Sunday, April 25, 2010

Trip to San antonio

Blowfish just back from 2days 1night trip to san antonio. Really tired yet for this moment blowfish just refuse to dock to the bed to meet datuk chow(if got prince different story la sure hurry jump to the bed meet prince in my dream :-p)

From this trip blowfish not only spend a lot of $$$ but also let a lot of blood flow out(p/s not cox PMS la). Our trip to san antonio primary destination is to visit wildlife experience the real africa feel around us. When we first enter the wildlife park, we see a giraffe.Somehow the male and female giraffe is being seperated. The female giraffe is too busy eating her food and no time to bother us that trying to make noise to attract her. Male giraffe don seem like trying his best to impress the female giraffe however all the effort cant fight with the food temptation :-p really pity Mr giraffe. Due to our gang is eagerly want to take pic with Mr giraffe so they go and punch some leaf as bail to attract Mr giraffe and took picture with it and this strategy really successful but the whole process really funny.

Wildlife park : 16.50usd
After playing around with giraffe, we start our journey to experience the real wildlife inside car. While driving, a lot of animal on the roadside near to the car so that ppl can feed them. Blowfish trying to feed them as well. However blowfish too scare, when the long horn is near to blowfish blowfish start feel scare and try to close the window however brain is act away too fast than blowfish hand end up OUCHx1000 blowfish hand(previously trying to throw food to long horn) is stuck while window is cruely swap thru it =.=. If u ask blowfish is it pain, blowfish cant answer as her hand no more feel and she just feel that blood is flowing. Since blowfish din have anything with her to apply on the wound so just let it be since it already pain till no feel d. Sigh how to wash hair with 1finger injured that the Q flash thru blowfish head.
All the animal very cute but too bad blowfish cant enjoy it with this stupid bleeding finger. However blowfish still manage to snap some cute2 animal pic. The most funny animal is the donkey, they open their mouth big2 for u to throw in food into their mouth. Let blowfish share the pic once blowfish have it :-p

San antonio River Walk
Blowfish really like the atmosphere in River walk, feel very relax with the wind blow to our face. We have a boat ride and during that day there is fiesta time and we manage to see their parade. Nice event :D
Night time due to request from our MR president, we went to a PUB. Blowfish doesnt bring visa along with her end up need to show the ID from her country luckily the guy still let blowfish go in. The pub really full with ppl and have 3different kind of dance floor. Blowfish is too shy to join the gang thus just buy a beer stand aside enjoy herself suddenly feel want to get drunk let all the problem just go away but too bad blowfish not type of fish that can easily get drunk.
In such romantic city, guess really suitable for those couple but not blowfish.

Still got lotsa feeling want to share here but now is abit late d guess blowfish better go sleep and hope for better tomorrow.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Sick

Blowfish been to US for one month d, quite like US life everything is so easy + conveniet. As usual if blowfish too free, blowfish start to feel stress. Blowfish have lots of work however don know why blowfish just doesnt have mood to work or to move :( really hate this state. One voice in blowfish heart start to question blowfish and try to push her further.

After being push by heart blowfish start to force herself to list down a to do list at least can follow the list and clear all task one by one. The more blowfish listed down the more headache blowfish get :S.

1. Blowfish miss out a lot of detail such as check apartment when move in and report all the damage stuff, sigh blowfish doesnt do that and see several thing not in good condition crossing finger the apartment ppl is considered and wont simply charge blowfish.

2. US ppl required ppl who on relo like blowfish to submit all neccessary document for taxation purpose however till now blowfish doesnt receive any mail from them and from what blowfish understand from friend there is a long list to do. sigh what blowfish can do le other than waiting the person response on blowfish taxation status.

3. At work area, everything is good just blowfish not really like spend whole day reading document without any hands on. End up blowfish read and read, read and read, mood also getting down and down :S start worry for nothing. Worry for the product schedule, worry about future, worry about what next =.= gal really like wondering and end up in deep shit mode.

See gal really cannot let them too free till trigger them wondering end up sick.......
Sigh only one word blowfish can say about herself is padan muka :-p

Guess blowfish start to feel down is due to blowfish feel that herself always no stand always afraid that ppl will angry with blowfish end up choose to be follower and doesnt dare to raise the question in her mind. Unless that person really piss off blowfish else blowfish will keep quiet and follow what ppl say. Sigh trying to improve this but yet blowfish scare blowfish will make ppl angry so guess better stay alone happier.

Emotional day.....
Maybe cox blowfish start to miss her parent, start to miss malaysia, start to miss her far2 friend who know her well at least in front of them blowfish can be herself.
But life is about facing all thing alone right? Ppl can give opinion yet we the one make the choice.
After today, tomorrow will be better.

Monday, April 5, 2010

Gal vs Guy

Recently blowfish realize a lot thing about relationship as ppl around blowfish all come with family. This trigger blowfish to think a lot. Relationship is something that really need effort in maintain it, even u have deep feeling for the person but no proper way manage the relationship apparently everything not gonna work, if work also one party will be suffer.

As 3party blowfish really see thing more clear, some thought on the incident that happen around blowfish :D
Story 1: Husband need to lie to wife to avoid them from nagging.
One day we went to asian market but the husband doesnt tell the wife that he following us to asian market end up the guy really worry as we drag quite long somor go for dinner. The guy keep think of excuse what to tell the wife.

Hmm, sometime blowfish really think gal is the one who causing the guy din dare to tell the truth as when they tell the truth time what they get just nonstop nagging and they somor need to think way to make u happy.

Story 2: If there is love even imperfect become perfect in the eye of love one.
When blowfish travel with one couple to Dallas, the husband suddenly make emergency turn end up the gal keep on nagging on this in front of us and the guy just keep quiet let the gal scolding him. Suddenly blowfish feel pity with the guy. From morning till night if got chance the gal will tease the guy on this item and the way she say more like scolding =.= blowfish just pretend sleeping there :-p

Blowfish really salute the couple as the guy can withstand the gal nagging him from whole day somor in front of his friend somor, think this guy really like this gal but isn't quite suffer if continue like this long term :-p so blowfish think the phrase that "in eye of love one imperfect is just nice for them"

Don know why more and more blowfish look around, blowfish really think sometime gal really make the guy too tired. Trying to be a understanding gal if can this is the good way to help maintain good relationship don make until the guy is too tired.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Junior

Yesterday blowfish planning to jump to bed before 11PM so by 10.15PM she already start to say 99 to all her dearest friend and prepare her mood to zzzzz and play chess with datuk chow. U know la quality sleep will contribute to beauty and help u stay young :-p eventhough all ppl know this but yet we always think time is not enough rather sacrify our sleeping time to do some other stuff like surfing net, chit chat, watch movie.......

ops..... runaway from main story line pula :-p
Once blowfish dock to the bed, ring!ring!ring! phone ringing =.= who calling blowfish at this time aiks $%#@ no choice so blowfish jump from her bed run to kitchen and pick up the phone tot her Kulim friend calling her. Once pick up the phone, the guy from other side speak english(eh this sure not her kulim friend else sure talk chinese one) guess who call blowfish???

Somehow blowfish have 6sense that her uni junior call her and bingo she get it right :-p(so proud with her 6sense :-p). Blowfish junior is currently studying PHD in university texas. Blowfish count2 >8years blowfish never in contact with this junior till recently he come and add blowfish in facebook and happen to know that he also studying in texas. Ting!!! chance for free tour guide this is what flash thru blowfish mind hiak2.

Last week by right her junior should come and meet her for gathering however due to blowfish doing her shopping in outlet so blowfish doesnt see his message luckily he never get angry with blowfish :-p

Chit chat2 thru phone happily as free air time(so good la this system), talking current life, Uni life, gossip junior news, talking US stuff while talking time pass and blowfish eye is getting heavier and once blowfish see the watch OH NO 12.30AM d aiks blowfish miss her sleeping time again. Junior offer to bring blowfish around this week but once again blowfish have activities with Kulim folks :-p hopefully junior don mind :-p

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

我很好那么你呢???

忽然在飞机上听着cindy的歌就好想动笔,好想纪录些什么,好想捕错捉那已失去的那一个人,那一个人的好,那一个人的身影。人说时间可以让一切事情冲淡但为何我还是觉得那人是无可取代的,虽然过了好久好久但这一部分的记忆让我时常想起。虽然心有想念,好想再联络他,想问他过得好吗?和另一个她过得幸福吗?奈何我什么也不能做因为不打扰是我选择祝福他的方式,也是我唯一可以做的不是吗?
离开我要比从前快乐。


好奇怪,我时常觉得世上没有第二个他适合我。现在的人谈恋爱都讲究“快”真的看不到他们的真心(但之前我真的看到吗?之少我是这样觉得)。我这个人就是这样都喜欢被先入为主的感觉主宰。好想就此放弃记忆中的他,好想找个可以照顾我的人可我害怕结果还是一样,害怕被伤害的我就此停留在原地默默期望属于我的他出现。

停在原地的我把自己锁在死角里,我在想若我遇到了不错的人选我想我该试着去接受。 因为我觉得在寻寻觅觅中我们最想得到的就是一个陪我们走的人,一个当你累了抱你,聆听你的心声的人,然而我准备好了吗?我不懂。。。

属于我的幸福是否在不远处???

Austin life = Cooking life

Nowday blowfish life is pretty occupied compare when she in her little sea far2 in kulim. In US, blowfish no time go gym as the weather + bed here is super nice every morning blowfish is trying very hard to wake up. Even alarm being set to 7AM but end up the poor phone need to keep ringing for N time till 8AM only blowfish force herself wake up. If that is weekend then deng blowfish will sleep till the sunray say hi to blowfish :-p

Everyday blowfish will need to go work and do debug work in lab. Guess the worse thing work in lab is that we cant drink water when needed and need to come out from lab at level 2 go to level 4 cube and get few sip of water. Aiks guess work in this company too long influence by it culture: complain.....

Everyday blowfish will try to go home before 6.30PM so that blowfish have enough time to cook. From preparing, cooking, cleaning blowfish need at least one hours. Blowfish is kind of fish quite particular in food. If u ask blowfish to only have one dishes with rice blowfish rather choose to skip meals :-p end up everyday blowfish need to cook at least 3dishes for herself =.= haiz.

Today blowfish back to home by 6PM and start her cooking. blowfish have lotus soup, stim egg and also fried luncheon meat. The soup taste good, the egg stim perfectly suddenly blowfish feel so happy, enjoy her dinner :D
Think blowfish like cooking as she can plan what to cook, how to cook however she really don like the cleaning work and the oily feel luckily here not hot weather else she will out of mind again :-p

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Piss off

Blowfish is kind of easy piss off fish as she doesnt have patient however she try her best to change this attitude and give more patient to thing that happen around her. But too bad no matter how good blowfish try to be blowfish still fail. Early2 morning see one stupid ppl(sorry blowfish try to behave but reallly out of mind now :-p) come and kind of criticize blowfish. Not that blowfish cant accept ppl comment just the comment he make doesnt make sense and sound like he just want to scold blowfish for fun.

Conversation in blowfish facebook.......
Blowfish : aiks bring camera but never bring data cable how to transfer picture la :(
Blowfish friend : bla..... bla....... (telling blowfish how to solve this and we basically talking crap there :-p u know la gal always like to complain eventhough they know what to do)

Out of sudden..... One stupid guy which is blowfish landlord come in and comment this:
Landlord: Echo Mark's comment: Exactly, just a cable, how much would that cost you? Do you have to make a mountain out of a molehill? If really so poor, don't even have money to buy a cable, then just come back. Don't spoil Asian people reputation there.

Blowfish wondering, she so far away from rental house how she step her landlord tail??? why he reply in so sarcastic way?
Deng!!!! This really spoil blowfish mood to the max as blowfish feel that blowfish is innocent facebook is for ppl to go there relax talk crap with friend. Why landlord need to take it so serious? if he really don like blowfish post he can just ignore it instead of reading it.

So once reach home and see blowfish friend online, asking her to help reply this rude ppl post and blowfish really feel proud of her friend by looking the way she reply really high EQ :D nice and straight to the point.

Blowfish friend : hey everyone, just take a chill pill. what has a camera cable got anythin to do with Asian reputation and being poor? thats a harsh accusation... relax la...

Eventhough blowfish sound not mature in handling this but who care....
Don forget blowfish is from scorpion horoscope don ever piss her off else better watch out :-p(always sound fierce like tiger but in actual like a cat not even dare to reply blowfish landlord comment need to ask her friend to help her)


For final solution, blowfish block him from see all blowfish status update hopefully he wont be so free come and comment blowfish facebook again. All this make blowfish feel down, wondering is it landlord really hate blowfish, is it blowfish need to move, what blowfish do till landlord hate her so much?(sigh, feel unlucky for the person who need to face this kind of moody ppl, eventhough blowfish sometime moody but blowfish wont ever go offence ppl :-p)
Again blowfish feel lucky as there is friend to listen to her complain and help her whenever need, ouch so nice have this kind of secure feel :D

Final Question blowfish want to ask: if a dog bark at you, will u bark back???