think about it just jump that why blowfish colleague is say that blowfish is type of fish that do thing without think =p kind of correct. Is it good or bad ??? depend if do without thinking for those risky thing guess blowfish can die faster than usual =p for small thing guess no harm kua.

What i can do???

Suddenly feel like want to swim to a sea that doesnt have any other fish in there only have blowfish there. Today blowfish really piss off her best friend MR unagi. BLowfish know that unagi trying to help her editing her presentation but blowfish just show no mood when he explain to blowfish. End up piss him off.

Yes blowfish know it blowfish fault. But now blowfish more like blaming herself why never appreciate the opportunity she have. When morning time unagi told her what to change she spend whole afternoon thinking how to enhance the slide but yet blowfish really nothing much to talk on the presentation trying hard to squize something in feel stress, feel worse, feel down, feel doubt is it blowfish really want to submit this for unagi review sure will end up being say no effort again but if write something that blowfish don know later on stage blowfish will facing problem........
Struggle whole day end up decide just submit.

Waiting Unagi to online but scare to ping him scare he will say the presentation is worse and as per expected, the presentation is not meeting the requirement and unagi is calling blowfish to give her explanation. blowfish suddenly no mood and just say OK OK for all unagi comment and all this piss off unagi. Blowfish know it blowfish fault as unagi earn nothing helping blowfish edit yet still need to deal with blowfish no mood tone.

According to blowfish division, blowfish is fish that not good in detail, always might miss out some important point and blowfish agree. Blowfish always like to move fast end up will find error here and there and end up busy here and there fixing the shit create by ownself. Like in today presentation not the blowfish doenst check just blowfish miss detail again.......
When unagi point out blowfish heart say "ops" but don want to agree that it blowfish fault =.= blowfish tot blowfish already change but seem like blowfish still remain.

Yes now blowfish feel scare whether she will lost her best friend or not yet blowfish feel scare to IM him. Don know what to do.........

When Happiness = 100%

After storm there always sunny day really a true phrase to descibe life. Storm is the one who act as bad person to push a person to next step as it help a person to grow up, to think more wisely, to learn about something we call "life". Most ppl such as blowfish will tend to lost patient during this time. Most time blowfish lost patient due to scare blowfish will lost something due to the storm. End up blowfish like try to stop the sand from slip out from her hand, the harder she try the more sand she lost. Guess just open the hand let thing happen the way it need to be then blowfish can get happier. This the part blowfish trying very hard to learn as u know la let go easy to say but hard to do guess all ppl in this world have something that they don want to let go in certain extend.

Last week blowfish being going thru storm lot of thing screw up(as usual if bad thing happen it will happen in series and make blowfish lost her mind) plus in going to "sick" mode(due to the overnight pizza aiks no more overnight stuff) really push blowfish bad x1000 mood. Luckily blowfish have patient best friend to listen to all her complain :-p and also lotsa other friend that drop by send regards to blowfish somehow blowfish really feel warm and would like to express deep THANK YOU for all of u. Thanks for patient with blowfish during her emo time because of u all blowfish have the courage to swim thru the storm and doesnt feel that blowfish fighting the storm alone :D

Think blowfish feel stress as everyone that around her is couple2 suddenly really feel lonely, feel tired and wish to rest at some place yet blowfish doesnt have anything other than work, work and work. When work area full with shit then blowfish start to feel tension :-p Luckily today everything is start to trend to good side. The thing that bother blowfish being solved and blowfish really feel proud of herself, learn new thing and able to write pattern and decoder this push blowfish happiness to 100% :D
Blowfish Gambatte!!!

Camera

Nikon camera has been accompany blowfish for ages(>5years) recently the screen start to have black dot however it still perfectly doing it job snap a nice picture. All friend that see this ancient camera is laughing and wondering the black dot will appear in the picture or not :-p and blowfish need to explain2 and explain2 each time blowfish ask ppl help blowfish snap picture (this the part potong steam la).

Reason not to buy camera:
As u all know blowfish is kind of fish that like to keep all thing that meaningful for blowfish. Even this camera is aging d however blowfish still think it the best camera and picture took with it is best among other camera.Thus till now blowfish doesnt go for new camera.

What this camera means to blowfish???
This camera is 2006 birthday present and this the only thing that blowfish have now that still in good condition other than this all gone d. Sigh guess blowfish just frame this camera and put into museum easier :-p

Second reason, if want to buy might as well go for DSLR as now DSLR is the trend however DSLR is too bulky. Thus blowfish heart cant determine want to buy DSLR and take the trouble carry this big fella along when go travel or just go for the normal sa kua camera as price different by 1K. Sigh once again u all can see blowfish is a kind of fish that always cant decide what she want :-p

Third reason blowfish refuse to get new camera is blowfish not type of fish that like to snap picture of building or event but like to pose and being snap picture :-p thus having good camera but nobody help to snap picture doesnt serve the purpose as well :-p

hmmm, up to this point guess blowfish already have answer whether want to buy camera or not :-p Guess just wait till Nikon Camera officially burn out only blowfish will really go buy another camera. God please bless Nikon Camera long life........

Trip to San antonio

Blowfish just back from 2days 1night trip to san antonio. Really tired yet for this moment blowfish just refuse to dock to the bed to meet datuk chow(if got prince different story la sure hurry jump to the bed meet prince in my dream :-p)

From this trip blowfish not only spend a lot of $$$ but also let a lot of blood flow out(p/s not cox PMS la). Our trip to san antonio primary destination is to visit wildlife experience the real africa feel around us. When we first enter the wildlife park, we see a giraffe.Somehow the male and female giraffe is being seperated. The female giraffe is too busy eating her food and no time to bother us that trying to make noise to attract her. Male giraffe don seem like trying his best to impress the female giraffe however all the effort cant fight with the food temptation :-p really pity Mr giraffe. Due to our gang is eagerly want to take pic with Mr giraffe so they go and punch some leaf as bail to attract Mr giraffe and took picture with it and this strategy really successful but the whole process really funny.

Wildlife park : 16.50usd
After playing around with giraffe, we start our journey to experience the real wildlife inside car. While driving, a lot of animal on the roadside near to the car so that ppl can feed them. Blowfish trying to feed them as well. However blowfish too scare, when the long horn is near to blowfish blowfish start feel scare and try to close the window however brain is act away too fast than blowfish hand end up OUCHx1000 blowfish hand(previously trying to throw food to long horn) is stuck while window is cruely swap thru it =.=. If u ask blowfish is it pain, blowfish cant answer as her hand no more feel and she just feel that blood is flowing. Since blowfish din have anything with her to apply on the wound so just let it be since it already pain till no feel d. Sigh how to wash hair with 1finger injured that the Q flash thru blowfish head.
All the animal very cute but too bad blowfish cant enjoy it with this stupid bleeding finger. However blowfish still manage to snap some cute2 animal pic. The most funny animal is the donkey, they open their mouth big2 for u to throw in food into their mouth. Let blowfish share the pic once blowfish have it :-p

San antonio River Walk
Blowfish really like the atmosphere in River walk, feel very relax with the wind blow to our face. We have a boat ride and during that day there is fiesta time and we manage to see their parade. Nice event :D
Night time due to request from our MR president, we went to a PUB. Blowfish doesnt bring visa along with her end up need to show the ID from her country luckily the guy still let blowfish go in. The pub really full with ppl and have 3different kind of dance floor. Blowfish is too shy to join the gang thus just buy a beer stand aside enjoy herself suddenly feel want to get drunk let all the problem just go away but too bad blowfish not type of fish that can easily get drunk.
In such romantic city, guess really suitable for those couple but not blowfish.

Still got lotsa feeling want to share here but now is abit late d guess blowfish better go sleep and hope for better tomorrow.

Sick

Blowfish been to US for one month d, quite like US life everything is so easy + conveniet. As usual if blowfish too free, blowfish start to feel stress. Blowfish have lots of work however don know why blowfish just doesnt have mood to work or to move :( really hate this state. One voice in blowfish heart start to question blowfish and try to push her further.

After being push by heart blowfish start to force herself to list down a to do list at least can follow the list and clear all task one by one. The more blowfish listed down the more headache blowfish get :S.

1. Blowfish miss out a lot of detail such as check apartment when move in and report all the damage stuff, sigh blowfish doesnt do that and see several thing not in good condition crossing finger the apartment ppl is considered and wont simply charge blowfish.

2. US ppl required ppl who on relo like blowfish to submit all neccessary document for taxation purpose however till now blowfish doesnt receive any mail from them and from what blowfish understand from friend there is a long list to do. sigh what blowfish can do le other than waiting the person response on blowfish taxation status.

3. At work area, everything is good just blowfish not really like spend whole day reading document without any hands on. End up blowfish read and read, read and read, mood also getting down and down :S start worry for nothing. Worry for the product schedule, worry about future, worry about what next =.= gal really like wondering and end up in deep shit mode.

See gal really cannot let them too free till trigger them wondering end up sick.......
Sigh only one word blowfish can say about herself is padan muka :-p

Guess blowfish start to feel down is due to blowfish feel that herself always no stand always afraid that ppl will angry with blowfish end up choose to be follower and doesnt dare to raise the question in her mind. Unless that person really piss off blowfish else blowfish will keep quiet and follow what ppl say. Sigh trying to improve this but yet blowfish scare blowfish will make ppl angry so guess better stay alone happier.

Emotional day.....
Maybe cox blowfish start to miss her parent, start to miss malaysia, start to miss her far2 friend who know her well at least in front of them blowfish can be herself.
But life is about facing all thing alone right? Ppl can give opinion yet we the one make the choice.
After today, tomorrow will be better.

Gal vs Guy

Recently blowfish realize a lot thing about relationship as ppl around blowfish all come with family. This trigger blowfish to think a lot. Relationship is something that really need effort in maintain it, even u have deep feeling for the person but no proper way manage the relationship apparently everything not gonna work, if work also one party will be suffer.

As 3party blowfish really see thing more clear, some thought on the incident that happen around blowfish :D
Story 1: Husband need to lie to wife to avoid them from nagging.
One day we went to asian market but the husband doesnt tell the wife that he following us to asian market end up the guy really worry as we drag quite long somor go for dinner. The guy keep think of excuse what to tell the wife.

Hmm, sometime blowfish really think gal is the one who causing the guy din dare to tell the truth as when they tell the truth time what they get just nonstop nagging and they somor need to think way to make u happy.

Story 2: If there is love even imperfect become perfect in the eye of love one.
When blowfish travel with one couple to Dallas, the husband suddenly make emergency turn end up the gal keep on nagging on this in front of us and the guy just keep quiet let the gal scolding him. Suddenly blowfish feel pity with the guy. From morning till night if got chance the gal will tease the guy on this item and the way she say more like scolding =.= blowfish just pretend sleeping there :-p

Blowfish really salute the couple as the guy can withstand the gal nagging him from whole day somor in front of his friend somor, think this guy really like this gal but isn't quite suffer if continue like this long term :-p so blowfish think the phrase that "in eye of love one imperfect is just nice for them"

Don know why more and more blowfish look around, blowfish really think sometime gal really make the guy too tired. Trying to be a understanding gal if can this is the good way to help maintain good relationship don make until the guy is too tired.