@#$%^!! MR lee

PS just receive tuition fees from the tuition center.
PS never check the amount as the center promise to give PS 60% of the total tuition fees and center will get 40%.
Continue with teaching.......
All the student still very naughty never listen to PS. hai.........
Somor comment that they more like the replacement teacher really make PS no more confident to continue teaching : (
PS using questioning and answering method to teach the key point. Probably this not the right method to teach student. U all have any more good suggestion???
PS still motivate myself to continue.......
Asking the student what improvement they want.....
u know wat they say????
They ask PS to give them more freedom, now PS never give freedom they already never pay attention if PS give them more freedom means ....... all will be like monkey run around la :-p

Maybe PS really not good in teaching. :(

After back to home PS open up the envelope for tuition fees and find out that they just pay PS 60 for one month.
What the @#$%^!!!
PS have teach 11 student if divide 60/11, PS not even get RM6 per student and each time PS teach only get less than rm2. The worse thing is the tuition center organizer somemore is inteller how can he so sucking blood one. Aiks really feel being tipu by him grrr......

After tell PS parent all ask me to quit as PS not doing a good deal. PS believe after deduct the petrol and the present PS buy for the student PS is paying them more then wat PS receive.
If this the case better PS spend time for own activity like go for badminton or gym.

Aiks must talk to the stupid person MR lee....
Waiting for him whole morning at last see him online. PS quickly IM him :-p
Tell him that PS want to quit for own activity. This stupid guy try to ask me continue teaching isss......
PS told him my concern on the tuition fees part, u know wat his answer???
MR Lee: "is like tat at beginning wont make much money once the student get good result then there will be more and more student want to come under you that time u will earn more money"
PS guess tat time not PS earn more money, MR lee is the one who get all the money and as usual we like a cheap labour.
Talk to him for quite long at last he agree to let PS quit but want PS to continue help him teach till end of this month. Hai PS too soft heart, agree to help him now super duper regret la. Feel sad need to face all the student and MR lee for 3more weeks.

What PS should do???
Really feel being bully la.

Mother's Day

Mother's Day
How u all celebrating mother's day??? bring lovely mom for a good meal?? buy her present??
PS fall sick last friday doesnt really have time to prepare anything for my lovely mom :-p (*shy*shy)

PS having running nose thus very tired to do anything just lying on sofa like a prawn. Suddenly one warm hand touching PS forehead checking PS body temperature suddenly PS heart feel very warm feel like PS is small doll being hold with care in mom dukungan :D
For so long, PS feel like grow up d but that day PS realize that PS just a small kid in mom eye :D

Still remember during child time, mom always take care me with care. Help me put toothpaste on tooth brush, help me wash hair, tie hair till age of 12 :-p
When grow up, away from parent study at Johor but still make them worry. Cry everyday since PS reach Johor and make them worry :-p now think back really feel guilty :-p
Although some time my mom will abit nagging make me crazy :-p now i telling myself to think about the reason behind why mom is nagging. All this just because they really care for us :D Sorry mom now onward PS will pay attention to what u say :D. PROMISE!!!

Talk to PS friend which pregnant recently, now only PS know mother really sacrify a lot in order to bring up a child. Start pregnant time she need to withstand all kind of sickness(back pain, insomia, vomit, morning sickness......). When deliver time she need to withstand the most pain in the world. But what she get in return just cry from BB :-p but no doubt the moment u see the little one all the joy will overtake the pain :D
After give birth of child, they take care the child with care and give them all the best they have.

Thanks Mom for the love that u gave to me without u, I will not go anywhere. I love u (too bad my mom cant read english)
PS not dare to tell mom this cause feel very shy, think this is problem for some ppl where they din dare to convey their feeling to their love one. Although PS think we should tell our loves one how we care about them but PS have no courage to do so :-p

In order to make Mom feel happy, PS go get pant for her during hiking. She saw this pant previously but she say too expensive and dont want to buy it thus PS get this pant to her :D
When PS back to home, PS hand over the present to her and wish her "happy mother day" can see the happiness on her face when she saw her favourite pants. PS feel happy she like the present :D

Heard PS aunty say she feel touch when she receive a simple message from her children wishing her "happy mother day". Guess all mom in the world just hope their children live happily that is the best present in the world :D thus as ppl child we must take a good care of ownself don make them worry that is the best ever present int he world.

WW18 update

How PS life for past one week???
PS manage to maintain happy level at >70% :D
Now only PS know having some ultimate goal in life will make our life more colourful at least we can have focus what need to be done.

Many time PS feel want to give up :-p but still manage to continue on by using self motivation :D
Find out that in order to reach the desired setpoint we should set some small milestone for it. Everytime PS achieve the small milestone PS feel motivated and looking forward for next milestone until PS reach the big2 milestone :D

PS applying this method for weekly hiking, PS will feel give up at beginning cox hiking is very tiring but after reach each pondok PS will feel happy and want to continue till the top :D
Trying to apply this method into daily life :D

This week is not a good week for PS. First day working, receive mail from IT to rebuild laptop due to malware infection :( luckily all data still there just need to reinstall all the software. Aiks don know why PS feel worry like something bad will happen : ( hmm hope this six sense not true else......

Gambate PS!!!

full stop

Every story have the starting and ending part.
Our story start at 2004 october and end by 2008 may. When come to april time frame the memory get stronger and stronger however today PS decide to draw a full stop for all this :D
We already break for one year(anniversay on May). Here PS wish to say 分手快乐
Since now onwards no more story about him and the past, only have story about future ;)

Before say lock up old memory, PS wish to say
1. Thanks to him who enlight PS life for past 4years. PS never feel regret across all this :D
2. Thanks to god cox give PS chance to realize own weakness and have different thought about what is life :D

There is old chinese phrase say we should learn from failure.
PS know what are the lesson that gods wish PS to learn thus really think PS should not waste time on self blaming and regret as thing that already happen wont reset.
Good bye to my ABOY wish u happiness.....

Last weekend while climbing, PS think a lot of thing.
Start believe what PS best friend say "life is wonderful".
PS start to plan a lot thing to myself. At least make every single day become more meaningful :D

Probably this not any big plan but PS guess we should start with small plan before go for big one right :D

First thing PS wish to do is to make myself more healthier :D
PS already start to plan out healthy life style.
Guess what PS do :-p
1. PS start go gym at least 3times a week and go hiking on weekend hik2
2. Just bring oat to office plan to have that for breakfast plan start healthy meal today but fail :-p hope can start tomorrow la :-p
3. Must sleep before 12, secret to keep young look hik2.

Secondly, Make parent have a pleasant life :D
1. Trying to observe what they need, try to get that for them :D but must within my capability limit la :-p
2. go back acoompany them every week. PS already do this until neighbour asking PS why always back no need go pak to ke aiks :-p
Guess what PS answer them
Neighbour:"why everyweek see u one, don need go out pak to with bf???"
PS:"got pak to la, pak to with parent :D btw PS single one :-p"
PS Mom:"if there is any good guy remember introduce to PS"
aiks again, PS mom tak sabar2 want to sell PS.

Thirdly, PS hope to help more ppl as PS find that if we able to help others we will gain a lot of happiness :D
PS helping my cousin on his study now start to see him improve. Feel happy for him.
If anybody need help remember tell PS ya, PS will try to help :D

Sure all thinking why suddenly PS motivation to do all the thing....
PS suddenly found that PS actually very lucky.
There is a lot ppl suffering but still brave facing daily challenge.
PS should not waste life like that, PS don want feel regret anymore :D

:D (>weekly update)

It been few week PS never update blog aiks cannot continue like this like no momentum aje :-p

Last week PS plan to talk with MR lee(tuition center owner) that PS want to quit don want continue teaching standard 4 and 5 as they are too naughty and PS cant able to control them. Guess what Mr lee tell PS???

MR Lee:"I can give u some secret how to control the student why dont u try this method before u quit??"

hik2 guess what method MR lee share with PS???

MR Lee:"U should give the student 2 choice one is do wat u want them to do and another one is the punishment"

After heard this PS doubt this will help PS control the naughty monkey :-p since no choice just follow what Mr lee say la. First time the whole class is quite and listen to what PS say :D so happy this method really usefull. For those having problem to control children can try use this method.

At last Problem Solve!!!

Last 2night PS keep on dream about past memory. In the dream PS meet him as usual PS is happy. In dream we can be together and that time one question flash thru PS mind
"If he really back to u will u still accept him???" (question quote by PS best friend)
hmm guess now PS know the answer d although he back but we are still unable together as different time and environment all the feeling will change across time probably PS just really hope to be friend with those close with PS doesnt want to lose anyone of them.

Today PS work from PG after work go for crazy shopping. Aiks it been long time PS never shop like crazy think PS really too boring d :-p hope PS don continue this trend else PS wallet will be very slim d. PS hope body get slim and not wallet get slim :-p

First day teaching

PS being planning to start own business since May 2008 after talking to one of PS friend :)
While travel PS listen to friend opinion how to success in life really give PS motivation. Many image flash thru PS mind.
Still remember he say that most ppl have ability to do many thing just we feel scare to walk out from comfort zone. Really agree with this statement, walk out from comfort zone really need a lot courage.
Future is full with question mark everything is risk taking but if we never take the first step nothing will happen and the dream is getting far and far from us.

Before start anything,
1. identify what thing we want to achieve is important and we can move toward this : )
2. Survey opportunity around us before make a move.
3. apply nike slogan "JUST DO IT" ;)

PS already start to take first step......
PS dream is become a teacher when grow old as the time is flexible and PS can play with all the student life is wonderful :)
PS is lucky to have friend help her move toward this dream ;)

2APRIL 2009
A important day to memorize...........
Many thing happen that day : )
PS start teach tuition :)for standard 4 and 5 ppl for science subject.
Not much time to prepare material just go thru the book :-p (dont put so high expectation to lazy bug la :-p)
Prepare some simple note for the student and go to tuition center on time.
Beside note PS also prepare some choc for student, u know la if u want to tipu some student must use this method one :-p

After teaching for ~3hours, PS really feel want to give up....
Why???
As nowdays student is hard to control, PS teach in english but they want in chinese.
Always request many thing and not listening to PS : (
Is it PS not look garang ar :-p
One funny thing is the student somor ask PS whether PS is still single or not, what is PS hp number, request to snap PS picture........
Aiks
PS really think want to give up but decide to give more time to try on this ;) ( XX :-p thanks for encouraging PS )
Time to go to bed else tomorrow will look like panda. GoodNight zzzz

2th April 2009

Always heard friend say life is wonderful full with wonder.
But recently PS really feel lost keep on trying find the meaning of life what PS want to pursue. No answer......
What your answer for this??
Reading from ppl blog state that if u are tired of life why don u stop your step and rest. Rest is for longer journey.

After rest what next???

PS go thru this period during Uni time. That time PS feel so lost after she fail her exam badly. PS trying very hard to find what PS want but no answer. Some how after some time PS stop asking what next as thing is like what SK (our stats say) "it's like that one" :-p

Today like a normal day go work at POR time 8.15AM everything will still as per POR but........ offline la :-p cannot disclose here later :-p
feel so worry whole day.
Wish to find somebody to talk to and express the feeling but too bad PS cant find anybody to talk : (
Really afraid PS will disturb them.....
Suddenly found that PS lost her 忠实 listener which is her ex bf who will be always be there for her : (
Maybe there is a lot friend that willing listen to PS complain but somehow PS not feel want to complain in front them.
just use POR method release stress ( PS guess only PS coursemate aka ex housemate know what is the POR method )
This POR method is the one that always help PS having auto recovery system : )

Probably don think too much and 随波逐流 will be the right thing to do for PS.
明天会更好比:）
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