一天天重复的生活
一天一天忙碌着
熟悉的 陌生的 都会擦肩而过
一天天寻寻觅觅着
一天一天等待着
属于我
属于我 很简单的快乐
该不该那么执着
这一份爱怎样才能寄托
习惯了这样的寂寞
习惯了这样的生活
我期待一个人 能够保护我
我期待一个人 能和我分享快乐
属于我们的 寂寞的快乐 ...
Disclaimer: this is lyric from one song which i think quite nice thus would like to share with u all.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
random thought
Several thing blowfish think of update. At first think want to write in chinese but too lazy to sit in front of laptop ping yin all the word and disturbing friend to help blowfish guess what word blowfish want to write and help blowfish ping yin it so think write in english still the fastest solution :-p
LOVE
If u think blowfish will write about ex again then u are wrong :-p, after talking about ex for so long time, it time to let story end la. Last weekend blowfish just take out all the letter and burn it, when burn the letter blowfish doesnt feel anything thought blowfish suppose to feel sad or sheed some tear but blowfish burn all the love evident just like tat :D
No heartbreak feel, No tear come out, No shaking hand when throw the letter to burn :-p
Sure all wondering why blowfish suddenly got courage to burn it???
Blowfish just think if keeping all the letter will hold u back then why keep it although in future u look back all this letter u will laugh but still blowfish think way to forget one thing is just eliminate it from your life :D
=.= blowfish thought u say u don want talk about ex anymore :-p why still talk long2 here???
The title love here actually refer to mother love. Recently really touch by mom. Can feel her deep2 love for her children.
Mom: Now i got nothing to worry except u, please take care yourself really sad see u suffer for allergy.
Blowfish: (Deep in heart blowfish feel warm can see mom really feel worry for blowfish. Aiks blowfish promise will try control the diet and make herself healthy)
Guess mom really worry blowfish feel stress, she sponsor blowfish to fix car, every weekend also got extra money :D Mom don worry la, blowfish din feel stress. It time for blowfish to learn how to control the cash flow.
Dont worry mom, your little gal is independent enough to withstand all the storm, even fall down she will able to stand up again. This the blowfish spirit: Never give UP!!!
Love u mom hope that blowfish can make u feel happy and don feel worry for blowfish, blowfish will take a good care of herself.
Thanks for all the love that u gave blowfish. Blowfish feel greatful for having u beside blowfish :D
*** Seriously think this entry should write in chinese so that can better describe the feeling deep inside blowfish heart.
Birthday celebration
Many ppl asking blowfish what she do during birthday???
Typically she doesnt do anything just go for lunch with colleagues and go dinner with best friend.
Get lotsa wishes from friend at facebook, email.
Dont know why blowfish not really like her birthday cox every year her wishes never come true even though the wishes just a simple one.
Luckily this year no birthday cake for blowfish so she don need make a wish :D
Thanks everyone for the lovely wishes.
Marathon
PG marathon event is held this weekend, Blowfish really hope can finish the journey in specific time and get cert for it. A series of training being done, jogging for one hour (end up walk like zombie :-p) , badminton, hiking + gym. Hope with all this training, blowfish stamina is enough to keep her running for 3hours. Cross finger blowfish can finish the run.
Thinking of marathon is fun however there are some minor techical issue :-p
Registration start at 2.45AM, bridge close by 12AM. If blowfish drive to PG by 11PM, where blowfish should go lepak to wait for the event???Feel reluctant to go disturb friend make them awake in midnight =.= still thinking.........
Luckily blowfish have nice division that offer blowfish to camp at his house :D
Problem solve, PG bridge Blowfish coming :D
KID
please don mistaken this as Kids aka children. KID here refer to kulim innovation day. Blowfish paper being selected for presentation. Last year blowfish paper buta2 win first price hoping this year same thing will happen but looking at the other paper title all sound like so xxxx how to fight la. Just try her best la. Blowfish got advantage also as got support from her best friend :D which really help her a lot in term of giving blowfish idea how to write good presentation, give blowfish motivation :D Thanks really appreciate it.
Wish blowfish good luck for this KID event :D
Feeling
Still happy swimming alone in the sea with her fish friend. Guess blowfish is kind of fish that suitable swim alone. She can enjoy the sweet time :D
However in order to keep blowfish from feel lonely guess blowfish need to set new target or dream for herself to busy with.
Hmm dream, this the tuff part. Blowfish really dont know what she want to achieve........
Let blowfish think2 tonight.
Life is wonderful let appreciate every moment we have. Eventhough we might suffering now but blowfish strongly believe after taste the bitter everyone will taste the sweet part of life also.
LOVE
If u think blowfish will write about ex again then u are wrong :-p, after talking about ex for so long time, it time to let story end la. Last weekend blowfish just take out all the letter and burn it, when burn the letter blowfish doesnt feel anything thought blowfish suppose to feel sad or sheed some tear but blowfish burn all the love evident just like tat :D
No heartbreak feel, No tear come out, No shaking hand when throw the letter to burn :-p
Sure all wondering why blowfish suddenly got courage to burn it???
Blowfish just think if keeping all the letter will hold u back then why keep it although in future u look back all this letter u will laugh but still blowfish think way to forget one thing is just eliminate it from your life :D
=.= blowfish thought u say u don want talk about ex anymore :-p why still talk long2 here???
The title love here actually refer to mother love. Recently really touch by mom. Can feel her deep2 love for her children.
Mom: Now i got nothing to worry except u, please take care yourself really sad see u suffer for allergy.
Blowfish: (Deep in heart blowfish feel warm can see mom really feel worry for blowfish. Aiks blowfish promise will try control the diet and make herself healthy)
Guess mom really worry blowfish feel stress, she sponsor blowfish to fix car, every weekend also got extra money :D Mom don worry la, blowfish din feel stress. It time for blowfish to learn how to control the cash flow.
Dont worry mom, your little gal is independent enough to withstand all the storm, even fall down she will able to stand up again. This the blowfish spirit: Never give UP!!!
Love u mom hope that blowfish can make u feel happy and don feel worry for blowfish, blowfish will take a good care of herself.
Thanks for all the love that u gave blowfish. Blowfish feel greatful for having u beside blowfish :D
*** Seriously think this entry should write in chinese so that can better describe the feeling deep inside blowfish heart.
Birthday celebration
Many ppl asking blowfish what she do during birthday???
Typically she doesnt do anything just go for lunch with colleagues and go dinner with best friend.
Get lotsa wishes from friend at facebook, email.
Dont know why blowfish not really like her birthday cox every year her wishes never come true even though the wishes just a simple one.
Luckily this year no birthday cake for blowfish so she don need make a wish :D
Thanks everyone for the lovely wishes.
Marathon
PG marathon event is held this weekend, Blowfish really hope can finish the journey in specific time and get cert for it. A series of training being done, jogging for one hour (end up walk like zombie :-p) , badminton, hiking + gym. Hope with all this training, blowfish stamina is enough to keep her running for 3hours. Cross finger blowfish can finish the run.
Thinking of marathon is fun however there are some minor techical issue :-p
Registration start at 2.45AM, bridge close by 12AM. If blowfish drive to PG by 11PM, where blowfish should go lepak to wait for the event???Feel reluctant to go disturb friend make them awake in midnight =.= still thinking.........
Luckily blowfish have nice division that offer blowfish to camp at his house :D
Problem solve, PG bridge Blowfish coming :D
KID
please don mistaken this as Kids aka children. KID here refer to kulim innovation day. Blowfish paper being selected for presentation. Last year blowfish paper buta2 win first price hoping this year same thing will happen but looking at the other paper title all sound like so xxxx how to fight la. Just try her best la. Blowfish got advantage also as got support from her best friend :D which really help her a lot in term of giving blowfish idea how to write good presentation, give blowfish motivation :D Thanks really appreciate it.
Wish blowfish good luck for this KID event :D
Feeling
Still happy swimming alone in the sea with her fish friend. Guess blowfish is kind of fish that suitable swim alone. She can enjoy the sweet time :D
However in order to keep blowfish from feel lonely guess blowfish need to set new target or dream for herself to busy with.
Hmm dream, this the tuff part. Blowfish really dont know what she want to achieve........
Let blowfish think2 tonight.
Life is wonderful let appreciate every moment we have. Eventhough we might suffering now but blowfish strongly believe after taste the bitter everyone will taste the sweet part of life also.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
想哭
忽然好想好好的哭一场，把不好的都哭走。
奈何当人越来越老眼泪就好像结冻了，心中的痛加上身上的痛真的让我好想放弃。
敏感再次侵袭我，眼看皮肤越来越严重心情无比的躁急，心中默默的祈求上天或任何可以解救我的力量把我从这恶梦中救醒。
我不在意那些疤痕只求敏感有一天远离我。
我不在乎那药有多苦只求它能帮我清除血的敏感。
上一世的我一定做了好多坏事不然为何这一世的我永无此境的受苦。
心开始觉得心灰意冷，好想自暴自弃，好想。。。。。
真的觉得自己好像白老鼠在尝试不同的药物，现在的我已久病成医，药物的名称已了如此掌但没一样可以永久把敏感从我的生命赶走。
每当妈妈看到我的皮肤都皱眉头外加摇头，妈说若有选择她愿意以我交换皮肤，心中暖暖的。 这就所谓的爱吧！！！
这句话好熟悉仿佛在这前已有人对我说这一番话。
下星期又要打针了，嗨没法啦皮肤真的好严重了也为了让妈妈放心，纵然心中不是很想这样做，打完后必定发胖。心中真的好无奈呀！！！
哭也哭了，泪也干了，心也冷了，但这一却可以换回些什么呢？？？
放弃了又能怎样呢？？？
好想再和命运斗下去不任输，就允许自己颓废一个晚上吧！！！ 明天会更好不是吗？？？
奈何当人越来越老眼泪就好像结冻了，心中的痛加上身上的痛真的让我好想放弃。
敏感再次侵袭我，眼看皮肤越来越严重心情无比的躁急，心中默默的祈求上天或任何可以解救我的力量把我从这恶梦中救醒。
我不在意那些疤痕只求敏感有一天远离我。
我不在乎那药有多苦只求它能帮我清除血的敏感。
上一世的我一定做了好多坏事不然为何这一世的我永无此境的受苦。
心开始觉得心灰意冷，好想自暴自弃，好想。。。。。
真的觉得自己好像白老鼠在尝试不同的药物，现在的我已久病成医，药物的名称已了如此掌但没一样可以永久把敏感从我的生命赶走。
每当妈妈看到我的皮肤都皱眉头外加摇头，妈说若有选择她愿意以我交换皮肤，心中暖暖的。 这就所谓的爱吧！！！
这句话好熟悉仿佛在这前已有人对我说这一番话。
下星期又要打针了，嗨没法啦皮肤真的好严重了也为了让妈妈放心，纵然心中不是很想这样做，打完后必定发胖。心中真的好无奈呀！！！
哭也哭了，泪也干了，心也冷了，但这一却可以换回些什么呢？？？
放弃了又能怎样呢？？？
好想再和命运斗下去不任输，就允许自己颓废一个晚上吧！！！ 明天会更好不是吗？？？
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Present from bf(best friend)
Blowfish best friend just back from vacation, he bring blowfish souvenir that really meaningful for blowfish.Why meaningful???
1. Blowfish keychain
got 2 fish in the key chain small fish inside the big fish
Look at the keychain really look like blowfish. Really like the key chain as it represent blowfish and blowfish sure BF buy this cox of this reason as well.
2. Elephant statue
According to best friend if the elephant touch your head they will bring luck for u. Think he really know blowfish no luck thus buy this statue for blowfish to help her in this area :D in this statue got 2 elephant inside as well, Yes luck x2 :D sure blowfish will start see light tomorrow issue all solve by itself.
Best friend say that he let the elephant touch his head and end up today he win prizes so regret cox never give him blowfish picture to let the elephant touch else today blowfish will be the lucky draw winner.
Or blowfish should blame her best friend as never bring the elephant statue for her.
3. Don know how to name this item :-p typically it is a vase whereby u can put candle in :D
Thanks best friend for not forget blowfish while travelling :D
Anxious night
Dont know why today blowfish heart beat seem like abnormal keep on beat fast. If this cox she meet her prince then still OK at least blowfish meet her right one but too bad this not the case. Blowfish just feel worry about everyting aiks hormon get in balance again :-p.
Since last weekend, blowfish encounter a lot issue after blowfish keep on complain boring :-p think law of attraction really exist. By friday issue start say hi to blowfish =.=
Why friday !!!! Weekend Spoil.........
Throughout the weekend, blowfish bring phone with her. If the phone is away from her, she start get uneasy :-p really afraid if there is ppl call her to escalate issue.
Heartbeat increase.............
The angry part is the problem is not cause by blowfish but cox by stupid system. Everything is good before the new thing implement to blowfish operation after the thing implement blowfish in deep shit.
Everyday help ppl sweep the shit, feel frustrated but must maintain cool as blowfish really don want to spoil good relationship with partner. This really request high EQ.
Phew!!! luckily till now blowfish still able to control herself from blow up.
Thinking of effective confrontation, thinking of solution of issue, thinking of many2 thing......
Hope tonight not a sleepless night else office will have one panda tomorrow don need go zoo also can see panda :-p
Since last weekend, blowfish encounter a lot issue after blowfish keep on complain boring :-p think law of attraction really exist. By friday issue start say hi to blowfish =.=
Why friday !!!! Weekend Spoil.........
Throughout the weekend, blowfish bring phone with her. If the phone is away from her, she start get uneasy :-p really afraid if there is ppl call her to escalate issue.
Heartbeat increase.............
The angry part is the problem is not cause by blowfish but cox by stupid system. Everything is good before the new thing implement to blowfish operation after the thing implement blowfish in deep shit.
Everyday help ppl sweep the shit, feel frustrated but must maintain cool as blowfish really don want to spoil good relationship with partner. This really request high EQ.
Phew!!! luckily till now blowfish still able to control herself from blow up.
Thinking of effective confrontation, thinking of solution of issue, thinking of many2 thing......
Hope tonight not a sleepless night else office will have one panda tomorrow don need go zoo also can see panda :-p
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Bet of the day
After blowfish get free MCD yesterday, her friend come and ask for second bet :-p think he still cant accept the fact bluff by blowfish :-p
To be fair, blowfish let him place the bet item :D else all other friend say blowfish naughty go bully ppl :-p
Blowfish:" TQ for your MCD :D"
Friend:" want another bet???"
Blowfish:"Can2, what u want to bet today??? blowfish got bring wallet today to be fair let u place the bet criteria la :-p later say blowfish bluff you to treat me MCD susah :-p"
Friend:"Emm, want to bet who got more money in wallet??? else can bet who got more coin in wallet"
Blowfish:"Emm don want bet for coin cox blowfish wallet is full with coin sure lose la like tat :-p"
Friend:"ok let put this way, if now your wallet got new RM50 limited edition then u get one free meal, what meal u decide"
Blowfish:"huh really :D, new RM50 blowfish have la. But got limited edition one meh??"
Friend:" ya la, the one with merdeka logo at right hand corner and state RM50 there, i give u one week time go find and snap the RM50 with your face inside send to me then u can claim for your meal"
Blowfish:"I tot only got 2 type of RM50, one is old one, another one is new one la. Blowfish never aware wat is the picture on the money le. Let me go search"
Blowfish start to ask around and try to make sure whether the money that her friend ask for exist before she agree with the bet ( u know la gal always want win one :-p).
After ask around nobody really sure about the picture on the new RM50 :-p
Since not sure thus blowfish decline today bet with her friend :-p
Blowfish go for badminton, during dinner time blowfish succesfully exchange new RM50 with miss tour guide and find that the RM50 picture is showing merdeka logo where by u will see tunku abdul rahman shouting "merdeka!merdeka!"
After back to home, she quickly ping her friend and proudly show him the RM50 that they bet previously :-p but too bad no more free meal for today since blowfish decline this offer previously :S
Thanks friend for enlight blowfish day :-p now blowfish know how new RM50 look like. Don worry tomorrow blowfish turn to open for bet, blowfish will think a good bet and win another MCD from u.
Any idea what blowfish can bet with her friend and she sure win one???
To be fair, blowfish let him place the bet item :D else all other friend say blowfish naughty go bully ppl :-p
Blowfish:" TQ for your MCD :D"
Friend:" want another bet???"
Blowfish:"Can2, what u want to bet today??? blowfish got bring wallet today to be fair let u place the bet criteria la :-p later say blowfish bluff you to treat me MCD susah :-p"
Friend:"Emm, want to bet who got more money in wallet??? else can bet who got more coin in wallet"
Blowfish:"Emm don want bet for coin cox blowfish wallet is full with coin sure lose la like tat :-p"
Friend:"ok let put this way, if now your wallet got new RM50 limited edition then u get one free meal, what meal u decide"
Blowfish:"huh really :D, new RM50 blowfish have la. But got limited edition one meh??"
Friend:" ya la, the one with merdeka logo at right hand corner and state RM50 there, i give u one week time go find and snap the RM50 with your face inside send to me then u can claim for your meal"
Blowfish:"I tot only got 2 type of RM50, one is old one, another one is new one la. Blowfish never aware wat is the picture on the money le. Let me go search"
Blowfish start to ask around and try to make sure whether the money that her friend ask for exist before she agree with the bet ( u know la gal always want win one :-p).
After ask around nobody really sure about the picture on the new RM50 :-p
Since not sure thus blowfish decline today bet with her friend :-p
Blowfish go for badminton, during dinner time blowfish succesfully exchange new RM50 with miss tour guide and find that the RM50 picture is showing merdeka logo where by u will see tunku abdul rahman shouting "merdeka!merdeka!"
After back to home, she quickly ping her friend and proudly show him the RM50 that they bet previously :-p but too bad no more free meal for today since blowfish decline this offer previously :S
Thanks friend for enlight blowfish day :-p now blowfish know how new RM50 look like. Don worry tomorrow blowfish turn to open for bet, blowfish will think a good bet and win another MCD from u.
Any idea what blowfish can bet with her friend and she sure win one???
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